teachers day today. lessons first then celebrations. :)

First, PE. height and weight. -,- then my class played captains ball among ourselves. :)
then maths lesson. then celebrations. my class were at first a bit pissed at the Sls for ignoring us, but then, problem was eventually solved... as far as i noe..

then went home, use comp for a while. 3pm, went to mit Muipeng for lunch, then we go back primary skool. yesss! ive not been back there like, 3 years? then i went in, first thing i do is check the cca board. its the major reason im back to primary skool for. I love my primary skool cca. and for some reason, so majorily lucky, theres my cca just right on tuesday, 3pm to 6pm! then im like omg so happy. and im happy for the rest of the day. Mdm Omar is still there teaching students. and my last time de junior-est juniors have all alr graduated and now are all newcomers. Syf got silver. again. hehes. miss mdm omar.

the new students were cute. :) Muipeng's not part of Angklung last time, so i suppose she felt wierd or sth. she refuses to go deeper into the room with me and kept urging me to "let's go home alr." i dragged of cos. 这种机会很难得，要抱窝。chatted with the teacher and watched the kids play. omg how i wish i could play with them hahas. miss those times. those memories.

then aft that, muipeng signal sth to me and i dun really understand but i took it as she wan to go alr so i said byes to Mdm Omar and we left. then Muipeng stare at me. “我跟你讲那个女的不会弹，你干吗跟干老师讲你要走了？”then im like, “哈？你不是说要走了吗？”ok miscommunications. but we made our way towards the exit anyways.

then muipeng tell me that earlier on she almost fell down a flight of stairs and its exactly the same stairs i rolled down, four years ago. then she show the procedure to me, im like, omg. thats the same step i roll down from as well. "omg. really? so zhun??"

scarly same day also. lolx. :)

then as we past the staff room, muipeng mentioned abt wanting to find Mdm Eunice chat with her, but in the end sae dun wan. as soon as we stopped toking abt that, i saw two teacher walking past us. then one of them look familiar, i asked: "Mdm Eunice?" then turns out that she really IS Mdm Eunice. she cut her hair short le. chatted a while then we go le. :)

Mdm Eunice was my pri four teacher. 4gt what subj she teached, eng? 4gt. :)

went home, studied, ate some childhood memories stuff(not baby bites), then watched this movie that i found in my hse. heres the trailer. i love the movie. so cool:


Me and Muipeng both agreed its a nice show. unexpected ending woow!
If i had to act in a movie, I'd act in sth like that. so..wow! HAHAS.
rights. gtg. mama wan us do hsework le. :p byes!

ps: sth funny happen during my chat with muipeng. i 4gt to change chi font to eng. i wan to type, "woow i just came online too!" become: "我哦我i据随同擦么噢哪里呢too！" then i press enter. then i realise what ive done. laughed for like, 10 minutes. lolx.

Yst prelims. omg. forgot right qn number!! and another thing, i didnt really get to finish my compo. cos i nv finish checking up all the words from the stupid dic. darn, shoulda bring the electronic dict. damn regret. so sad.
paper two. i kept looking at the board that said 1100 to 1300. then i thot that is for my paper. i 4gt on the other side of the hall, is the real one, mine paper de, 1100 to 1230. until the examiner sae fifteen minutes left, then im like, huh? ours? oo gosh! lucky i still manage to complete in time. with messy messy handwritings. :p
golly....

aft that, met muipeng for lunch. then went my hse slacked a while, which after that we went share hse study. did Amaths.


went hougang point shopping with muipeng after that. ok more like, tired shopping. :) tired shopping, if you ask me, it would be like tired people shopping. basically, we were just walking around and looking at whatever we saw. in japan home, we were looking at the utensils, dustbins, tissues, stickers, fragrances, all sorts of nonsense. and then we went up to ntuc, looked at more stuff. most ridiculous one was we were looking at the cooking stuff, and all those things only housewifes would look at and compare. lolx. we only stopped when i saw this sharpener and its $1.60. the picture depicts that its auto sharp for us one. out of curiosiyt, we both bought it. -,- then we went to a nearby shelter we look at, turns out its not auto sharp. just telling us when it is fully sharped. -,- then we wen on taking photos tgt. somehow, our pictures that day, none of use were happy with it at all. but im still putting it up. :p

Blur muipeng with heart. :p

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Seeing d0ubles. ;D

Now me blur. :/

those are only five of them. the rest are all rejected deleted. :) hehes. many a times the lights look nicer than us. ;D hor muipeng? hahas.

today, went fotang study with share and muipeng. then eat. then studay again. then go muipeng hse slack. pillow fought, went home, tuition, eat. lolx, hahas.

