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Date: Friday, January 29, 2010
Time: 9:02 PM


tags replied. ^^
Geraldine: LOL! today u reacted but its slow._. haha~~!
reply: i didnt consider tat react. hahas. i wasnt scared by it.

Cherie: TAGGG
reply: thanks =]

Cherie: Tag (: sat beach ^^
reply: TMR BEACH!! hahas. and clarke quay.

Josen: huh?? u fall sick?? y ur mother wants u to see doc?? o.o
reply: check-up only. haha.

MuiPeng: A shauige more shuai than kimbum and taylor lehs. I like, Lol : D
reply: now then you noe gt someone more shuai than kimbum de ah? hehe.

MuiPeng: Don't say I always never tag hor! Hee. I want go watch The Last Song, GOT SHUAI GE!
reply: i also want!! hahaha!!

MuiPeng: Hey, Tag tag tag. : D
reply: :D long time since you tagged. hahas.

Cherie: tt vid i saw b4, gross.
reply: can die just watching it lo. i dun dare watch whole thing.

Josen: btw thx for tagging me in my blog
reply: welcome. ^^

Josen: the vid going home done by sp ppl?? its really veri touching.. i even try to hold back my tears!
reply: hahas. the granny veri poor thing...

Josen: yea, saw tat vid b4.. tat woman is inhuman...
reply: veri irritating lo her. i wan stuff cockraoches into her mouth sia!!

tmr going tuition then beach then clarke quay then home.

first, treat me like im just your fren, like how you'd treat your best frens. next, pamper me sweetly, like how a princess is pampered. then, kiss me like im your girlfren, like how i am alr when i became your girlfren. lastly, love me like im yours forever, like how this quote is suppose to be true...
we'll always be destinied tgt.


Date: Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Time: 2:26 PM


why am I not immune to you?

17 more days to CNY.^^

I must have looked rather fragile to him, tat he had treated me tat way tat day.

when life gets all crazy, we ought to take a break somewhere cosy.

seen the facebook vid, the girl torture the cat, what the hell is she trying to do??

my mama wants me to see doc. but i dun want 2dae or tmr.. im free on fri!! i can get an mc rite??

later going bishan library wif muipeng. bet shes gonna make me laugh again. tat time she told me she wan pick up sth, bcom pick up other ppl leg. wth!! hahahas.

see ya soon. cant wait for 17 days later!


Date: Monday, January 25, 2010
Time: 8:48 PM


found this in facebook.
i cant bear to watch it anymore aft a few seconds. watch it if you dare.
josen, i hope you wont be overly depressed aft you saw this..
click here


Date:
Time: 2:54 PM


19!! more days to CNY! woow! im gonna love cny. 3 CNY holidays to spend!! and and! everyone will gather tgt and eat food tat every adult has a part in the cooking, and there'll be lots of shouting and laughing, the shoes in the corridors can be lined up into a train, and all those see-them-once-every-yr cousins would come, and tat means i'll be gathering in another corner wif those familiar cousins and guessing hu are those unfamiliar ones, and my hse is gonna be so bright, full of food, redness, and everyone would always be out of chairs and tables, and everyone will be holding mandarian oranges and passing them around to each other like its money, and the bills gone all high up, but it'll still be the happiest event of my entire year, as usual. ^^

all right theres still 19 more days and im alr high for it. not much mood to study anymore. -,-

well... and i wanna watch the last song! looks boring but touching and touching movies are always boring but i wanna watch this boring movie just bcos miley's in it and i like miley cos i like her songs as most of them rather let me explained myself... eg, dream.

yst went granma hse. sad tat my stupid phone cam spoilt, or esle i'd alr had taken more pics. went there, and genevieve was so cute!

then at the end of the day when we are suppose to eat dinner, granma didnt cook so we went to a nearby market area near their hse to eat. genevieve held my hand all the way there. she walk so slow. -,- then my mum was like, hahas, if you want walk fast, walk faster. if you wan walk slow, walk slower.

then reach coffee shop, genevieve sit wif me, then veri funny de. i give her fish, she dun wan. i give her meat, then she want. so im like, wa same as me dun like fish. maybe our horoscopes are dog, tats y. ;D

i ♥ genevieve!

b4 i forget, im gonna share this funny convo wif you ppl.
tat time im having tuition and my tutor gave me some proving qn to do and i kept on stuck there, while he was trying to solve a qn i ask him to help me in.(wow so miraculous he dunno how do maths.) then i also dunno how to do mine, im like, omg..my amaths die le die le. then i was writing in chi 'die le' as what i usually do when im stuck, then i rite die le in chi while tinking the nx step. then my tutor look at what im doing to check. then he saw all my chi words. then he smiles and said, wa you jin emo de leh. then im like, huh? oo! i get it. -,- then we started the topic of being emo and i dunno y we were talking abt it until like its so fun, then he joked: so, this is my last lesson wif you? so i played along; maybe? ;D

oo ya, 2dae newspaper gt twilight! hahas. i mean the small small one la..

i hate sponges blue.

muipeng let me see this vid last sat. its really touching, my eyes were full of water tat wont flow out.



all right. going do art now. see ya! =D


Date: Sunday, January 24, 2010
Time: 9:59 AM


dont you hate it when just a few more marks and you'll pass the test?? i almost passed Amaths for the first time!

hey ppl!

gt this stupid dream which i cant see if its a nice one or a bad one. its gt both.
like a gt a really really nice and cool skool, but i dun get any cca points for the o lvl. i wake up feeling stressed. second time i dreamt abt o lvl. =x first time is tat i got really lousy results. now no cca points. omg. gotta start working hard b4 those really come true!
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tags replied: (allright only three ppl tag but i still reply like tat anyways.)

Cherie: Woah Woah Woah, now you easily angry liao. Relax Relax.
reply: i gt angry meh? hahas. you didnt see me angry. if i really am, id be emo when you met me.

