dont you tink its too soon?

yst went for the Xmas celebration at city harvest, then share's hse for an Xmas party.

was suppose to mit my cousin wahju at 8.30 at the 25 bus stop. 8.15, i was ready to go, the last thing i should do is to wait for muipeng. hu noes? she only came to my hse wen its almost 9. in the end, my cousin said we had to take cab there, if not later we cant go in due to the over-crowd.. we reach there in time. hahas. tis time, theres more girls there. yeah. muipeng should be happier. hahas!!

aft the church, we went hougang mall to have lunch, then we bought some things, took some things frm my hse b4 heading to share's hse for Xmas party.

Xmas party.
reach their hse.
they were watching land of the lost. watch frm the scene where this guy is trying to cross sth to get sth and the music stops, the birds came alive tat part.
aft the movie, we played games.
first game, charades. share's the host.
sherry shea one grp, and mii and muipeng one grp.
shea's the guesser, me and muipeng switch in between.
shea had a hard time guessing some words hahas. like, 'orchard ion'..
there was this time when i am suppose to act out the word hamster for her. so i lay my hand like i usual way i carry one. and pretend to stroke a hamster on my hand. she dun get it. and i also use my hand to 'draw' a cage and open it, and take the hamster out. she dun get it too. hahas. maybe ppl hu dun own hamsters dunno whats all tat action abt. ;D

nx game(or is it? i 4gt abt which is first.).... taboo.
hohos. i like tat. but theres nth else to say abt it.

and also, truth or dare.
sherry kana-ed this dare tat needed her to shout to any guys downstairs, 'LOU XIA DE NAN REN KAN GUO LAI!!'(the guy downstairs, look up here!) so she shouted, then she hide. LOL!! hehes.

and another game we played, blind mice. first one to be is shea. then sherry nx. hahas. i tink shea dodge until veri good. aft tat, blind mice's cherie. oo man. this cherie is scary!! hahas. but fun. we like her being blind mice cos theres gt the feeling of fun and fear. cos shes fast. aft tat its me. not bcos im caught. but i want to play. and then when my eyes are like, covered, i dun dare walk big strides cos im afraid tat id knock into sth and by the time i can react to their shoutings tat theres danger in front, im alr in danger. so yup. ending up walking in circles. tats stupid. i tink i took a long time cos they gave up letting me be the blind one. haha!! then muipeng nx. muipeng caught sherry, shes like, hitting sherry in the tummy rather than catchin her.
the last one to be the blind mice is cherie as everyone likes her doing it.

nx game, guess the sketch. tat game play halfway we go for dinner alr cos they're hungry. then we ta pao food into share's hse and watch ghosts of girlfrens past.
tat movie is rather funny. there's this scene where theres lot of girls sitting down and all toking to the actor. one said 'we had sex in your car' the nx said 'on your car' the nx said 'while i washed your car.' and also one china girl. 'ni qu si ba mi connor.'(go and die, mead connor)
dunno y share especially loves the scene where a bar owner ask the actor 'does it work on guys?' aft the actor told him 'tats how its done.'

last activity of the day b4 everyone heads home, its present exchange.
its like, everyone bring a gift, then draw a paper frm an envelope. the name on the paper has to give you their gift.
i kana-ed sherry's, she kana-ed mine.
muipeng and share and shea exchange wif each other, im not sure abt hu gave hu. hahas.

me and muipeng walked home at the end of the day. i reached home at 9.30 sharp. directly on the dot of my curfew.


tags replied.
Josen: hello jiaji =D hahas! hows today event for u? =D fun? =D n wow =X ur toilet is scary =X
reply: yepyep. hahas. but my toilet dun look scary. hahas.

HuiMin: LOL, next time i also don't dare go your house toilet already-.- don't luan luan imagine la you!!!
reply: its the bedroom toilet. n i nv luan luan imagine la! hahas.. ;D

MuiPeng: LOL, Next time i dun wanna go your toilet le. So scary, Haha : p
reply: the bedroom toilet. dun go tat one if you're scared. ;D the 'unknown' nv appear. no worries. hehe.

Josen: hahas tis friday gg for xmas svc? =D hehes! enjoys n hav fun =D
reply: yep. went and had. ^^

Josen: sry =X i think my eyes stick stamp see wrongly xD hahas!
reply: haha!! nvm. i gt new quote. ;D

see ya soon!!

youtube has gt this really cute vid of ashley and jackson..

for the entire twi-tour of them you can go youtube find.
i cant watch it wif all the ppl screaming in there.

shall update more sooner or later. currently in OPERATION BOOK WRITING and OPERATION XMAS PARTY. ;D


sooner or later later...
update! hehe.
sth scary happen to me yst nite..

i was in the toilet dressing up, then im humming a lullaby abt echos. (idk y im humming tat song either. it justpasted my mind.) aft i was dressed up, i decided to brush my teeth. so i brush. then when i was trying to clean my mouth frm the soap, i had my face near the tap, if not the water will splash all over the place.