It's a liberty liberty li-li-liberty liberty li-li, its a liberty walk, walk! ^^
I miss you, im gonna need you..

When the waves are flooding the shores.....

I'm beginning to like SS. Teaches us to analyse situations. :)
Somebody told me that if i like a certain subject, i'd score well in it. lets see if its true. hahas. i tink my maths is the direct opposite for it... -,-
sec two, i hated maths. then i get 85 for EOY. then sec three, i like maths, i get 60+ 50+ and dropping. lolx.

I love my blogsong

eh muipeng! our booboo cute leh! ^^
;D

cute and shuai! ♥

我想自杀，然后没人会知道。

My homework is now only half done.
Three people to blame. me for not focusing, my sis for not letting me use the comp, and my bro for distracting me. gahhhh!

no im not planning to kill myself because of that. there's numerous other reasons. and im not exactly planning to kill myself. just sth like imagine sth happen, then sth happen, then i die. i wasn't planning for anything. except planning for saturday's chinese prelims. im so worried. i want to get like, an A2 for o lvl but i tink that'll probably only occur in dreams.

speaking of dreams, i dun rmb any of them recently. and dunno y, whenever i dun rmb my dreams, i'll feel wierd and somehow lonely for the rest of the day.

my eyelids are shutting. shoulda sleep in the afternoon instead of playing with the skateboard and frisbee. darn. and me on the skateboard would be pretty hilarous. like some drunken person trying to balance on it. after that attempting to get it started with always end up with me on the floor and skateboard running away. lolx. fail sia. :)

yst i was sleeping and then i thot i heard typing sounds from outside the room. almost everyone was alr in their rooms sleeping. then i got worried and i told my mama i heard typing sounds. she went outside and return, telling my its just my gerbils. great. so now my gerbils are trying to scare the hell out of me. :D

gtg now... byes..

I'll be coming home

I believe everything will heal with time.

Stay- Miley Cyrus
Well it's good to hear your voice
I hope your doing fine
And if you ever wonder
I'm lonely here tonight

Lost here in this moment
And time keeps slipping by
And if I could have just one wish
I'd have you by my side

Oh, oh I miss you
Oh, oh I need you

And I love you more
Than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday

Say you love me more
Than you did before
And I'm sorry it's this way
But I'm coming home
I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay
I will stay

Well I try to live without you
The tears fall from my eyes
I'm alone and I feel empty
God I'm torn apart inside

I look up at the stars
Hoping your doing the same
Somehow I feel closer
And I can hear you say

Oh, oh
I miss you
Oh, oh
I need you
I love you more
Than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed no one can take your place
I gets harder, everyday
Say you love me more
Than you did before
And I'm sorry its this way.
But I'm coming home
I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay
I will
Stay
Always stay
I never wanna lose you
And if I had to I would choose you
So stay, please always stay
You're the one that I hold onto
Cause My heart would stop without...you...

And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothings changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry that it's this way
But I'm coming home
I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay
I'll always stay

And I love you more than I did before
And I'm sorry that its this way
But I'm coming home
I'll be coming home
and if you ask I will stay
I will
stay
I will stay...


Disappointed in you. cos all you said were lies. you only do things for your own good and then pretend that you are concerned for me. lies. all lies. shoulda never believed in you.

I love the past, the childhood.

my art veri disgusting! :D


I will be happy even if you had your own fun without me.

that i'd never get to see you again.