Josen: yeah!! spy nx door!!! its a nice movie =D
reply: yeah!! i wanna go see!! ^^

Josen: hahas =X wads the feeling of getting bite by gerbils?? =X
reply: try pinching yourself with your nails gently but firmly. yeah tats how it felt. only tat their teeth are smaller.
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miley cyrus songs rock! haha.
im gonna have all collection in my phone. share only have those in the albums.. -,-
these are the songs:
(some may repeat itself, i copied and paste, and found 'these four walls' in diff titles)
- 2 Weeks
- 7 Things
- Aim Towards You
- All The Time
- Are You Ready
- As I Am (muipeng likes this)
- Back To Tennessee
- Backwards
- Beautiful
- Before The Storm (feat. Nick Jonas)
- Best Of Both Worlds
- Bigger Than Us
- Bless The Broken Road
- Bottom Of The Ocean
- Breakout
- Butterfly Fly Away
- Cheese Jerky
- Clear
- Closet Full Of Clothes
- Crazy
- Do To You
- Don't Walk Away
- Don't Wanna Be Torn
- Dream
- Driveway
- East Northumberland High
- Every Day
- Every Part Of Me
- Find Yourself In You
- Fly On The Wall
- Full Circle
- G.n.o.(Girls Night Out)
- Get Ready Get Set Don't Go
- Girls Just Wanna Have Fun
- Good And Broken
- Goodbye
- He Could Be The One
- Hoedown Throwdown
- Hovering
- I Learned From You
- I Miss You
- I Thought I Lost You (Ft. John Travolta)
- I Wanna Know You (duet With David Archuleta)
- I've Got Nerve
- I've Noticed
- Ice Cream Freeze
- If We Were A Movie
- It's All Right Here
- Just A Girl
- Just Like You
- Kicking And Screaming
- Let's Chill
- Let's Dance
- Let's Get Crazy
- Lets Do This
- Life's What You Make It
- Lucky Girl
- Make Some Noise
- Mixed Up
- Nobody's Perfect
- Obsessed lyrics
- Old Blue Jeans
- One In A Million
- Part Of Your World
- Party In The Usa
- Pumpin' Up The Party
- Quit Telling Lies
- Racing Through My Heart
- Right Here
- Rocking Around The Christmas Tree
- Rockstar
- Santa Claus Is Coming To Town
- See You Again
- Send It On
- Simple Song
- Someday
- Spotlight
- Start All Over
- Supergirl
- Talk Is Cheap
- The Bone Dance
- The Climb
- The Other Side Of Me
- The Time Of Our Lives
- These Four Walls
- This Is The Life
- Time Of Our Lives
- True Friend
- Wake Up America
- We Belong To The Music (Ft. Timbaland)
- We Got The Party
- What's Not To Like
- When I Look At You
- Who Said
- You And Me Together
- You'll Always Find Your Way Back Home
- Zip A Dee Doo Dah

and then now im trying to download it, and guess what, my stupid usb is *pop* missing again..
wonder whats wrong wif it.. missing, appear, missing, appear, always the same pattern.


btw, i tink this song is quite nice... now tat i just listened to it.. hahas.

Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, down,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Down, down
Ooh (ohhh)

(Verse 1)
You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show, i wanna see how you lose control,
(Bridge)
So leave it behind cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.

(Chorus)
So baby dont worry, you are my only,
You wont be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
Youll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,

(Verse 2)
Just let it be, come on and bring your body next to me,
Ill take you away, hey, turn this place into our private getaway,
(Bridge)
So leave it behind cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape,
(So why dont we run away)

(Chorus)
So baby dont worry, you are my only,
You wont be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
Youll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,
LiL Wayne

(Verse 3)
Even if the sky is falling down like she supposed to be,
She gets down low for me,
Down like her temperature, cause to me she zero degree,
She cold, overfreeze,
I got that girl from overseas,
Now she my miss America,
now can i be her soldier please,
Im fighting for this girl,
Im a battlefield of love,
Dont it look like baby cupid sent his arrows from above,
Dont you ever leave the side of me,
Indefinitely, not probably,
and honestly im down like the economy,
Yeahhhhhh

(Chorus)
So baby dont worry, you are my only,
You wont be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
Youll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down

well... then, i'll just forget abt my usb... wait til it appear again. i noe it will.
see you then. ^^

a few years ago, like im 4 to 12, i often created havoc in the family. you said, the world will be so much more peaceful if i dont do so. slowly, i changed. then, when im pri 4 to sec 1, my results were shit. you told me, the world would be so much happier if i could just get more As.and slowly, i did. and now, i eat little. you said, everyone would be so a lot joyful id i could just eat every meal, complete. oo cmon, mum. humans arent perfect. ok for the first time, im admitting im just a human, not some vampire. if you want me to be so ever-perfect, get a vampire to bite me. would be appreciated. hahas. we're all imperfect. quit the nagging. ^^


Date: Friday, January 22, 2010
Time: 8:17 PM


why am i here when majority doesnt want me to anymore? -,-
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tags replied.
Cherie: Tag again. I everyday tag. See I so good.
reply: yeah la.. hahas. good girl wor? ;D

Cherie: Taggg xD
reply: thanks. ^^

Josen: hahas, how come u today nv go watch tooth fairy wit ur frens?? =D
reply: yst. cos i wan watch nx wk de the spy nx door. saving $$ for it nx wk. ^^

Josen: and and!!! the red table!! i oso hav it at home xD hahas!! brought in ikea de rite?? =P
reply: yar!! hahas. got it a few yrs ago to do my hw de.

Josen: wow!! the gerbils is CUTE!! xD hahas!! they wun bite u ??
reply: got la. but i not scared. =]

Geraldine: Lols; let me try again tmr and see whether u have any reaction......
reply: you didnt try. hehe. ;D
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What happen?? Why? Ok nvm then. Forget it. Im not gonna care anymore. Now, it'll be just me, Twilight, my pets and families. No more you. Dont come back. Get it?


no i didnt had a nice day today. dont ask. im fed up wif 2dae. such crap. everything dont fall in place nicely. (except for share's case ;D) im like, the shadow or sth?? im here!! cmon! nvm. forget it. hope tmr will be a better day. oo of cos tmr will be a better day. unless some stupid ppl go and mess it up. tuition, lunch, fotang, home, slack, dinner, slack wif cousins^^, sleep. so much better.

then sunday will be a sad day bcos its nx day i had to go back to skool. so means i had to chiong on my skoolwork on whatever i didnt do.

my dream car will be the one that sets me flying onto the road, then my blood splattered everywhere. the nx ting i noe, im in a grave. you noe what? i cant wait for my nx life. i wish i lived in LA then.

ignore this post like i didnt sae anything. nvm.
instincts or expects?


