I was having this stupid day bcos of one bad news. and a few others after that which werent that bad aft the first bad news. but it still makes a bad day altogetther.
Then i rmbed tumblr. so and surf for a while. found this quote just cheered me up: If people are trying to bring you down, it only means that you are above them.
I'll not let it affect me. :)
(cmon girl, fours hours and less of no sleep is better than nth. :] )
And then i saw this which seems like such a nice day to live in...

Simple things yet made you happy, like its a perfect day and everything else is going your way and on your side. Simple things yet so hard to achieve.


So stop critising. Sometimes, i feel you're angry with me even though i didnt do anything to you. stop pms. I didnt offend you. Just leading my own life.
(Don't hurt me just bcos you know I don't like hurting others.)


Forgive me, I don't think I'll be well enough for the next three days either. Not ok for nx nx and nx nx nx, due to im too tired. D:

sry i tink i pms-ed at you. did i? :/ just, sry. didnt mean it. thks for letting me ramble stuff to you everytime. I'll try to work hard and not let you down, or my parents or myself. If not life would be worse than death then i cant bring myself to face anyone. :(

So mani things, so little time. (Quoted from Muipeng)
Can't wait to hang out with her. Cos hanging out with Muipeng never fails to cheer me up. ^^ tired also can become hyper (Except the end of days.)

gtg. idk whether i should continue stressing out about stuff or just let go and blindly follow the advice of someone from a dream.
or should i just get a couple of new white hamsters and then there's this 5050 chance that my life would be perfect again or my life would get busier. I can't decide on anything alr, lost here in this moment. I can get an MC but just didnt dare. Sometimes i wish i can just sleep and dream and sleep and dream cos at least i can re do it if it didnt turn out right... :'(

Use euthanasia on me? one of the good things abt being a vet nx time is i get to have the injection thing which i could use on myself if life gets too bad. ;) but my main priority is going to save animals of cos. ^^