Went study/camwhoring with share and muipeng today. plain place, plenty of pictures. ready for upload later by share share. :)

tmr perhaps gonna study with them again. hahas.

friday:
during cca, i was like writing the cca cards halfway then im told that im suppose to go and teach some librarians first aid. im like thinking, what? when i sucked at it? went anyway. damn it ive got problems with the stupid elevation sling de front part. kidda diagracful tat im a first aider. damn it i rather teach footdrill lo. but then, the kids there were quite fast learners. i'd probably take days to try mastering how to use the equipments properly.

saturday:
tuition. chem and geog. woo i really really liked organic chem. lolx. as for geog, my human geog, is still... haiz, CMI.

Peanut butter mixed with Nutella:

hahas! art piece. ;D

Muipeng loves Vegetable Cup!


Had home tuition yst. heres sth funny abt it.

i was doing my Amaths he told me to do. then we had conversation. then dunno how link de, he sae he found out sth new and funny abt my personality and he told me. aft hearing it, and i tink its funny too and i kept laughing non stop. LMAO.

aft finally stopped laughing, i went back do the Amaths qn and back to concentrating on the question. and usually went im concentrating on sth, i sae it out loud. so im like, typing 'cube' on the calculator and i said "cube". my tutor veri surprise, he asked, "你再讲自己吗？" at first, i look up from my qn and was like "huh?" then i get what he was trying to sae. (for those slow ppl hu dunno, he thot i called myself cute.)

then i was like, "Oh!! hahahahaha 没有啦我不自夸的。" then he dun believe: “真的咩？”
"Yar!! 我没有那么自以为是的。" then i went on telling him abt how me and my frens everytime compare hu more lan de. he was like, "No wonder 你的想法整天都是哎呀死了!" hehe.

and today, art lesson. we have to paint this dali painting and it was so difficult. we had to paint this face. OMG i paint it till it look so damn erxin and funny at the same time, i look at my painting compare to the original i really almost LOL-ed. then i cnt restrain the laughter i end up smiling at myself. i must've look like an idiot.

aft tat, recess. then chi. two hours straight of test. didnt finish it in time but still managed to complete it cos cher give extra time. :D then ran for tuition. left skool at 2.15 to go home, left home at 2.30. ;D reach tuition at 2.55. did human geog. i still need to find out the reason why i kip failing human geog with flying colours. the problem with my physical geog is that no examples. now the problem lies in human geog. i strive to pass my geog with flying colours!! hahas. i somehow is beginning to love geog more and more. i like geog in the past. now i love geog. ^^ fun.

then during chem, did organic chem. yeah i like organic chem! its easy! finally, aft chapters of unreasonable bloody-hard-to-understand topics, finally came to this organic chem and i put all my heart into learning it, and i.... yay! find it easy! i like~~ worst scenario is later i find it easy, exam time, this is the topic that put me down. nope nope cnt let that happen. JiaJi is going to study harder! Must go 502 nx year! :D

Its gonna be hell.

Amaths im probably going to get to do the N lvl prelims. yeah. nv pass anything abt amaths b4. this one sure die le. waaah.

Nx up, chem. also doing the n lvl prelims.
why does all the subjects tat i rarely score well for it i had to do the prelims?! im gonna die seriously. the teacher over there ok then, test on sep 1 ok? im like thinking, gosh gosh gosh tat not gonna be enough time for me. im so afraid i'll get retained. omg. scary... everything is like so scary. and will i be able to do it? gotta force myself to study even harder. omg..

Am I one of the whom you treasure? How often do you cry at the thought of losing me? When prompted with such questions, your answers probably meant, sorry girl I've never felt anything about you before. My heart is with someone else.

I dun like that idea at all

My Boyfren!!

And i will disappear together with all the memories you have of me.

My Dogs

(In the comp. ;D)

Lately didnt post due to laziness or business.
Lets see.. my last post's on thur. I'll start update from fri. :)

Friday: Skool, National Day Celebrations. No one's high. lol. Then went home and... oo i 4gt what i did. probably sleep or did i went out?

Saturday: tuition, then aft tat.... shit what did i do again? i 4gt. oo ya! I had a study session with Muipeng in my hse. (Correct?)Then after that at night my niece brought her hamster to my hse. omg how i miss those dwarf hamsters!! Haiz.. Now my hse has none of those... :'( I was sian this whole day. except maybe tuition time they had a bit of fun and celebration of Belated Birthday. ;D

Sunday: Now what did i do on this day? We didnt mit cos My dear Muipeng was having a fever. But what did i do on sunday? I forgot.