suddenly, i heard the lullaby tat i was humming just now frm behind me. like someone else was singing it too. but tat whoever's hum was like, definitely more melodious than mine, although it do sound a little like me. but i wasnt me. terrified, i look up into the mirror and see whats behind me. the humming stopped.

i was staring at my reflections for like, three secs, which what seems like half an hour pasted, pondering whehter to turn around to meet that mysterious singer.
i turned around and faced the normal bathroom id always been seeing.

the door's closed, although its not locked. the door would make noises whenever its moved. so..omg..scary. i sped up wif whatever i was doing and rushed into the bedroom and told me siblings abt it. right. i immediately regretted. they looked at me like im trying to tell them a bedtime story. wth.

if you want to noe, tats not the first scary toilet incident i encountered. the other time was tat im preparing to bath. then i cant find it in its usual position. so i went to the sink there to check if someone misplaced it there.

suddenly i heard a plop sound frm behind me. like a bottle of soap gently put down onto the floor. i spun around and saw my shampoo in its original place. i didnt tink of it as much. i just treat it like i had my usual cockeyed moments.

lolx.


/update on yst/
went hougang mall t0 shop wif muipeng for the xmas party on fri.
a lot of funny things happen. but i 4gt all, now tat im trying to tink what is it. its always like tat. i only rmb tat there was us trying to make popcorn in her hse..and ended up all the popcorn being chao dao.

fine. gtg. i'll try to train my memories. hahas.

Sherry: hellos! tagg=P relink!
reply: yep sure.

Josen: oh my garfield! i m in a vampire's blog!!! xD
reply: glad you noe. ;D boom like a vampire eh? hehe!!

Cherie: TAGGG! RAMI IS SOOO CUTE!!! Jasper is totally not cute at all. [: cya on friday!!
reply: haha!! now both you and muipeng thinks MY rami is cute. jasper is shuai. not cute.

Josen: hello jiaji =D tagged =D hahas!!
reply: sure thanks. =)

MuiPeng: So bored, Tag [: And you're the one that is scary in bingo, Not me [:
reply: naw.. its you...

Cherie: Sorry i sick now, eye damn pain and swollen, dun feel like updating. cya next wk.
reply: get well soon!

Cherie: TAG!
reply: thanks for tagging. ^^

yun qi: hey sis relinked and tagged
reply: yepyep.

woohoo!! im now cant waiting for fri.
morning go city harvest for two hours or so, then have lunch wif muipeng, aft tat Xmas party wif my precious sisters!! hehe.
tmr going buy some things wif muipeng...

oo, i hadnt tok abt 2dae yet.
early morning wake up go skool at 10am. for this cca de meeting, for march camp nx yr. so glad tat i can stop being trainee alr. they told me i was in S1. Admin. then me and the rest of the S1 members grp ours juniors into four grps.. SJ population is really pathetic!! i hope more sec ones join this yr so the march camp would be like, noisier.. hahas.

since i think this post is so short, i might as well lenghthen it wif quotes...

The phone rang and I sprinted downstairs to get it. There was only one voice I wanted to hear; anything else would be a disappointment. But I knew that if he wanted to talk to me, he’d probably just materialize in my room.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 17, p.354

Well, I sort of have a date with Edward Cullen tonight, and he wanted to introduce me to his parents…
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 17, p.356

Don’t embarrass me with all the boyfriend talk, okay?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 17, p.357

I hope you’re getting the Spanish Inquisition out of your system now.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 17, p.358

I quickly shot him a dirty look. He winked behind Charlie’s back.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 17, p.358

Enough humor at my expense. Let’s go.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 17, p.359

I gave up trying to help him and focused on not hyperventilating.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 17, p.360

Run the whole way? As in, we’re still going to run part of the way?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 17, p.360

I knew there was a second part to my brilliant defense, but I couldn’t quite call it back.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 17, p.363

You’re indestructible.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 17, p.363

Oh, you’re the only one who’s allowed to get mad?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 17, p.365

Go team!
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 17, p.367

His run was more aggressive, a cheetah rather than a gazelle, and he quickly overtook them. The grace and power took my breath away.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 17, p.367

You don’t mind, then? That I’m… all wrong for him?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 17, p.368

Three things seemed to happen simultaneously while Carlisle was speaking. My hair ruffled with the light breeze, Edward stiffened, and the second male, James, suddenly whipped his head around, scrutinizing me, his nostrils flaring.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 18, p.378

Edward bared his teeth, crouching in defense, a feral snarl ripping from his throat. It was nothing like the playful sounds I’d heard from him this morning; it was the single most menacing thing I had ever heard, and chills ran from the crown of my head to the back of my heels.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 18, p.378

The sense of exhilaration that usually seemed to possess Edward as he ran was completely absent, replaced by a fury that consumed him and drove him still faster. Even with me on his back, the others trailed behind.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 18, p.380

Edward was growling something too fast for me to understand, but it sounded a lot like a string of profanities.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 18, p.381

Dammit, Edward! Where are you taking me?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 18, p.381

You’re not ruining everything over me!
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 18, p.382

Does anyone want to hear my plan?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 18, p.384

