Idk why i watched this. Just came across it.



And i gotta say. That person is crazy to let the mozzie bite him. My hand itches to smack the bitch dead........ and wow that's a lot of blood for it. probably times three of its own weight. I'm wondering why it still can fly. lolx.

I'm really really, dunno why, sian sian sian now.
Ever since i came back from today's flag day.
Probably just tired. and start doing random stuff like watching that mosqito vid, and wondering about the mosqitoe. .__.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!
sianxxx...
close eyes, open eyes, slap the mouse, look out of the window, cross legs, wonder what else is there to do, wonder how is it like my family are now at the beach without me bcos i have to go cca, look down at keyboard, wishing it's a piano instead, got an idea, turn keyboard into piano, i got piano widget in the comp.

open widget, close youtube, return to widget, played chorus of river flow in you, tried playing chorus of canon, trying to remember how canon chorus actually sound like, turns out playing another part of river flow in you, go youtube, type piano canon, clicked on the first thing i see, enjoy music, straightened my back, look at fingernails, uncross legs, stare at the youtube guy playing piano, wishing i can too.

He plays really really well. It's nice to have someone who plays the piano in your house. someone who plays classicals when you feel like calming down or sleeping. perfect world.

The word perfect reminded me of Twilight Vampires, smile at the thought, realises that the song is done, replay vid, concentrating on it, see how canon chorus sound like, pause as soon as i played it, went back to piano, recalled how canon sound like, find the keys to the notes one by one, suddenly, handphone rings.

Message, chorus of river flow in you is the ringtone, forgets everything about canon, grows mad at the distraction, calms down one sec later and wanted to play the youtube canon, but first, wan look at message, tries to reply, but mama calls my handphone, gotta hear what she had to say, didnt get to reply.

After the call, put down phone, forgotten about replying the message, played youtube canon, recalls something about youtube snake, forgotten how to play it, wan play, but lazy play......

look up at what i typed, recalled something my english teacher taught, show not tell, decide to try show not tell tonight, when i do my recall-revision after holidays.

That is how sian i am now. typing everything i do out. :) yawnnnnn... no i dun wanna sleep.

Freedom is our birthright, but how come we feel captured?

Hey fucker. Look here. And come here. Me and you have some unfinished business. But first, let me *SLAP* your face. *Evil Grin*
That's for my sis.

My mum threw away my maginzines. if not for my aunt, who discovered that they're waiting to be thrown, i'd never see them again. My aunt disapproves of my mum's actions and went to question her out. I eavesdropped. Her reason? I never read them, so instead of letting them stay and collect dust, might as well throw away. (hello?? I read them whenever i had the time! You didnt see!) then she continued: she asked my sister about them. my sister allowed them to be thrown away. (EXCUSE ME?? my maginzines, you ask HER?? I hate her ok! dunno even know why am i given a sister. oo thats okay. I'm actually given THIS particular sister. most of the time, im like, it's either her or me! She doesn understand me, you ask her? bet you a million that my frens who dont live with me for 14 years understood me like 90% already!)

Fine she is my sister i am not suppose to hate her. but i hate her all the same. siblings rivalry. and this rivalry is different. it's either me or her. Oh so i guessed its her. All right, i'll move out first thing once i got enough money. I got enough.

Lets talk about happy things.
My Cirque Du Freak is completed! ^^
Happy.
But that stupid sister-sister fight had made me unhappy again.
Ok i didnt actually hate a fight with her, but i rmb all the stupid fucking bitchy things.
Sides, yikes! Why HER as my sister?
On second thoughts... Maybe she's better than retards...
No! she's a retard of the retards.
Oh never mind i should stop cursing her.
I should concentrate on o lvl next year already.
omg i just realised i hadn't done my amaths as promised to my tutor.
okok! fine! I'll do it tmr.
Wait! my bloody art too!
sianzxzz! which part of my brain reminded me of art?? to hell with you!
*Stabs art to its death*
Oh wait. its not even alive in the first place.
Not even a thing. see how worthless it is?
Wont even consider it a subject.
It's most probably some wierd stuff that unleashed along with the pandora box.
yeah i'm happy with that theory.
Off to sleep i go. :)

Going tuition later. So while waiting for my mama to prepare my breakfast, (today she making pancakes), So i just come online for a while. lolx.