These four walls.
These four walls
They whisper to me
They know a secret
I knew they would not keep
Didn't take long for the room to fill with trust
And these four walls came down around us

It must have been something that send me out of my head
With the words so radical
And not what I meant
Now I wait for a break in the silence 'cause it's all that you left
Just me and these four walls again

It's hard now to let you be
I won't make excuses
I've made my peace
Didn't take long for me to lose the trust
'Cause these four walls were not strong enough
ooooh
It must have been something that send me out of my head
With the words so radical
And not what I meant
Now I wait for a break in the silence 'cause it's all that you left
Just me and these four walls again

Yeah, it's difficult
Watching us fade
Knowing it's all my fault
My mistake
Yeah, it's difficult
Letting you down
Knowing it's all my fault
You're not around

It must have been something that send me out of my head
With the words so radical
And not what I meant
Now I wait for a break in the silence 'cause it's all that you left
Just me and these four walls again
Yeah
Ooh
These four walls again


Date: Thursday, January 21, 2010
Time: 5:28 PM


elaboration of 2dae so far. ^^

aft i met jasmine at the door, she asked me whether nid bring chi story book. then i call her bring just in case. then she call me lend her. so i have to go back into the hse to take. =p

then by the time we reach skool, the bell rung. woow just in time. aft all the funny singing and sayings, chi reading period.

aft tat its art. so sian. i spent 1 hr+ trying to draw a japanese seashell. still look kinda fake. i touch up on it for the rest of the art lesson. not bad? 2hr on a seashell.

then chem lesson. scribbling down notes as we all always did in the usual chem lessons. this is around the third week rite? we're starting on a third chap alr. is it cos we're sec 4 so had to chiong, or is it just thru train?

aft recess, chi lesson, chi test. nth to rite abt this. hope i pass.

nx up, SS test. two tests in a row. -,- i spent the free time to anyhow rmb the textbook. then aft qn is given and cher sae start now, i straight away chiong to rite on the paper cos i scared i 4gt whats in the text. nice, i didnt forget. ^^ the bad ting was, i 4gt tat theres this word called 'in conclusion' and for all, i rote'therefore' instead. then the end i rite 'to summarise things up' lol. like doing maths or sth like tat. "therefore." whatever shit.

I'm only me. That is all I can be. No more, no less, don't second guess. I love, I live, I laugh, I cry. I've wished sometimes that I could die. Some days I'm funny, others I'm not, sometimes I'm in overdrive and I can't stop. You may not like me, but that's okay because this is me and how I'll stay.

last lesson's physics. and i found out sth abt physics lesson this yr. whenever mr faiz wanted to tok abt in class, somebody will interrupt. tats kinda good in a way, cos mr faiz like to anyhow matchmake ppl, and i didnt get any frm him this yr. ^^ 2dae also like tat. i like. =D

and heres sth funny 2dae.
robin was reading a book beside me, and then he ask me whether im going to watch tooth fairy later wif share share they all, while still reading the book. then i said no. then he was like, toking to me, and i reply, things like tat. then suddenly jess and kayying ask robin hu he is toking to. then robin was like, 'her'. then jess and kayying said
they thot he toking to the book. hahas, cos he's looking at the book, and im not looking at him. im copying some physics thing on the visualiser. plus, i tok soft. its damn funny and i kept laughing. lolx.

then i go for this art rendering thing, and go home. reach home, bath, on the comp and do some st john stuff while listening to miley cyrus songs. hehe. MILEY!! ^^

tmr cca. sian.
so we're gonna see sth not sian!! ^^ if its sian to you, too bad. ;D
sry if my hand is in the pics most of the time. if my hand wasnt there to hold them, its difficult to make them stay as they are not as tame as you tink they were.

the outcome of an apple if you left in the cage for a few hours:


hug!! i love her like this.

so nice of them to let me take this pic.

candy looks sad..

candy on my hand.

on the carrom board.

i felt like im strangling it here..

just in time, took this shot.

my leg so extra.

so emo!!


their nest they made themselves: arent they smart?
no im not gonna drop it.
-end-
hehes.


Date: Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Time: 8:36 PM


skool.
art.
sigh.

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back frm skool, play wif gerbils. then, tired. slept. wake up. studied a bit of SS. read magazines. had dinner. watch tv. and then now.

nice sumarry? except i dun go to the extent on saying every dream i had. first i cant rmb those. second, those arent fun or whatever. i like fun dreams. i dun wanna wake up frm those. if i really had to die in a sleep, id want to wait till i got a nice dream.

currently, my comp's lagging like siao.

not in a good mood today too. gt told off just cos of a misunderstanding and i dun even noe how to put it to make me seems like the right one, so just accepted the scolding unhappily. worst of all, its difficult not to listen to the one scolding me as well, as idk her well, i dunno when she'll flare up and said im not listening to her when she was trying to do me good.

either tat, or im really in the wrong.

not in good mood today as well cos my eye's gt sth grow in it. good thing abt it was, if it grew bigger, i wont be going for cca for a valid reason and finally. bad thing was i had to suffer the pain, having extreme difficulty trying to sleep, watching tv, use the comp, take care of my pets and let alone study!! cant even blink. -,- i seem to have all this wierd eye diseases every month. i dun like it. if i need to be sick, i want sth like a fever!!! sth tat will let me enjoy sweet medicine, 'bedridden' all day long and then theres nobody there to stop me frm doing whatever i want, except for eating the wrong food.... nice to have a fever. is there any way for me to have it soon? sides, i get to feel cold without the wind. bad points still applies. i'd be so warm, ppl will say tat im not vamp enough to be one. more like wolf. and i hate wolves.

its always so complicated but im glad im not the first and only one.

have you ever seen the crazy side of me b4?
i was laughing so much wif muipeng yst tat i teared.
i was so happy getting back my hp the other time, i knock into a dummy and i said sry to it.
i was playing 'tea parties' wif my favourite baby cousins.
i was talking to the sleeping ppl without expecting replies.
i was so high, i was happy-dancing, and everyone stared at me like its my first time doing it.
i was like, bringing my pet terrapin down for a walk while taking my cousins down to the playground.
theres more.
cant help it if i only act so crazy wif ppl i live wif veri well, tat i noe them frm top to bottom.
im like, all serious and timidly shy wif ppl im not so familiar wif.
muipeng said ive got this split personalities. true. and its natural. HA!
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my mum wan me to shut up.
skoolmates wish i'd speak up.