I demand that you take me home.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 18, p.384

I felt moisture filling up my eyes as I looked at Emmett. I barely knew him, and yet, somehow, not knowing when I would see him again after tonight was anguishing. I knew this was just a faint taste of the goodbyes I would have to survive in the next hour, and the thought made the tears begin to spill.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 19, p.391

Edward opened my door and took my hand, then drew me into the protecting enclosure of his arm. He walked me swiftly toward the house, eyes always roving through the night.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 19, p.391

I love you. I will always love you, no matter what happens now.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 19, p.391

Keep Charlie safe for me. He’s not going to like me very much after this, and I want to have the chance to apologize later.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 19, p.391

I could think of only one way to escape, and it involved hurting him so much that I hated myself for even considering it. But I had no time, and I had to keep him safe.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 19, p.393

I do like him — that’s the problem. I can’t do this anymore! I can’t put down any more roots here! I don’t want to end up trapped in this stupid, boring town like Mom! I’m not going to make the same dumb mistake she did. I hate it — I can’t stay here another minute!
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 19, p.393

It didn’t work out, okay? I really, really hate Forks!
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 19, p.394

But it won’t be all right when I’m not with you.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 19, p.396

How can you kill a vampire?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 19, p.398

Emmett had my door open before the truck was stopped; he pulled me out of the seat, tucked me like a football into his vast chest, and ran me through the door.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 19, p.399

His eyes went blank, curiously dead, as he turned away. And they were gone.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 19, p.403

If anything happens to them, it will be for nothing.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 19, p.404

You’re the first one to ask permission.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 19, p.404

What if something goes wrong, and they get separated? If something happens to any of them, Carlisle, Emmett… Edward… If that wild female hurts Esme… How could I live with myself when it’s my fault? None of you should be risking yourselves for me.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 20, p.410

My guilt slowly subsided as I looked into her dark eyes. But, even as the calm spread over me, I knew I couldn’t trust my feelings with Jasper there.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 20, p.411

I hoped that by myself in the dark, I could give in to the terrible fears that hovered on the edge of my consciousness, unable to break through under Jasper’s careful supervision.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 20, p.411

Tell me then… how do you become a vampire?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 20, p.413

Immortality must grant endless patience.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 20, p.421

And what if you get hurt, Alice? Do you think that’s okay with me? Do you think it’s only my human family he can hurt me with?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 21, p.425

I walked to my room and shut the door, slammed it really, so I could be free to go to pieces privately.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 21, p.425

There was no escape, no reprieve. I could see only one possible end looming darkly in my future. The only question was how many other people would be hurt before I reached it.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 21, p.425

Slowly, slowly, my thoughts started to break past that brick wall of pain. To plan. For I had no choices now but one: to go to the mirrored room and die.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 21, p.430

I had to accept that I wouldn’t see Edward again, not even one last glimpse of his face to carry with me to the mirror room. I was going to hurt him, and I couldn’t say goodbye.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 21, p.431

I folded the letter carefully, and sealed it in the envelope. Eventually he would find it. I only hoped he would understand, and listen to me just this once. And then I carefully sealed away my heart.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 21, p.432

i hope you cant get enough of rami malek bcos i do too!




this quality is not really gd but its still, watchable.. rami's cute!!
'no, id like to noe.' <3

omgosh!!!!!!! i just found out sth!! hahas. My Rami Malek actually work wif jackson rathbone b4!! hehe. twilight actor + night at the museum actor. how cute. like both of my fave movie, and both of my fave guy frm the movies, tgt. (ok jackson's not really my fave guy.)



so stupis, when i last time watch tat, i dun even noe tat tat guy is jackson..
perhaps im too focus on rami. hahas. i like rami more. cuter. ;D

the war at home series are all funny and cute. go watch!! gt my rami in it!! ^^

yst is like damn LOL:

i open the fridge door, and shout to my bro: " is there any yakult left?" then my bro shouted back: "no!!" then my mama thot i toking to the fridge so she sae:"crazy". then i laugh and tell her:" i asking bro la!" then my brother shouted back: "i reply you alr ah?" i heard then i laugh like siao.
bcos its like, i tok to bro, mama thot i toking to fridge. then i tok to mama, my bro thot i toking to him. my miscommunications definitely can score an A*. yst very high tat night lol.

oo. and one unlucky thing. yst nite i at bus stop wif my sis, then aft i bought some sweets frm a shop, i go to a bench and sit down. little did i noe tat the bench gt water on top. cos its like, too dark, cant see properly. so got my whole butt wet. then i ask my sis why nv earlier tell me. she sae she was like, "wai..." i sit down le. so too late. then i laugh like siao again. lol.

omg i too stress until siao le. hahas. I HATE ART.
or maybe another reason is tat i laugh at everything. tat time i go death ceremony, i had to kip on controlling my laughter. i wan to laugh bcos i at first dun believe tat person is dead when ppl told me. then i go and saw the photo frame, i cant believe my eyes, and im like, omg. evidence. i should believe now. but i still dun believe. so i almost laugh. -,- tats so bad of me.

