^How long ago is that? :) ^

Yst:

Tuition early in the morning. late as usual. my neighbour's dog pounced on me. So long nv see it le, now Rusty just cut hair also. Looks cute. :)

Aft tuition, went home put things. The bus smelled like garbage truck! ._.
after that, im suppose to mit Muipeng for lunch. At first, the weather is just cloudy with very very small rain. but by the time i reached the traffic lights, it started raining heavily and im "lucky" one more step earlier and the rain will pour down on me. I called Muipeng, she is across the road. And had an umbrella. A pretty pink one esp. So she came over.

The rain is big but not deadly yet. After she stepped into the shelter i'm in, the wind started blowing heavily and now the rain is deadly. Mini floods can be seen alr.

We waited a while longer, waited for a perfect timing to get out of the shelter to cross the road. We were midway across the road when the rain became deadly suddenly. Her pretty pink umbrella turned inside out, we were half wet, hoping nobody sees us in this state. Great minds think alike. We are thinking: I hope there's no one I know in one of those cars watching this epic scene. Face all throw away alr.

Her inside-out lousy umbrella made us drenched. I found myself wishing there's nobody in those cars watching us. Like two helpless girls desperately trying to cross the road, meanwhile fix the stupid umbrella and meanwhile trying to not meet anyone's eye, meanwhile hoping no one is watching, meanwhile begging for the rain to stop for a little while.

Ran the rest of the journey into the shopping centre when we found out the umbrella is not going to be fixed properly if the wind kept on blowing it. Cold. Wet. Laughing at our plight. Cursing the rain. Screaming the words: Oh Fuck Oh Fuck. Look around quickly hoping to see no one we knew, watching. Complaining to one another. Epic scene.

Rushed to the toilet, shivering from the cold. damn we look like we just came out of a bath and didn't dry up properly: Now where's my towel?

Ate our lunch. Took 72 to Tamp. Were still dripping wet then. and cold~~~ Was about to become obvious I'm THE Little Miss Vamp. Went to toilet touch-up ( Inside J0ke ;] )

After tat Mrt-ed to Bugis. Met share. And at bugis, you shop. Obvious.

Going home tat time, took a bus to Little India mrt, purple line. I got off at Kovan, Muipeng got off at Sengkang. Then halfway thru my trip home in the bus, my mum called and asked me to eat out. damn; when i just told Muipeng my mum's buying for me. Then Muipeng said to lets mit for dinner.

Lmao: I got off at Kovan, she got off at Sengkang. We both took diff bus, expecting tat we'd not mit again today. Then I got off at the wrong bus stop, forgetting that im out of money alr. So i had to walk all the way home. :( after putting my things at home, went to meet Muipeng at the bustop she's suppose to get off at. Reached the busstop and a minute later her bus arrived.

Ate dinner, went to NTUC and try to decide which colour should Muipeng dye her hair to. Bought water, walked for a very little while b4 we saw my cousin and chatted for a very little while, then Muipeng went home, while i hang out with my cousin, since she's coming to my hse later.

~

Today: Yay! slept late without anyone disturbing... until 10am.

All my life I've been good, But now! Whoa~ I'm thinking what the hell!

The whole world thinks that they are right all the time. People react with what they imagine things will be. Rarely will one really think about eveything, not missing a single point, before making the final conclusions. They just do accordingly to their believes.

One fine day...
*Stares at the title of my book: Lost Hopes and Shattered Hearts.*
Suddenly, I heard someone from my block throw down this porcelain vase and its falling at a very high speed, it hits and shattered into pieces on the ground. The falling: Lost Hopes. The broken pieces: Shattered Heart. ok crap. hahas.