Date: Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Time: 11:30 PM


ok why am i so unlucky. library gt fee, then cnt pay wif exlink card just bcos gt no money and i cant top it up either due to the library is closing. my six books became 3, with muipeng's card.
thanks you, muipeng, anyway.^^

abt the fun, i still hadnt gt my 'revenge'. i'll try better nx time. hehe. ;D

now tired tired. going sleep le. good nite everybody!!
tags replied:
Josen: jiaji stay happy n smile always ok? =D cheer up =D nid some1 to talk to u can always sms me =D
reply: yep sure. and im happi. not sad. dun wry. ^^

Josen: sometimes its juz physocology =) u juz nid to do ur best in studying and believe u can pass!! =D
reply: hmm..idk. i'll try to believe.

Josen: Hello jiaji =D hahas, u can do it de =) u wun fail unless u tell urself u will fail =)
reply: i told myself, idk what will happen now.

Cherie: TAG TAG TAG!!!
reply: ^^

Geraldine: Hehs! I boo le u then u like no reaction derh!
reply: hahas! cos im like, rather surprise you boo-ed me.

Josen: hahas!! ya lo xD thn nx time whr will it be?? hmmmm *thinking hard*
reply: hmm... then see ba.^^

Cherie: Hahaha, ya next time bahs
reply: miley!!

good. now lets get out of here. i needa sleep. -,-


Date:
Time: 3:11 PM


actually im suppose to be on my way to the library now. but then share suddenly gt cca. so stuck at home waiting for my sis to come back to accompany me to there, and i dun even noe when she'll come back. so sian. making use of this time to do the stupid art.

and i tell you what, i really really hate art.

bella's quote are like, missing frm this blog alr. so im putting them here. ^^
twilight moments?? anyone?

I felt like I was trapped in one of those terrifying nightmares, the one where you have to run, run till your lungs burst, but you can’t make your body move fast enough.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Preface, p.1

My own life meant little to me today.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Preface, p.1

As the clock began to toll out the hour, vibrating under the soles of my sluggish feet, I knew I was too late—and I was glad something bloodthirsty waited in the wings. For in failing at this, I forfeited any desire to live.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Preface, p.2

I was ninety-nine point nine percent sure I was dreaming.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.3

I didn’t have to look to know who it was; this was a voice I would know anywhere—know, and respond to, whether I was awake or asleep… or even dead, I’d bet. The voice I’d walk through fire for—or, less dramatically, slosh every day through the cold and endless rain for. Edward.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.4

Well, Gran, you might have noticed that my boyfriend glitters. It’s just something he does in the sun. Don’t worry about it…
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.4

In that second, I wished that I was not the one exception to his mysterious talent; I usually felt grateful that I was the only person whose thoughts he couldn’t hear just as clearly as if they were spoken aloud. But now I wished he could hear me, too, so that he could hear the warning I was screaming in my head.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.5

Edward stood beside me, casting no reflection, excruciatingly lovely and forever seventeen.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.6

I couldn’t feel anything but despair until I pulled into the familiar parking lot behind Forks High School and spotted Edward leaning motionlessly against his polished silver Volvo, like a marble tribute to some forgotten pagan god of beauty.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.7

Despair momentarily vanished; wonder took its place. Even after half a year with him, I still couldn’t believe that I deserved this degree of good fortune.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.7

How many times have you been a senior?
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.9

But Edward was dead set against any future that changed me. Any future that made me like him—that made me immortal, too. An impasse, he called it.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.10

What was so great about mortality? Being a vampire didn’t look like such a terrible thing—not the way the Cullens did it, anyway.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.10

Edward and I had been together too long now to be an object of gossip anymore.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.12

It was easy to see where his inspiration came from—but Edward’s look wasn’t something that could be achieved through imitation.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.12

Attention is never a good thing, as any other accident-prone klutz would agree. No one wants a spotlight when they’re likely to fall on their face.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.12

College was Plan B. I was still hoping for Plan A, but Edward was just so stubborn about leaving me human…
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.13

Money meant next to nothing to Edward or the rest of the Cullens. It was just something that accumulated when you had unlimited time on your hands and a sister who had an uncanny ability to predict trends in the stock market.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.13

Edward thought I was being unnecessarily difficult.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.13

He, for some unfathomable reason, wanted to be with me. Anything he gave me on top of that just threw us more out of balance.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.13

Sometimes it bothered Edward how very comfortable I was with being close to him. He thought he was hazardous to my health—an opinion I rejected vehemently whenever he voiced it.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.14

You want a nice stereo? Drive your own car.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.15

I was hardly ever bad-tempered with Edward, and my tone made him press his lips together to keep from smiling.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.15

As he intended, no doubt, I forgot all about my worries, and concentrated on remembering how to inhale and exhale.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.16

Edward had drawn many careful lines for our physical relationship, with the intent being to keep me alive. Though I respected the need for maintaining a safe distance between my skin and his razor-sharp, venom-coated teeth, I tended to forget about trivial things like that when he was kissing me.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.16

Do you think I’ll ever get better at this? That my heart might someday stop trying to jump out of my chest whenever you touch me?
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.16

The movie eventually captured my interest, thanks in large part to Edward whispering Romeo’s lines in my ear—his irresistible, velvet voice made the actor’s voice sound weak and coarse by comparison.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.17

What is a Volturi?
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.19

No matter what might ever happen to me, you are not allowed to hurt yourself!
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.20

Put me in danger! I thought we’d established that all the bad luck is my fault?
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.20

What if something did happen to you? Would you want me to go off myself?
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.20

I’m not really that interesting.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.21

Emmett, Edward’s playful bear of a brother, I did miss. He was in many ways just like the big brother I’d always wanted… only much, much more terrifying.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.24

If I develop this film, will you show up in the picture?
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.25

Alice was always one step ahead of me.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.27

Dazed and disoriented, I looked up from the bright red blood pulsing out of my arm — into the fevered eyes of the six suddenly ravenous vampires.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.29
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lastly, feel happy for me. ^^ my gerbils dont run away when ppl approach their cage alr. hooray!! ^^
i tink gerbils are like maybe the exact pets i want. they play wif the toys i gave them, unlike chippy bibi. i gave chippy bibi a cardboard or a bell ball, they leave it there like its decoration. so all the things in the their cage, only 20% is for their usage, since they dun play. -,-

and now this gerbils, i gave them a small cereal box, its gone by the end of the day- shredded into pieces. and they love to play wif the bell ball so much, it had made a lot of noises in the morning. maybe tats one of the reason my mum woke up earlier than usual 2dae... hahas.