oo! oo! another ting. everytime i want to look for sth, then i ask my papa, he will sae, "kan ni ku dai li you mei you"(see your pocket have anot). so i decided to copy him for revenge.. ;D
then one day, he was looking for his shirt. then he ask me gt see anot. so i told him, "kan ni ku dai li you mei you"(see your pocket have anot). then my father look into his pockets and sae, " mei you ah?"(dun have ah?) then im like, "then wo bu zhi dao lo."(then idk le lo.) then he go into the room and come out again, and tell everyone, "wo de yi fu leh? bu jian le. wo de ku dai li ye mei you ah?"(wheres my shirt? its gone. not even in my pockets.)then my mama laugh at him and she sae, "ni zhao ku dai gan shen me ah?" (you look in pockets for what?) then my dad was like, "jiaji jiao wo zhao de lo."(jiaji call me look there de.) then he pause for a while and sae," yin wei ta xue wo ma. jiao wo zhao ku dai."(cos she copy me ma. call me look in pockets..)

so, LOL.

one last ting. and this one is not funny.
2dae im in the bus 147. then its like, aft office hours, at 7+, so the buses are like, packed like sardines. me and my sis still managed to find a seat. then i sit there a while le, suddenly gt this wierd smell, smell like someone haven been bathing for weeks. then its like, veri hard to tahan. aft a while, another person came aboard wif chicken rice. then the both smells mixed. eww.... then another person beside me farted. fish. -,- then i feel like im eating chicken rice in a toilet tat has not been washed for years. make my feel like vomitting and in the end, i gt tummyache. all the way home. i tahan there like, 1/2 or more you noe?? sad rite.

then i ask sis, does hell stinks? (bcos i heard frm my fo tang teacher tat hell tortures ppl.) then she was like, idk, my teacher didnt tell me too. all my teacher told me was like knifes and blood and fire and pain in hell. nth abt smells. i wish hell would stink. let the victim's nose go free is a gd idea... if hell really stinks, im going to be a major good person the minute i noe it does.

i'll ask the teacher or read up abt it the nx time i go my fo tang. i should go soon. i long long nv hold the joss sticks in front of lord buddha alr. hahas.

cya soon ppl! ^^

surfing around youtube and heres some things to laugh at..










key:
edward= robert♥
kellan= emmett
jackson= jasper♥♥
ashley= alice♥♥♥

You're exactly my brand of Edward Cullen.

early in the morning wake up come for this course... so now not using my own comp, its the comp of this particular place i dunno.

i guess i'll summarise my trip since theres nth else more to type.

take mrt to dhoby ghaut, walk walk walk. wth and im damn unlucky 2dae. missed a bus and a train, and then attacked by a crow, blocked by numerous cars, almost got lost as its only my 2nd time there... i hate the crow worst of all. im trying to cross the road and i saw this tree just above me and gt a lot of crows on top. then i scared the bird shit drop on my head so i faster cross the road. then suddenly gt this hard hard thing land on my head. at first i thot its my sis. i turn around and saw tis crow flying away. ouch. its claws hurt!! to tink tat ive been pitying it whenever i heard gunshots of crows being killed. i promise you, i wont anymore. ;D

shall update more when i gt the chance maybe. getting busier by the minute. and morever, skool's starting soon. means more stress. grr..... cant time pause for a few moments to let us continue to enjoy the hols?

christmas party nx wk wif the girls. cant wait. see you soon! ^^

14/12

celebrate shea's bdae.
went clarke quay and then marina there.
when i last went marina it wasnt as fun as 14/12.
tat day, like, rock!! ^^
its not considered the best day of my life, but it definitely made the top 20. ^^
thanks girls. looking forward for the Xmas party.
photos?
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perfect. just what we need now. i lagging computer!! guess i'll upload it tmr or some day.
btw, sry muipeng. i cant make it saturday tuition. gt sth on. see you nx wk. ^^

♥simply a lover of twilight♥

hi ppl. this time hp spoilt until jialat.
now, i slide up or slide down, all the same, no music or sound come out.
plus, i slide up, the screen will go blank.
plus plus!! the touch screen cnt work alr. so i cnt press 'back' or 'options' or use the 'shortcuts' or press 'up' or 'down'....

poor phone. now i had to use my bro's phone, which is the still at the infrared world..

later going clarke quay.. to celebrate shea's bdae. actually i also duno why she want to go there since there's like, nth there...


update on yst...
went church wif cousin wah ju and muipeng. city harvest. my first time go there. (i always feel bad when i go church.. like i betray my parents or their religion..but since it sounds fun, i went.-,-) my cousin sae their CG, gt a lot of girls. we go there ended up meeting more guys than girls bcos most of the girls are sick or overseas, or pon, or sth like tat.. hahas. muipeng isnt very happy wif the ppl there...she said they meet and greet and self intro and then walk away, nv coming back to tok le. hehe. i somehow agree.


update on, like, now.
went to plurk and found out i gt 200 unread. -,-

bye!

tags replied. =D

Josen: well, i name u washing machine, fridge and tv, wad animal they r?? n btw tagged =D
reply:
washing machine= my porcupine
fridge= my penguin
tv= my teletubby. ;D
and thx for tagging. ^^

Josen: Wow!! soo cool!! i dreamt of twilight xD hahaha!
reply: Twilight is the coolest thing ever, you noe? you noe? hahas. =D

Cherie: Thanks my dear for saving my tagboard! Love ya : D
reply: welcome. ^^ i actually a bit surprise tat your tagboard dying. usually its mine tat is dying..