Now on, I'll only take control of what I do in the future, but I won't care about who I'll be with anymore. :)

Flu. I hate flu. *Sneezes* Grabs a tissue. Flu always result in unstoppable big two. First, the endless sudden blows can just came out of your lungs through your nose or mouth. Hate the feeling. Second, the forever flowing goo. Yuckily unbelievable they actually came from somewhere you use to smell the air. Air in, liquid out. No logic when i didnt get to learn bio.

tmr will have the first cca this year. cant wait to step down. time passes slow when i wan to step down fast. Time, time oh time. Please stop rushing like a rocket in space one second, then a turtle on land the next. Be slow when i wanna study, throw parties, go shopping... Be fast when there's boring lessons, the wait for the results, wait for my turn, wait for anything...
Oh get me a Doraemon~

Tuitioned, met RuPenJi, shopped at bugis. that pretty summarises everything up. i finally got my denim jacket. ^^ Also got a necklace and everything livens up when the necklace is part of it. hahas. love it! ♥

Amaths test on Monday. Better make that chapter, which is alr relatively easy in amaths, make that chapter like im good at amaths. B3 and B4 is possible~~ jys.

Should stop talking to myself here le. hahas.

My sis made this. ^^
New year mood! Plus study mood. lmao. :)

I like to see what my sis draws/photoshop anime and intends to sell.
Once she drew this cat/person throwing exam papers into a fire. then tat paper disappeared. Her drawings always disappear. hahas. She loves art... i think. whenever i start complaining abt art, she look at me in this expression: "Sis, i take art." woops. i'm dropping art. :p

Drop art... hope its successful. Miss Koh says she's waiting for Jesslyn to give her the form first so she can submit all three forms tgt.
lol! today Mr Ho came out of the office, then tell Miss Koh cnt let Thru train drop art. I was like, frosting there, mid-smile, Guess it made me look like some kind of idiot. Then after he left, Miss Koh laughed and assured me she'll try her best to let us drop and besides she alr tell Mr Ho and he sae ok le.

Please! Cmon! I nidda drop art! It's like, useless!

After skool, went Hougang Mall pei Lizhen buy her comic books and look for an assessment book. hahas! She's buying an assessment book just after the eng lesson where the teacher told us assessment books help a lot in improving. lmao. i bought one b4 teacher sae. hahas. Can't wait for the CNY holidays~ been studying this entire week. I need an entire day to catch up on my sleep le.

But then, my parents or siblings confirm come disturb me whenever i try to sleep.
Papa: 大白天睡什么觉！起来！
Mama: 我在这边做家务，你在那边睡懒觉，你好意思吗？！起来帮忙啦！你以为家里只有你累啊？我也很累例！
Sis: Erm? Sis? Apparently, our Mama/ Papa wants me to wake you up so...... OR.. OMG 大姐你的gerbils终于生孩子了！
Bro: *Takes a bolster and start whacking me with it* 起来！*whacks* 起来！*whacks*

Irritating hor? how to sleep. The whole world likes to wake me up. but i can do sth to kip them away... to earn me that at most extra half hour of sleep:
1) Sleep in my parent's bedroom. And endure their hard hard bed and the sun.
2) Close my bedroom door and endure the knocking and screaming and throwing in of toys.

That's why, i think i nid a break:
Can I like, move out for a day, and sleep for that entire day without anyone else disturbing me?

Oh i cant. *sighs* tmr tuition, then gotta go Newyear shopping.... Sunday im planning to study.... Ya right. Some wonderful world. -,-

Didnt actually nap today la. unless you count a 10 min shut-eye, an afternoon nap.
Went point with share today. aft her cca. strolled a while and went back home. i realise its been a long time since it was just me and her. hahas. time changes many things, but not all things.

Oh, and time heals wounds. :)

Share intro-ed me this song. I love it when Taylor started singing alr. :D

esp this part:
The lingering question kept me up
2 a.m., who do you love?
I wonder 'til I'm wide awake
Now I'm pacing back and forth
wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say 'hey'

I will sleep early today. i'd make use of tmr's art lesson, if im allowed, to do self revision of... anything la. i've made my own homework list, few from the teachers. I'll do them all. For O levels and my future's sake, rest assure, I'll do it all!