they've got disavantages though. they shit much more than hamsters. and hamster shit dun stink, gerbil shit stink. according to my bro la. i just find gerbil shit more sticky. hamster shit rolls off my hand. gerbil shit sticks on my hand. (dun get me wrong. i dun like to hold shits. i hold my pets, and they poop in my hand.)

tmr art. (sigh...) thur gt a 5050 chance of going to watch a movie wif share and frens. i want to go, but i dun feel like going when i heard tat some of the ppl going, dun tok to me. -,- i'll weigh everthing b4 i make my choice once my mother lets me go. if im allow to go, my percentage chances of going are 4060. 60% are chances tat im not going. see how la. idk. i still had to worry abt stupid art. and stupid humans.

wtf. my sci improve by a little, and down goes my humans. wonder whats wrong wif my brain. why do i always have to have to fail sth?


Date: Monday, January 18, 2010
Time: 3:02 PM


I wish i lived in LA.

and, so, emaths test 2dae. most of it i can do... thank goodness i can do!! i thot it'll be hard.
but theres this qn, the triangle qn, i stuck there like, five minutes, then i realise tat im wasting time, so i go on to do until the last qn then back, i was like, how the hell can i find this? pygortharus can meh? like wrong like tat leh.. then i tink tink tink, gave up, and went on with the pygortharus method. end up most ppl using tat method too. woow.

then PE lesson. stupid teacher want us to run and play under the sun. made me sweat all over. i dun like. xp

well im not gonna sae out all wat my lessons were one by one. but aft recess the two periods made me wanna sleep. CE everyone had to gather in the hall and listen the the speaker. boring. geog, was just human geog. not a single thing i understand. i guess i had to study geog on sat, both fo tang and tuition. my poor human geog... gonna fail.

say.........jiayou!! ^^


Date: Sunday, January 17, 2010
Time: 4:15 PM


I hate art. i hate shading. i hate drawing. i hate painting. well, basically, i hate everthing of art.

went to serangoon ave 1 this morning.

saw two cows. lolx. got cows in the market de. real cows ok?? those tat goes moo. black and white.

then idk what happen. aft walking for some time, my stomach suddenly pain. walk a while more le i go shit. ><>

but i still had stomach ache once in a while, and i was tinking abt getting an mc. then suddenly i rmb i gt tuition at 3. then i try to recall why i placed a tuition on 2dae, and i rmb tat its bcos i gt maths test tmr, and hence i cant skip tmr. so sian.

oo ya, im in a dilema rite now.
my gerbil cage is spoiling. its got a big crack.
i needa get a new one. veri soon.
serangoon ave 1 there gt three cages i saw and i tink its quite nice and affordable.
first, $35. its got a wheel and the wheel has this meter which records how mani rounds the hammy runs. oo, and the wheel is a hamster ball, means i can diamantle it anytime and turns it into a hammy ball lets it run around the hse.

second, $35. Its got a big attic, and i look at it, it looks quite cool. maybe i'll take its picture and post it up here nx time. then you'll see my dilema.

third,$40. its got three storeys, and you can like, treat it like 3 different cages if you dun connect all floors tgt. and its huge! i like this one. but im afraid it'll be like, hard to dismantle to wash then takes up a lot of my time. sides, it the most ex. other place sell $50, there sell only $40.
so how so how? omg.
tags replied.
MuiPeng: Okay, Here is the code you wanted. Copy from below to top. [: connect all tgh, Hee : p

reply: ok!! thanks!! ^^

Cherie: Tag xD update lah!!
reply: updated. hehe.
geraldine: BOOOO! WHAHAHAHAS!!!
reply: walou.. hahas. you go and suddenly boo me in cca. XD
Josen: visited and tagged =D hahas!
reply: yepyep thks. ^^

Cherie: Tag xD
reply: tag you later. ;D


Date: Monday, January 11, 2010
Time: 6:40 PM


Cherie: see the trailer, the rob and miley one a bit boring.
reply: really? ok.. i watch when i free.. ^^

Josen: hahas nvm for nt replying =) hahas! u went to sch to collect scholarship? o.o
reply: dunno wats it called..

Josen: - wow u soo mani phobia? o.o
reply: some play play only la. hehe.

Josen: -yea u did, u mentioned in 5th jan post, tat u lost ur phone =X
reply: oo. lost,as in my original phone nort wif me alr... but now its back!!

yay!! phone's back!!aft skool went hougang mall wif muipeng to get it.
woow. so my songs are back too.
along wif the contacts. happy happy. ^^
happy for shea too. 8 points!! wow. i wonder if i can get tat too. hehe. too big a dream? woow shea!!! your nyjc is on your way!! and so do you 'maybe {J}' ;D ;D ;) EXCITED??? -,- i felt like im more excited than you.. hahas.

now going facebooking then later eat and watch tv and do hw. i will be guai enough this yr. try not to sleep in class bla bla. means i gotta sleep early too. bye!!

ps: one more thing; my sis broke my damn comp-dog. ><


Date: Sunday, January 10, 2010
Time: 8:20 PM


I love him but I cannot show it, want him but he cannot know it, need him but I know it'll never be, if only he needed me.
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tags replied.
Josen: hello jiaji =D hahas! tagged =D these few days sms u u ignored me =X
reply: woops... i didnt really go reply anyone except for important ones cos im too lazt to type wif tat stupid phone.. :x

Cherie: TAG! See my blog, promise to be entertaining
reply: movies!! i wan the rob and miley and jackie one!! ;D looks nice. hehe.

Geraldine: Hello(: Tagged! Hahas:]
reply: thanks!! ^^

MuiPeng: LOL, Tt time you say discovery channel. So funny [:
reply: its me?

Cherie: Tag xD I want go Discovery Centre!! xD
reply: me too! and sci centre too! hahas.