MuiPeng: Mine too ): LOL.
reply: yepyep. im going to spam it like how i spam share's. ;D

we were meant to be. ^^

usb cable missing. AGAIN. life is so unfair to me abt phones and comps. first comp kip on having to format cos kip kana-ing virus, then phone now so problematic. -,-

Twilight quotes frm Bella Swan. ^^

Edward in the sunlight was shocking. I couldn’t get used to it, though I’d been staring at him all afternoon. His skin, white despite the faint flush from yesterday’s hunting trip, literally sparkled, like thousands of tiny diamonds were embedded in the surface.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.260

Now and then, his lips would move, so fast it looked like they were trembling. But, when I asked, he told me he was singing to himself; it was too low for me to hear.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.260

I was wishing that I could believe that you were real. And I was wishing that I wasn’t afraid.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.262

I sat without moving, more frightened of him than I had ever been. I’d never seen him so completely freed of that carefully cultivated facade. He’d never been less human… or more beautiful.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.264

I looked into his eyes, abruptly grasping that this was every bit as new to him as it was to me. As many years of unfathomable experience as he had, this was hard for him, too.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.265

I was afraid… because, for, well, obvious reasons, I can’t stay with you. And I’m afraid that I’d like to stay with you, much more than I should.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.266

It was hard to keep up — his sudden mood changes left me always a step behind, dazed.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.266

So what you’re saying is, I’m your brand of heroin?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.267

What are you asking? My permission?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.269

Common sense told me I should be terrified. Instead, I was relieved to finally understand. And I was filled with compassion for his suffering, even now, as he confessed his craving to take my life.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.273

You already know how I feel, of course. I’m here… which, roughly translated, means I would rather die than stay away from you.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.274

What a stupid lamb.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.274

He raised his free hand and placed it gently on the side of my neck. I sat very still, the chill of his touch a natural warning — a warning telling me to be terrified. But there was no feeling of fear in me. There were, however, other feelings…
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.275

He came to rest with the side of his face pressed tenderly against my chest. Listening to my heart.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.276

I knew at any moment it could be too much, and my life could end — so quickly that I might not even notice. And I couldn’t make myself be afraid. I couldn’t think of anything, except that he was touching me.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.276

No one could be still like Edward. He closed his eyes and became as immobile as stone, a carving under my hand.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.277

You’re better at this than you give yourself credit for.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.278

Will you turn into a bat?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.279

I’m a bit heavier than your average backpack.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.279

If I’d ever feared death before in his presence, it was nothing compared to how I felt now.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.280

I think I need to lie down.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.280

He hesitated — not in the normal way, the human way. Not the way a man might hesitate before he kissed a woman, to gauge her reaction, to see how he would be received. Perhaps he would hesitate to prolong the moment, that ideal moment of anticipation, sometimes better than the kiss itself. Edward hesitated to test himself, to see if this was safe, to make sure he was still in control of his need. And then his cold, marble lips pressed very softly against mine.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.282

He was a different Edward than the one I had known. And I felt all the more besotted by him. It would cause me physical pain to be separated from him now.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.283

There was no way around it; I couldn’t resist him in anything.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.284

Take it easy — my truck is a senior citizen.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.284

Are you ever going to tell me how old you are?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 14, p.287

There’s nothing like an unsolved mystery to keep you up at night.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 14, p.287

I couldn’t picture it, this godlike creature sitting in my father’s shabby kitchen chair.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 14, p.292

You spied on me?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 14, p.292

I knew I talked in my sleep, of course; my mother teased me about it. I hadn’t thought it was something I needed to worry about here, though.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 14, p.293

Just give me a minute to restart my heart.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 14, p.297

Can I have a minute to be human?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 14, p.297

I tried not to think of Edward, sitting in my room, waiting, because then I had to start all over with the calming process.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 14, p.298

It was very difficult, while he was touching me, to frame a coherent question.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 14, p.299

It seems to be… much easier for you, now, to be close to me.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 14, p.299

Would you like a round of applause?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 14, p.300

I’d never seen him struggle so hard for words. It was so… human.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 14, p.301

Yeah, it’s an off day when I don’t get somebody telling me how edible I smell.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 14, p.306

Why do you do it? I still don’t understand how you can work so hard to resist what you… are. Please don’t misunderstand, of course I’m glad that you do. I just don’t see why you would bother in the first place.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 14, p.306

Let me get this straight — I’m the baby seal, right?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 14, p.308

Are you sure you won’t vanish in the morning? You are mythical, after all.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 14, p.309