After tuition gonna get my remaining two books of Cirque Du Freak and it'll be completed! ^^ yippee! :D happy.

Okay its done. gtg~

One of my favourite songs from Rapunzel! ^^

When will my life begin- Mandy Moore
Seven A.M., the usual morning line-up
Start on the chores and sweep 'til the floor's all clean
Polish and wax, do laundry and mop and shine up
Sweep again, and by then, it's like seven-fifteen

And so I'll read a book
Or maybe two or three
I'll add a few new paintings to my gallery
I'll play guitar and knit
And cook and basically
Just wonder when will my life begin?

Then after lunch, it's puzzles and darts and baking
Paper-mâché, a bit of ballet and chess
Pottery and ventriloquy, candle making
Then I'll stretch, maybe sketch, take a climb
Sew a dress!

And I'll re-read the books
If I have time to spare
I'll paint the walls some more
I'm sure there's room somewhere
And then I'll brush and brush
and brush and brush my hair
Stuck in the same place I've always been
And I'll keep wonderin' and wonderin'
And wonderin' and wonderin'
When will my life begin?

Tomorrow night
The lights will appear
Just like they do on my birthday each year
What is it like
Out there where they glow?
Now that I'm older
Mother might just let me go...

(REPRISE 1)
I've got my mother's love
I shouldn't ask for more
I've got so many things
I should be thankful for
Yes, I have everything
Except, I guess, a door
Perhaps it's better that I stay in
But tell me.... when will my life begin?

(REPRISE 2)
Look at the world, so close
And I'm halfway to it
Look at it all, so big
Do I even dare?
Look at me, there at last
I just have to do it

Should I?
No,
Here I go....

Just smell the grass, the dirt
Just like I dreamed they'd be
Just feel that summer breeze
The way it's calling me
For like the first time ever
I'm completely free!
I could go running
And racing
And dancing
And chasing
And leaping
And bounding
Hair flying
Heart pounding!
And splashing!
And reeling!
And finally feeling
Now's when my life begins!

And...


:)

Miranda Cosgrove- About you now
Maybe I'm wrong, you decide
Should've been strong, yeah, I lied
Nobody gets me like you

Couldn't keep hold of you then
How could I know what you meant?
There was nothing to compare to

There's a mountain between us
But there's one thing I'm sure of
That I know how I feel about you

Can we bring yesterday back around?
'Cos I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down
But I know how I feel about you now

All that it takes, one more chance
Don't let our last kiss be our last
I'm outta my mind just to show you

I know everything changes
I don't care where it takes us
'Cos I know how I feel about you

Can we bring yesterday back around?
'Cos I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down
But I know how I feel about you now

Not a day pass me by
Not a day pass me by
When I don't think about you

And there's no moving on
'Cos I know you're the one
And I can't be without you

Can we bring yesterday back around?
'Cos I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down
But I know how I feel about you now

Can we bring yesterday back around?
'Cos I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down
But I know how I feel about you now
But I know how I feel about you know
Yeah, I know how I feel about you now

Somebody help please!
There's a murderer out there.
Running about out there, mercilessly taking the time and lives off innocent people.
Art's the name.
There's more to it than meets the eye, some people did not even realised that they had been used.
Escaping from the evil clutches of the killer,
Guns pointing in its direction, is useless, and
Ice won't freeze art either.
Except... maybe... we can use...
STRATEGIES against it!

All hail Anti-art campaign! Art sucks.
Plan properly for it. -,- what a waste of my precious time.
Yuck.

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*receives chain msg*
*reads chain msg*
Oh.
You mean I'll get one of my wishes come true if I send forwarded it to ten people?
I'm bored. Let's try it out.
*Sends chain msg to ten people*
Let's see what kind of a wish I want come true.
Chippy coming alive? Me getting in the vet course? Me becoming a Vampire? Me dying in peace? Ability to go back in time?
Hammy wishes, Vampire dreams. :)

Went nexmall yst with Lizhen. :)

Aim: Buy my Cirque Du Freak series books. ^^  and Lizhen maybe wanna buy Percy Jackson series.
Total cost: approx $70-$90

It was damn stupid. my EZlink card was like, left 1.25 or sth, so i was going to take out some money to top it up. And then i open my wallet to see only five dollars in it. It meant: SHIT! I FORGOT TO BRING MONEY! that five dollars was meant for lunch. and i forgotten to bring money for the books. like, wtf, dumb!