Josen: hehes i oso updated my blog liao =D but its err... some part emo -.-
reply: used to it le. ^^ i tink mine is more emo. ;D

Josen: wow!! sandwhc comp!! Lols! looks nice but too vege liao -.-LolS! hahas! n u love ur cousin a lot eh?
reply: vege cos they're all vegetarians. and my cousins? yup. hahas. i like all my cousins. ^^

Josen: Lols! wads wit all those phobia?? xD hahas!
reply: me! ;D

Josen: hello jiaji =D hahas! u've been updating ur blog xD hmmm, how come u lost ur phone?? =X
reply: did i? :o


2dae woke up at 9.15. then brush le finish, i watch tv, until 10, my home tutor come and gimme maths tuition... lol and then we were chatting. then i kpo a bit i ask him whether gt smoke anot and he paikia type anot. then he was like, 'eh. ni you mei you kan guo ah beng jiao bu xi de ah?' (eh, you gt see ah beng teach tuition b4?) wa lou. hahaha.

then he went home at 12. then i eat lunch and slack a bit. then my mama come home and iron my uniform then me and her go skool. i had to wear a tie. my first time wearing one, and its damn uncomfortable. the tie so extra over there, i feel like plucking it out.

i gt $350 and im like, maybe i can use it buy an extra cage since the gerbil's cage is spoiling soon. if not i had to use angbao money buy cage. either way, i had to had a new cage. not me, i mean. the gerbils.

Some people make the world special just be being in it.

and, sry everyone if i didnt reply yor msges early or didnt even do so. im going to get my phone back soon. once its back, id reply fast enough again. ^^



Date: Thursday, January 7, 2010
Time: 5:01 PM


ok last time due to phone gt prob i didnt post some pics of the fotang daycamp... heres the sandwich competition my grp did....








arent they nice?? hahas.
recycling competition our Xmas tree!!
and i was looking through my photos just now, and found this: i post b4?
cute chippy. ^^
ok, now, presenting.... my baby cousins!! ^^

i like holding the small small hand. ^^

me and my fave cousin!

she look damn innocent.

this one thot he's a power ranger.



he's playing wif my bro, i tink..

this one got into a fight and then gt told off. =p

so he's angry...

this cousin is another of my favourite.

but still i love her most. ^^

she watching tv.

cute cute. :D

all right, now time to start the post.
this yr new chers all quite nice de.. i like the chi one and the maths one.
the physics is the normal, mr faiz. eng change to one funny funny de. lolx.
ss geog and chem also still same teacher as last yr.
ok why am i toking abt this.
share share cancelled our meeting cos shes tired and became tmr. scarly cancel again.
tmr if gt chance, i show you the new and unique rusty! he's changed and i see if you can still recognise him. ;D
just now, me and my sis were quarelling. sort of. we were enjoying ourselves.
she said, sis, you suck.
then im like, yeah!! vamps suck!! ...blood.
she was like, dunno wat to reply. ^^
byebye :D

Maybe he's doing the same thing as me... maybe he wants so bad to text me, but just won't because I haven't texted him... then again, maybe I shouldn't fill myself with false hope that he might just be missing me like I'm missing him.


Date: Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Time: 6:17 PM


what ive got.... ;D guess what are they yourselves.. some i dun really scared, but its just one of the little things i wont want.. like the first one..
Acarophobia
Aeroacrophobia
Agliophobia/Algophobia
Agoraphobia
Agraphobia
Aichmophobia
Ambiguphobia(real fear)
Anginophobia
Antlophobia
Anuptaphobia
Apiphobia
Arithmophobia- this is lame:fear of numbers. bcos i dun like maths. hahas.
Arsonphobia
Asthenophobia
Atelophobia
Athazagoraphobia
Atychiphobia
Autodysomophobia
Autophobia
Bacteriophobia
Ballistophobia
Bromidrosiphobia
Cancerophobia
Chorophobia
Chronophobia
Cleithrophobia
Cleptophobia
Climacophobia
Coimetrophobia
Cryophobia
Cypridophobia
Deipnophobia
Dermatosiophobia
Didaskaleinophobia
Dinophobia
Dromophobia
Dysmorphophobia
Dystychiphobia
Electrophobia
Emetophobia
Ereuthrophobia
Fibriphobia
Gelotophobia
Glossophobia
Hadephobia
Hamartophobia
Harpaxophobia
Heliophobia
Hypengyophobia
Iophobia
Isolophobia
Kakorrhaphiophobia
Laliophobia
Ligyrophobia
Lockiophobia
Lyssophobia
Mageirocophobia
Mastigophobia
Melissophobia
Meningitophobia
Menophobia
Merinthophobia
Metathesiophobia
Misophobia
Nosophobia
Ophthalmophobia
Paraskavedekatriaphobia
Pathophobia
Peccatophobia
Philophobia
Phobophobia
Pteromerhanophobia
Pteronophobia
Rhytiphobia
Scopophobia
Scotomaphobia
Selachophobia
Spheksophobia
Stigiophobia
Taphephobia
Teratophobia
Tocophobia
Toxiphobia
Triskaidekaphobia
Tropophobia
Trypanophobia
Tuberculophobia
Virginitiphobia
Xenophobia
Zelophobia

and i have the directly oppsite of..
Ancraophobia
Astrophobia
Chromophobia
Clinophobia(this is what muny told me she got.)
Euphobia Hedonophobia
Hemophobia[vampire!!](ok just kiddin.) this is fear of blood btw. ;D
Japanophobia
Melophobia
Nostophobia
Octophobia
Oneirophobia
Uranophobia

my gerbils had this,currently...: Kinesophobia

lolx. bt, yst i blogged abt the sad things, ive overcame one of them. ^^
my sis gt a cardreader, now i can just listen to songs via comp. :D
gtg.. ^^


Date: Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Time: 8:57 PM


because art suck suck suck!!

had a long day in school. ok nvm. everyday wif skool in it is a long day. i always look forward to night times. bcos its cooler, i have more freedom, i am more comfortable. today is like basically one of the hottest day i had ever experience. it had made the top 20 of my list. well done, 5th jan 2010.

aft skool i went home, bathed then went to serangoon ave 1 wif share. met her at 4+pm. she had intended to buy wood shavings at first but then she forgot to bring money. hahas.

we look at the pups. 2dae they let out a really soft-to-the-touch chowchow. ooo so cute. ^^ then we went rounds in there, wondering our nx destination, going to random places... then aft tat, we tired le i go her hse slacked until 6.30pm b4 walking home(cos i missed the damn bus.)