And i should really spend more time with my tutor. I'll make sure im of A1 standard for Emaths and B3 standard for Amaths before he leaves. I can I will I must. lolx. :)

jys, to all my friends taking major exams this year!

I love Mitchel, He's got mesmerising eyes. ♥

lots of things happen recently and i hadnt even got time to catch up with myself yet. maybe a break will do, look back what i've done. oh my what i've done?! and what the f am i doing? should stop stop stop pull to a halt. oh. now i see. what i've done. that's stupid. and that is.... so why does that person even bother with me, that is? oh no no no it can't be true. I'll just be good and go back to my girls.... lol whats wrong with me. you made me confused about everything alr. im taking a break.

the weather is really cold recently. i like. :) but then once i stepped home, idk who put an invisible heater in my hse, it became so hot. then my parents kept saying its cold and off my fan at night! woke up feeling like i slept in a hot oven for the entire night.

I have, until June. only. to jys to the best for both maths. damn NS. can't you like, let my tutor off for a teeny mini few months only? lives of um... three people are at stake. mine especially! i only wan tat one and only poly, that one and only course and nth else. can't get in, im better off dead.

how i feel about me and o levels: Pls listen to Miley Cyrus' "The Climb".

New blogsong.
Celebrate- Mitchel Musso
I see you and me
cruising down the freeway in my AMG
top back with my mufflers screaming look at me
I like my subs to hit that high velocity

tonight's gonna be
tonight you're gonna see
loving and laughing
this night isn't over
let's keep on dancing
and when we get older
we could be
that's what I see
I see you and me
tonight's gonna be
tonight you're gonna see

let's celebrate
and throw our cares away
let's celebrate
celebrate today
let's celebrate
and throw our cares away
let's celebrate
celebrate

Me and you
doing whatever that's what we want to do
hands on the wheel
baby, just keep me close to you
no matter which way we go
we can't lose
tonight's gonna be
tonight you're gonna see
loving and laughing
this night isn't over
let's keep on dancing
and when we get older
we could be
that's what i see
I see you and me
tonight's gonna be
tonight you're gonna see

Feeling doesn't stop no it's never gonna stop no
feeling doesn't stop
no it's never gonna stop no

yup right it's going down
let me tell you what we're all about
dance, dance get your chance
shake those pants
do that dance
jump, jump
move that jump
change that sounds and make it fun
if you want jump, jump
we'll keep going 'til the sun comes up
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A mini break off these. Go celebrate for a moment, tat i made it a B3 and above but still retaking chinese. -,-
Tmr planning to go home straight after skool and sleep. tat's my break. hahas. Vampire dreams~
Thur, cca meeting. Friday and Sunday, new year shopping with Muipeng and Share. kinda hope karen can come along...... :)
And erm...

I'm still alive. I'll do what i can. Dreams do come true. ^^
Tell Chippy, I'll do it for her, for Bibi and the rest of her kingdom. love love.
I hope they provide things like spa and love up in heaven.

About these few days: I think im crazy. Why am i... omg. im feeling the faint spells whenever i think of that. I'd rather get used to shinee. nvm, let it go, my sisterhood rocks. :)

Why do i get this feeling that everyone else is happy and still carefree?

O levels scared the freak out of me. worst nightmares, endless flow or tears whenever i think abt it.... afraid, afraid, afraid. can i do it? with points less than 10 points? My tutor said he didnt study yet he gets 10 points for L1R5. Jealous. wish i can do it too. is it possible? oh my! just, scared. cant concentrate on playing le. I understand how Muipeng feels last year alr. Only have the mood to slack or work. No play.