He laughed, and then began to hum that same, unfamiliar lullaby; the voice of an archangel, soft in my ear.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 14, p.311

I’m not afraid of them. I’m afraid they won’t… like me. Won’t they be, well, surprised that you would bring someone… like me… home to meet them? Do they know that I know about them?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 15, p.316

Well, it’s no irritable grizzly…
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 15, p.316

My dating history gave me few reference points to work with. Not that any normal rules of dating applied here.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 15, p.317

I’ll always want you. Forever.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 15, p.318

I doubted there were any etiquette books detailing how to dress when your vampire sweetheart takes you home to meet his vampire family.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 15, p.318

You… made… me… faint.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 15, p.319

I think I forgot to breathe.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 15, p.320

I’m feeling extremely insignificant.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 15, p.326

A moment of wordless communication passed between us. He realized that I knew he was keeping something from me. I realized that he wasn’t going to give anything away. Not now.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 15, p.328

It was easier if I didn’t try to believe.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 15, p.331

Every time he touched me, in even the most casual way, my heart had an audible reaction.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 16, p.335

It was a strange combination to absorb — the everyday concerns of the town doctor stuck in the middle of a discussion of his early days in seventeenth-century London. It was also unsettling to know that he spoke aloud only for my benefit.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 16, p.336

He swam to France?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 16, p.337

You can’t spring something like that on me, and then expect me not to say anything.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 16, p.339

You don’t have to breathe?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 16, p.339

I’m not running anywhere.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 16, p.340

In the corner was a sophisticated-looking sound system, the kind I was afraid to touch because I’d be sure to break something.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 16, p.343

You’re still waiting for the running and the screaming, aren’t you?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 16, p.344

I hate to burst your bubble, but you’re really not as scary as you think you are. I don’t find you scary at all, actually.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 16, p.345

Vampires like baseball?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 16, p.347

The end, and i love Twilight Vampires, the cullens. ^^

I feel happy and less-emotional nowadays. That explains why. =D

went to the botanic's on saturday. and here are the promised pics.. :D (yeah! can post PIC again!)
behind the waterfalls...

and then in front of it. photographer: huimin

tis time, photographer, sherry.

visited the swans and fed them some bread.
thanks shea for bringing the bread. =D
taking pic wif swans [1]

taking pic wif swans [2]

me and huimin!

and then the picnic starts!!
bcos, once we settled down to eat, sparrows were all around the mat. thankyou sherry, for being the sparrow chaser. ^^ hahas. while the rest of us are eating, shes busy chasing them away.

but in the end, the leftovers are given to the sparrows, fishes and tortoises.

oo, and we spot this pretty bird tat we called a penguin. ;D

its gt a baby too! can you spot it?
black black de.
its in the middle of tat pic. ^
this kid and her mom joined us for picnic. ;]

aft picnic, shea sherry want to see the swans again.
me and muipeng were somehow tired and as usual, we're the 'slow walkers' and we lagged far far behind and hence were taking photos on the way.. lol this type of photos between me and her only are rare.
this is the scene when me and muipeng finally reached the rest of the girls.
-,- see how slow we are? they're alr feeding them.
looks like they really love the swans very much.

i gt bitten by the swans while trying to feed it.
its not pain. just like two flat pieces of sharp hard things, and your fingers are in between.

this is funny: i just took my hand out of the swan's struggling-to-get-the-damn-food-out-of-my-hand mouth, then there's some left-over biscuits on the fingers. its brown. then those 'spectators' hu dun dare to feed it my way, screamed. 'omg ni liu xie leh!!' (omg gt blood!) i look at my fingers, and said, 'this is not blood..' i rubbed it, ' this is just the shen xia lai de dong xi..' (this is just the leftovers.' [dun blame me for the mix in-between chi and eng. idk eng well.]

taken by my 'spectator'.
on our way back to the exit, we saw this poor tortoise tat's stuck in the wire...
we're good. we rescued it. ^^
with an umbrella. you dun expect us to jump into the water.

aft mani desperate attempts and almost dropping into the water....

tortoise's FREE!! hahas.
clap clap clap.
leaving botanics.. we'll go there nx time.. =]
i took this photo, liked it, so editted it.
spot the differences. hahas.
before:

after:


i treasure the time we were wif each other, visible to one another...

tags replied.
Cherie: SAVE MY TAGBOARD! IT'S DIEING! *SOBS
reply: ooh? hahas. sure sure.

ShuHui: hello. ^___^
reply: hi. will link you later. see you soon! ^^

Cherie: TAGTAGTGA : D
reply: thankx. tag you later.

Cherie: Tag, wow Twilight fans didn't comment anything on new moon? Haha, ohya I 4got it sucks. LOL : D
reply: yalo.. i prefer catherine.

robin: u no warranty?
reply: gt. but my phone's like, second hand, so only gt 2 month warranty. besides, tat shop closed down. hahas.