♠♠♠♣♣♣♠♠♠♣♣♣♠♠♠
ive gt sad things.
1st, i lost my phone. along wif all contacts. so now whenever someone sms i had to ask them hu they are.
2nd, i lost my phone. no contacts. now cant even contact my home tutor for lessons...
3rd, i lost my phone, i miss my songs and the ringtones.
4th, i lost my phone, gotta use one tat have only infrared.
5th, ..... suddenly, something stinks in here... gonna fetch the air freshener...see you.
♠♠♠♣♣♣♠♠♠♣♣♣♠♠♠

--------tags replied--------
Josen: hello =D hahas!! xinmin museum ehh?? xD hahas!!
reply: yalo. hahas. sculpture areas... ;)

Geraldine♥: Hello[: Relink me @ scramble-eggy.blogspot.com Thank you!! [:
reply: sure will. ^^

Josen: hahas!! had a lot of fun ya? =D
reply: quite.. hahas.

Josen: hello jiaji =D tagged =D hahas!! wow? the hse u go is a bunglow ar? o.o soo rich =X
reply: dunno leh... big big de.. hehe.

Josen: Hello jiaji =D happy new year to u =D hahas =D
reply: happy belated new year. ^^

MuiPeng: Hey, Tag. See yah this fri [:
reply: see ya this saturday. and maybe earlier. :D

Cherie: saw & tag. hmmm... not as cute as chippy.
reply: yalo. i also tink chippy is nicer...

HuiMin: OMG. DAMN CUTE. NEXT WEEK I GO PLAY WITH YOUR GERBILS LIAO
reply: in the end you went for work.. pang sei them!! hahas. coming nx sat? ^^

Josen: hahas! i 1st time see gerbils =D
reply: and first time heard of?

Josen: hello jiaji =D thx for uploading the pics here =D
reply: welcome. hahas.
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now going do art. grr... art. suck.
art SUCKKKKK!!!!
art is a big fat ugly monster hu loves to haunt me everyday.


Date: Monday, January 4, 2010
Time: 1:11 PM


school started when im still wondering when will be the next time i am going to see you again.

skool reopen 2dae. and the sky cried for our plight. cry so much tat we had to use an umbrella on the way to skool.

skool's quite the as usual skool reopen. didnt see my cousin anywhere around, although she claimed to have joined xinmin. lol. poor first impression. such an ugly skool. full of sculptures. nx yr, no more xinmin sec. will be xinmin museum.

twilight quote, bella swan. ;D long time no put.

It had taken much less time than I’d thought — all the terror, the despair, the shattering of my heart. The minutes were ticking by more slowly than usual.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 22, p.433

The minutes passed and Edward’s arrival grew closer. It was amazing how every cell in my body seemed to know he was coming, to long for his coming.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 22, p.437

I couldn’t cry yet, I told myself. I still had a long way to go.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 22, p.439

I imagined that I had stayed at the airport to meet Edward. I visualized how I would stand on my toes, the sooner to see his face. How quickly, how gracefully he would move through the crowds of people separating us. And then I would run to close those last few feet between us — reckless as always — and I would be in his marble arms, finally safe.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 22, p.440

So many questions I still had for him. I could talk to him forever, never sleeping, never leaving his side. I could see his face so clearly now… almost hear his voice. And, despite all the horror and hopelessness, I was fleetingly happy. So involved was I in my escapist daydreams, I lost all track of the seconds racing by.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 22, p.440

There was no time to look back at my house, and I didn’t want to see it as it was now — empty, a symbol of fear instead of sanctuary. The last person to walk through those familiar rooms was my enemy.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 22, p.442

Terror seized me so strongly that I was literally trapped by it. I couldn’t make my feet move forward.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 22, p.443

I couldn’t help myself— I tried to run. As useless as I knew it would be, as weak as my knees already were, panic took over and I bolted for the emergency door.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 22, p.449

I heard, as if from underwater, the final growl of the hunter. I could see, through the long tunnels my eyes had become, his dark shape coming toward me. With my last effort, my hand instinctively raised to protect my face. My eyes closed, and I drifted.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 22, p.451

This couldn’t be heaven, could it? There was too much pain for that.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 23, p.453

Edward’s face was drawn. I watched his eyes as the doubt was suddenly replaced with a blazing determination.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 23, p.455

Stay, Edward, stay with me…
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 23, p.456

I heard my favorite sound in the world: Edward’s quiet laugh, weak with relief.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 23, p.457

Death shouldn’t be this uncomfortable.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 24, p.459

I had no interest in being soothed. My mom was here and I was recovering from a vampire attack.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 24, p.459

Don’t I taste as good as I smell?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 24, p.460

I was not finished kissing you. Don’t make me come over there.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 24, p.463

Don’t forget to breathe.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 24, p.464

Edward still had his eyes closed, but he looked too tense to pass as asleep.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 24, p.466

I’m pretty crazy about him.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 24, p.468

You stole a car?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 24, p.469

He didn’t say anything; he watched my face warily as the pain that had nothing to do with broken bones, pain that was infinitely worse, threatened to crush me.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 24, p.470

Do you swear you won’t leave me?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 24, p.471

Are you tired of having to save me all the time? Do you want me to go away?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 24, p.472

If it weren’t for you, I would be rotting away in the Forks cemetery.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 24, p.472

Why didn’t you just let the venom spread? By now I would be just like you.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 24, p.473

I’ll be the first to admit that I have no experience with relationships. But it just seems logical… a man and woman have to be somewhat equal… as in, one of them can’t always be swooping in and saving the other one. They have to save each other equally.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 24, p.473

I can’t always be Lois Lane. I want to be Superman, too.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 24, p.474

You are my life. You’re the only thing it would hurt me to lose.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 24, p.474

Renée has always made the choices that work for her — she’d want me to do the same. And Charlie’s resilient, he’s used to being on his own. I can’t take care of them forever. I have my own life to live.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 24, p.475

If you’re waiting for me to be on my deathbed, I’ve got news for you! I was just there!
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 24, p.475

I may not die now… but I’m going to die sometime. Every minute of the day, I get closer. And I’m going to get old.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 24, p.476

You’re not the only vampire I know.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 24, p.476

Alice already saw it, didn’t she? That’s why the things she says upset you. She knows I’m going to be like you… someday.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 24, p.477

You’ll never catch me betting against Alice.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 24, p.477

I’m not afraid of the needles. I’m afraid to close my eyes.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 24, p.478

You’re talking about forever, you know.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 24, p.478