Went out for lunch with Muipeng today. Talked abt poly at my hse. Then my tutor came, did maths and amaths. oh i finally understand! ok actually i understand de. but things got like.... messy later on..
Skool teacher: (teaching fast fast)
Me: (Oh... I understand le. nx?)
Rest of my class: Huh? Huh? Huh?
Skool teacher: (re teach slower and in simpler terms)
Rest of my class: oh....
Me: Huh? oh nvm, i'll try to catch up.
(For the rest of the day and week) : wth is tat?
(when finally my tutor come and teach) : Oh! so it was THIS easy!

what's wrong. with me.


Well... fallen sick today. at first i was still fine. then suddenly i sneezed continuously, which after the pandemonium for five mins of non stop sneezing, bcom got sore eye. first left eye. then right eye. I think im going to die or sth. For real. Not my usual complains of jumping of buildings. lolx.


Time for this.

Went ngee ann poly today with Lizhen after tuition. :)

Tuition let us go at 12, then we went Hougang mall for a while, then went to her granma hse return umbrella ella~ went my hse, went hougang point, ate lunch, went Ngee Ann poly

reach Ngee Ann at 3 pm or so.
Tried not to get lost.
Almost got lost.

At the veterinary bioscience booth... (The course that i die die also wan to get in de)
There was this guy over there, holding a mouse. real mouse. not hamsters or gerbils. to all ppl who think eevery rodent is a mouse, THAT is a real mouse. stop calling my gerbils and hamsters rats or mouse. Rat and mouse got huge differences. Rats are very big. :X
I walk over to the guy. And i smiled at him and took the mouse from his hand. Do i look like some kind of person who'd scream when i saw a rodent? I think he thot i would be afraid and just wanna touch it.
I love the mouse. It have the sweet dear Chippy feel... Stays on palm, tame.... Only Chippy's better. way better. and im always proud to mention her. ^^

went home at 6. the bus took a long time. reach home at 7.30. was half dead alr. aft a nice bath, im all right now! yeah! :)

love my frens~

"Study" at Bishan Lib


One of my favourite pictures from the botanics, where sherry finally take photos with us, which gave me a shock! :)

Shadows~~~



At first wanna post sth. But b4 i could, i suddenly realise there isn't a need to anymore. :)

Removed my dreaded tagboard. I hate those stupid people who tags then i dun even know which planet or universe they were originated from.

Skool's great. love my location of class. corner. :)

Studying alr. i believe so does eveyone else. O lvl lehs.... jys!

had to sleep le, if not parents will kill me. They'll hear the sound my my typing. :x

cheerios!

Thurs.

Met shea sherry cherie for lunch. after that ate at cherie's hse, which later, me and cherie went bugis to buy her skool bag for nx year. :)

after that, brought a milkshake with cream at AMK hub. ^^ delicious!

Went home, Mum wanted me to go to the hospital to visit my granmother with my sister. so went.

At the hospital, saw one of my aunt and uncle. then they received messages that more visitors wan see our granma so they have to go down. because, the hospital had this stupid rule, only four ppl can see the patient at any one time. lolx. lame rule. ok. so, another aunt and another uncle came up. chatted a while, then my cousin called. She wanted me or my sis, one of us to go down so that she can go up see granma. stupid rules. so sis went down. cousin came up. she told me another cousin was down there waiting too. lol. so i went down, met my sis and we went for dinner.

Bought dinner. the second set of aunt and uncle met up with us and we ate tgt. then slowly, more relatives come and join us. its like a family reunion at the hospital. lmao. ate finish, leave the adults there chatting, me, my sis and cousin went off for a walk around the hospital. took some photos, and jump shot-ing, before going back to meet the adults.

they are still chatting when we went back. so we played multi player on my sis phone. after awhile, two more cousins and another uncle came(Lol, seriously family reunion? :p) the uncle promised to drive us home later after we told him we are going home alone, by MRT. ^^ yay. free trip home. I like~

;D

Today, granma is out of hospital alr. :)
but sad news is, she came back to await death. :(
Hope she can survive long enough, until at least til after chinese new year.
She gotta have to stay and watch a final family reunion and well prepared.
Best if she can stay all the way till nx year.
jys, granma. :)