Josen: Lols!!! comp dog and now machine rabbit eh?? xD
reply: yepyep. =D name me some more machinery and i'll transform them into pets and animals! ;D

as long as i believe. my dream may come true.
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oo, and guess what? i dreamt of edward cullen, jasper hale, alice cullen and bella cullen today! then im a vampire too. its cool you noe? im like, part of their family, and my power is putting memories and erasing memories of ppl. so cool rite?? hehe. my father carlisle. ^^ then edward me and jasper work together, we dunno do what thing... i love my dream allrighties.
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♥Twilight 4eva

tags replied..

M: Haha, DamN my key-oard. .__.
reply: hahas. i experienced it alr. ^^

M: Tag, Did-'t type full -ame as you k-ow why uhs. (:
reply: yup. id rather not use it if i were you.

Cherie: Pics in facebook
reply: thx. =D

Josen: btw tagged =D
reply: can see. no nid sae tat nx time. i getting tired saying thankyou all the time. ;D

Josen: hahas! maybe ur hp spoil coz u too violent xP
reply: no!! i very gentle wif it de!! this is my 'rabbit' you noe??

robin: sounds lyk ur wire disconnected
reply: yeah.. the uncle said so too. $45 to repair. -,- saving up.


yst botanic.. posting some pics here...
(share had deleted some of those tat i liked.. -,-)
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great. they cant be uploaded. -,-
the page cnt be found tingy come out again.

so.. is singapore so big tat i cant even meet you on the streets to chat one time?

ok.
so 2dae went for tuition.
studied chem and maths.
then went for a walk in hougang mall b4 having lunch and buying slippers cos ours are out of order.
hahas.

then went to her hse. i finally experienced what she had in her hse's keyboard.
the arrow keys, N,B, and the '?' spoilt. so she had to copy and paste if she really had to use them. poor things. hehe.

and on the way home frm her hse, we crapped abt this word, bimbo.
its like, since bimbo means chio and brainless, why dun bobim be ugly and brainfull.
then bimbim will be chio and brainfull, which is what everyone wans,
then bobo will be ugly and brainless, which me and muipeng brainlessly fight over for. hahas.

we're having operation book writing.
gonna think of a name soon. ^^ hahas.

til here. bye!

and it hurt me to have to leave you, even to leave the things tat represents you.

ps: 4gt lend muipeng my THE OTHER HAND. ;D

yo ppl. my hp is spoilt. (again.)

this time, its the sliding's prob... -,- im going to check out the real reason later.
i play the music, while the phone is slided up, no sound. then i slide it down, gt sound. wierd phone. gonna slap it.

going out buy picnic food for fri...
what else do we nid?
omg. i cant wait for NEW MOON ON FRI!!!
been waiting for newmoon since june okay??

since ive gt nth more to post, there shall be some twilight quotes frm bella.

I thought we were past all the evasiveness.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 9, p.179

I couldn’t think of an acceptable response to that, but I filed it carefully away for future study. I tried to refocus. I wasn’t ready to let him be finished, now that he was finally explaining things.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 9, p.180

I felt silly, asking for clarification on make-believe.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 9, p.180

Are you trying to kill us?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 9, p.181

I was raised to abide by traffic laws. Besides, if you turn us into a Volvo pretzel around a tree trunk, you can probably just walk away.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 9, p.182

I tried to flirt — it worked better than I thought it would.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 9, p.184

I decided it didn’t matter.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 9, p.184

It doesn’t matter to me what you are.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 9, p.184

And how long have you been seventeen?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 9, p.185

Don’t laugh — but how can you come out during the daytime?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 9, p.185

He turned to look at me with a wistful expression. The golden eyes held mine, and I lost my train of thought. I stared at him until he looked away.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 9, p.186

I was aware of the time slipping away so quickly, like the black road beneath us, and I was hideously afraid that I would never have another chance to be with him like this again — openly, the walls between us gone for once. His words hinted at an end, and I recoiled from the idea. I couldn’t waste one minute I had with him.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 9, p.187

I didn’t like it. Not seeing you. It makes me anxious, too.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 9, p.190

I told you, it doesn’t matter what you are. It’s too late.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 9, p.190

His voice burned with regret. I knew he wasn’t just apologizing for the words that had upset me.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 9, p.191

I fall down a lot when I run.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 9, p.191

I turned and he was leaning toward me, his pale, glorious face just inches from mine. My heart stopped beating.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 9, p.193

About three things I was absolutely positive. First, Edward was a vampire. Second, there was part of him — and I didn’t know how potent that part might be — that thirsted for my blood. And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 9, p.195

There was uncertainty in his voice. He was really giving me a choice — I was free to refuse, and part of him hoped for that. It was a vain hope.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 10, p.197

It was a colossal tribute to his face that it kept my eyes away from his body.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 10, p.197

I’m not quite that delicate.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 10, p.197

Do I react badly?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 10, p.198

I wanted to close that little distance, to reach out and touch him, but I was afraid he wouldn’t like me to.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 10, p.199

He paused to catch a stray lock of hair that was escaping the twist on my neck and wound it back into place. My heart spluttered hyperactively.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 10, p.201

One side of his mouth pulled up into my favorite uneven smile.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 10, p.201