I’m betting on Alice.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 24, p.480

At what point exactly are you going to tell me what’s going on?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Epilogue, p.481

I’m not coming over anymore if Alice is going to treat me like Guinea Pig Barbie when I do.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Epilogue, p.482

Nothing good could come of our formal attire, of that I was sure.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Epilogue, p.482

His eyes were melting all my fury. It was impossible to fight with him when he cheated like that.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Epilogue, p.485

Emmett enjoyed having me around — he thought my bizarre human reactions were hilarious… or maybe it was just the fact that I fell down a lot that he found so funny.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Epilogue, p.485

At school, where Charlie couldn’t interfere, Edward and I were inseparable — except for those rare sunny days.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Epilogue, p.486

This looks like a horror movie waiting to happen.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Epilogue, p.487

Do you want me to bolt the doors so you can massacre the unsuspecting townsfolk?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Epilogue, p.487

Oh, I’m with the vampires, of course.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Epilogue, p.487

Edward. I honestly can’t dance!
Bella Swan, Twilight, Epilogue, p.488

In what strange parallel dimension would I ever have gone to prom of my own free will? If you weren’t a thousand times stronger than me, I would never have let you get away with this.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Epilogue, p.495

It’s not the end, it’s the beginning.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Epilogue, p.497

Do you remember when you told me that I didn’t see myself very clearly? You obviously have the same blindness.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Epilogue, p.497

A girl can dream.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Epilogue, p.498

Mostly I dream about being with you forever.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Epilogue, p.498

I love you more than everything else in the world combined. Isn’t that enough?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Epilogue, p.498

and thats for now, i'll blog nx time round. ^^
miss ya
completely abt


Date: Friday, January 1, 2010
Time: 9:47 PM


five majors i love. twilight, my pets, doraemon, backyardigans, last but not least, RAMI MALEK!! ♥

yst went to my cousin, wah ju's CG party. a countdown party but i cant stay so i only went there to like, mit ppl? hahas.

shall narrate a bit 2dae and tmr. hahas.

*yst* met wahju and shuhui at hougang mrt station. then went redhill tgt. reach there, plan to wait at a bus stop for a bus. then over there, they saw someone they noe, then the plan bcom, walk to the venue.

*reach the hse* me and muipeng are like, looking around, wow rhis hse is big is beautiful! and, i thot they are christians? how come gt budda sculpture inside de? then they took us into the spare room, where the rest of her frens are there, chatting, playing guitar, blablabla... so we went in and sit down too. oh my, hello? i tink my living room wont be as nice as their spare room.

*a while later* went to their as-big-as-my-entire-hse living room, to play games. first game is abt throwing newspaper balls around. lol then me and muipeng were split up into diff grps. she veri entu in tat game. hahas. then play a while le, everyone is like, veri siao, they change game to minefield tat type. ended up tat muipeng's grp's mine plan did not work out, then hai my grp like, dunno what like tat. then the last game is at the swimming pool there (yeah they got a pool too.) the game is like what my skool or cca like us to play type. only tat there arent a pool nearby, where everyone pushes each other into. luckily me and muipeng are newcomers, then they nv throw us in. ^^ the good point abt being new. ;D and forgotten. -,-

*after those hu are wet gt dried and changed* all gathered back into the spare room..(like over 20 ppl squeeze in and there's still place for ppl to jump abt.) they started sharing abt their year, exchanging gifts, singing, blabla like..like..like what campfires do. only tat these one doesnt have a fire. i first time see ppl willingly sing in a party sia. ;)

my curfew tat dae is 8pm must leave. 8+ le they still happy singing. then im like, oo shit. then i got an idea and i called my papa to fetch. i can use the waiting time for excuse. so while waiting, we ate dinner. i almost had gastric, i first time so late then eat dinner. add on i ate lunch quite early too.

*in the taxi* chatted wif muipeng, my dad dropped her off under her block, then dropped me off under mine. woow!! mama didnt scold. hahas. plan worked. ;D

*the next day(2dae)* woke up at 9.30 am. papa let me sleep until so late cos i went home late yst. usually i must get up at 8.45 le. then i bath, bath finish le i went to living room to see wat my siblings are watching on tv. DORAEMON!! hahas. so i watch too. watch until 11.45 suddenly muipeng called me. then im like, oo shit!! suppose to mit at 11.30 de! so i rushed out withoue even completing watching it. sad sia. ;D

*reached share's hse* they're watching wonderpets on okto. so went along wif tat. ended everyone criticising the ducking, mingming, sae it veri.... qian da. everyone hates mingming except shea. hahas. yeah mingming suck. you try watching wonder pets, i bet you'll hate the duck. share said its a chick. what do you call a yellow creature wif webbed feet and flat beak? duck duh. hahas. then when the wonder pets sing, julius go and singalong, and share was like, shut up la. hehe. nx, then went on wif watching hi 5. this time everyone complains abt one of the girls inside. i 4gt her name. hahas.

*aft lunch* played games. truth or dare first. woow! i like. ^^ didnt kana dare AT ALL. im lucky. all truth. aft tat its taboo. yeah i like this one. but i dun usually narrate this.

*blind mice* they said share catch ppl while dancing indian dance, and im like, HAHAHA!! aft all six of us(shea sherry muipeng cherie julius and me), were done wif being blind mice each, i suggest tat we try having two blind mice. hoho, i like it when cherie and sherry were blind mice tgt. share dun dance indian dance anymore, and was veri careful wif where she walked. while sherry was more like a lost mice than a blind mice. one time she almost gt her fingers caught in the fan, another time she wandered into the out of bound area without anyone knowing. oo, and share kip screaming. so im like, want to make her blur blur, so i scream anyhow too. share really blur blur, she was like, what? what happen?

*shea and muipeng as blind mice* they funny part start when they spin. they veri cute de. as they spin, they spun further and further away frm each other. then they ask, where is shea/muipeng, and we are like, you both are spinning further frm each other! the both kip on banging into each other. haha!!

*me and julius as blind mice* lol i can only tell you abt me cos i cant see when im the blind mice. well.. i cant see, so im afraid of hitting into things, so i use more hand movement. we both caught someone each.

*at the life, going home.* discussed wif sherry shea abt going to fo tang study.

*tmr* idk. i'll tell you soon. ;)

like, absolutely woow!!
yeah im still tinking abt you and missing you. i wonder when will we see each other again.