Monday:
Was expecting nth to happen except staying home to watch television and listening to the fireworks explosion only abt 5 secs later, my mum in the end said tat my dad's going to bring the entire family out to LimChuKang tat area walk walk. Well.. Some crazy things happen that minutes b4 we step into the taxi, (which id rather not tok abt it since its not my problem at all and i dun wan to care if not id get into trouble with my bro or tat id become the scapegoat or sth.)

Then my dad said while driving tat the place he brings us is like a farm or sth, got goat got frog got vegetables. and the moment he said goat, i recognised the goat farm. :) its been like some ten thousand years since i drank tat delicious goat milk. (ok exagerating. its only since sec2.) i went on the goat farm and some other place de tour with share and mp back in sec two. (ahh... those precious memories...)

At first my dad knows the way. then we were in a deserted road. with many turns available. lol i only went there once b4 but i roughly rmb the way so i told my dad where to turn. :p we saw the goat farm sign thrice. then for twice, our dad thot he had turned into the same road. -,- lucky he finally believe me when he eventually decided to trust me to go into the place which look like some dead road but is actually the goat farm. :)

Yay and i got to drink goat's milk once again. Whole family share one big bottle. :D and everyone including my dad sae, delicious! ^^

After tat went frog farm. omg at first i thot they are going to the cruel frog farm where the entire room was filled up with blood of the frogs when in the end i realise its just some bullfrog farm. eeyer!-the frog noise is so....so...disturbing. like cow like tat. just worse.

Last stop, a vegetable farm which ive been there like its my third time alr. vegetables are boring. nth to sae. only tat their '向日葵' is a '向土葵' ;D i long long nv touch biology. i saw a rotten sunflower, im like, omg look this sunflower rotten le y they dunwan pluck it out? my sis go diao me and sae tat its been polinated and rotting is just going to turn them into seed producers. im like, oo ya hor. silly me. :p

went home at around 5. damn early. i kept telling my dad to go home a little later but he wouldnt. all right. go home watch tv. :) hahas.

Tuesday:
Went clinic cos my my mum. said tat i need to when im feeling well. then im like the only active one among all the patients in the room. omg. ps.

Wednesday:
Skool. Cca. Home. End of day. another normal wednesday. :)

Thanks. :)

And as for now, im off to sleep! ^^
See ya in ?_____?_____?
we dunno whats gonna happen next. ;D

I love my blogsong alot. :)


I've been holding back so much, so when I finally got the guts take that free fall plunge into oblivion... it will be just me, on my own breaking my own neck with no one else to drag along with me.

tmr national day in skool. tats so sian. how i wish its not compulsory. a few more hours of sleep always make my day.

Today went home first thing, sleep. then wake up bath, and tuition-ed. then ate dinner, watch hannah montana. today one was LOL. hehes.

allrights. gtg now. bye!

Nothing lasts forever♥

Egg-xactly.

Why wont you let me.

yst went library to study with share and muipeng. hahas. this time the bus is faster, and have seats too. ^^ lol then im like zi-high with muipeng. :p then i saw the advertisement, the sorcerer's assistance, im like, OMG i wan watch! you must pei me hor! hahas.

I don't know what i want anymore... i don't know who i am...I finally feel nothing and in a way i hate it

almost late for cca today.(ok i AM late. -,-) im damn tired so i ask my bro wake me up at 3. then i go sleep. 3.20 then he woke me up. cos he thot i said 3.30. im like, omg then i faster grab everything and chiong out. hehes.

i kept hearing a kitten in skool. was it an illusion or was it for real? the poor thing was like, mew mew mew, and i tink its alone and still young. id use to stay and look for it, but now i just go straight past. im more interested in hamster, not the species hu killed them. ok maybe im just bias. :p

haiz.

lol and forgot bring money to skool today. lucky i brought food. :)

oo, and jasmine brought home a bicultural fren from india. omg tat girl is so shy, open ended qn also ans with one word. wa lou. hahas.

lol facebook today got problem. -,- for my comp, maybe.

Barbie doll/real person? :)

:p

~Endx~xoxo♥