He was such a cheater. Now I was even more worried about what I was going to say to Jessica.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 10, p.201

How very inconvenient his little talent could be — when it wasn’t saving my life.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 10, p.202

He drives like a maniac. It was terrifying.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 10, p.202

You should have seen the waitress flirting with him — it was over the top. But he didn’t pay any attention to her at all.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 10, p.203

I do have some trouble with incoherency when I’m around him.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 10, p.204

I can’t explain it right… but he’s even more unbelievable behind the face.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 10, p.204

The vampire who wanted to be good — who ran around saving people’s lives so he wouldn’t be a monster…
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 10, p.204

But outside the door to our Spanish class, leaning against the wall — looking more like a Greek god than anyone had a right to — Edward was waiting for me.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 10, p.206

I’m not surprised you heard something you didn’t like. You know what they say about eavesdroppers.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 10, p.208

I tried to remember how to exhale. I had to look away before it came back to me.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 10, p.208

His liquid topaz eyes were penetrating — trying futilely, I assumed, to lift the truth straight from my mind.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 10, p.209

I can’t be sure — I don’t know how to read minds — but sometimes it seems like you’re trying to say goodbye when you’re saying something else.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 10, p.210

I’m absolutely ordinary — well, except for bad things like all the near-death experiences and being so clumsy that I’m almost disabled.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 10, p.210

No one has tried to do away with me today.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 10, p.211

As it happens, I don’t mind being alone with you.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 10, p.214

Bears? You know, bears are not in season.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 10, p.214

Nothing more fun than an irritated grizzly bear.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 10, p.215

I was stunned by the unexpected electricity that flowed through me, amazed that it was possible to be more aware of him than I already was. A crazy impulse to reach over and touch him, to stroke his perfect face just once in the darkness, nearly overwhelmed me.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 11, p.219

His face startled me — his expression was torn, almost pained, and so fiercely beautiful that the ache to touch him flared as strong as before. My goodbye stuck in my throat. He raised his hand, hesitant, conflict raging in his eyes, and then swiftly brushed the length of my cheekbone with his fingertips. His skin was as icy as ever, but the trail his fingers left on my skin was alarmingly warm — like I’d been burned, but didn’t feel the pain of it yet.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 11, p.220

I somehow managed to hit myself in the head with my racket and clip Mike’s shoulder on the same swing.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 11, p.221

What if his family was there? I felt a wave of real terror. Did they know that I knew? Was I supposed to know that they knew that I knew, or not?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 11, p.221

I don’t speak Car and Driver.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 11, p.223

It must be a hard thing, to be a father; living in fear that your daughter would meet a boy she liked, but also having to worry if she didn’t. How ghastly it would be, I thought, shuddering, if Charlie had even the slightest inkling of exactly what I did like.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 11, p.227

He’d been flinging questions at me with such speed that I felt like I was taking one of those psychiatric tests where you answer with the first word that comes to mind.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 11, p.229

I’d given more information than necessary in my unwilling honesty, and I worried it would provoke the strange anger that flared whenever I slipped and revealed too clearly how obsessed I was.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 11, p.230

I’ve never minded being alone — I’m too much like you.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 12, p.241

He grinned his crooked smile at me, stopping my breath and my heart. I couldn’t imagine how an angel could be any more glorious. There was nothing about him that could be improved upon.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 12, p.241

I looked down, afraid of the persuasive power of his eyes. I refused to be convinced to fear him, no matter how real the danger might be. It doesn’t matter, I repeated in my head.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 12, p.243

He knows I’ve been meaning to do the laundry. Maybe he’ll think I fell in the washer.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 12, p.244

I realized slowly that his words should frighten me. I waited for that fear to come, but all I could seem to feel was an ache for his pain.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 12, p.246

Should I say ‘have fun,’ or is that the wrong sentiment?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 12, p.247

I promise to try to be safe. I’ll do the laundry tonight — that ought to be fraught with peril.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 12, p.247

Our relationship couldn’t continue to balance, as it did, on the point of a knife. We would fall off one edge or the other, depending entirely upon his decision, or his instincts. My decision was made, made before I’d ever consciously chosen, and I was committed to seeing it through. Because there was nothing more terrifying to me, more excruciating, than the thought of turning away from him. It was an impossibility.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 12, p.248

This truck is old enough to be your car’s grandfather — have some respect.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 12, p.254

I knew he thought it was fear that upset me, and I was grateful again that I was the one person whose mind he couldn’t hear.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 12, p.257

His cold touch on my skin never failed to make my heart thud erratically. Twice, when that happened, I caught a look on his face that made me sure he could somehow hear it.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 12, p.257

Edward seemed to take a deep breath, and then he stepped out into the bright glow of the midday sun.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 12, p.259

i want to die. tell me the easiest way to do so.
maybe carbon monoxide will be a good idea.. how do i make them?

vivo pics uploaded!! ^^
sherry and share veri entu abt the water fountains.

i took a pic of share wif a kid. hahas!

shearel!!

these ppl act cute de. hehes. ;D