In the end, Lizhen offered to use her money, and we went to popular to check out the books. meanwhile, Suntec city also got this sales, idk what, selling books at the cheapest price. we decided to check there out. before that, we ate at the nearby coffee shop. While eating, an idea struck me. the bus stop beside the coffee shop has a bus service going to my home. then it means i can go home and take my money. then, after i took the money, i can go to another bus stop at the other side of my building, got one service take me directly to the red line, meaning i can reach City hall.

we did that.

At city hall, they didnt sell the books i want, but there's the books that Lizhen wants.
The problem: Longest queue i ever seen in my life.
By queuing, she can save 40cents, bcos i have a 20% discount which i can use at normal populars, but its 40cents cheaper than discounted price at suntec.
The conclusion: Back to Nexmall.

Nexmall: Ate at macs- my throat was running dry. Usually, i didnt care about the thirst bcos i always forgets to drink water. But with Lizhen, she kept saying: "Drink water drink water." Then bcom i also want to drink water le. lol.
Bought things accordingly, then went home- I've got tuition at 7. :)

Thats all. about today, woke up, bath, tuition, break, tuition, toilet, home, meet Muipeng, watch Flightplans, read books, watched Fated to love you, ate dinner, window shopped, home.

I rmb that i wanna post sth else on this blog.... But i forgotten what it is..... -,-

Wednesday:
went to meet Muipeng and share at 1, then bought some stuff, went to my hse, made sth and we baked cookies. For the very first time with very minimum help from my mother. ^^ Ok. cookie failed. they were orange, burnt, too sweet, too sticky, too hard, too everything. lmao. :D aft tat went to ave 8 but some flowers for someone, and damn it the flower shop closed down. so we have to take a bus all the way to kovan to buy the flowers. then we went back ave 8 buy water babies. walked back home. its a long walk. and its around 7.59pm when we started walking and i have to reach home by 8pm, and its a very very long walk. and plus the fact that the flower is turning brown. this was the encouragement: "快点快点！不快的话，第一，我会死。第二，食物会凉，第三and most importantly,花会死！" :)

reach home at about 8.18pm. ate dinner, do final touch ups on the flower(while watching Muipeng miss her Laogong. ;D)

Thursday:
mit muipeng at one, went share's hse. mit shea, bought lunch, mit sherry, went share's hse and ate lunch, while watching Alice in wonderland (Her name is Um, you idiot!) , fast forwarded. Exchanged presents, then went Hougang point, rent DVDs, went my hse, open presents, bake a pie. At first, we thot the pie will fail as well bcos the mixture is like very sticky. so we youtubed it, realise its suppose to be sticky, oh we just 疑神疑鬼la. put it in the oven, and went to watch "The lovely bones" that movie is... un-understandable. see le also dunno whats going on. halfway thru, the pie was ready, and we ate pie while watching the rest of the movie. after the movie, they went home. lmao shea left her fake flowers here and share left her watch. wow my souveneir! ;D


Our failed cookies. :p


Packed fail cookies.


One of shea's flowers! ^^


Lunching and Alice in wonderland-ing


Sherry with her new Shinee cup. :p


Pie making in progress!



meanwhile...


Fast-forwarded!


sticky pie


Success pie!


Boring movie...

ok. lol. rusty just came down and gave me this surprise visit. so glad my hair is not in a mess and im still a bit presentable hehes. rusty damn fat lmao. fat dog. he's excercising by climbing stairs. hahaha! :D

What if... I want the best of three worlds?

It's crazy day today for me. I'm gonna tidy up my messy than ever table, and draw my art--- the first step of hloiday art homework! meanwhile, I'll have to search around the piles, looking for any signs of life from my other subject homework. so long since i touched maths or amaths. hope i dun forget anything... why the hell does time have to grow wings??

Went to the library yst. b4 that going to orchard with Lizhen, she need to get some stuff.

So far, in accordingly, ive only read book 1 to 3. skipped 4 to 6 bcos they are temporary unavailable in the library. In my home, borrowed from the library, is book 7 to 11.  Just finished with book 9 and i hated the plot. My favourite character died. I knew this will happen but i just thought that its too soon. A spoiler online said everyone will die, including main character and dragons take over. but damn it, theres still three more books to go and my favourite character just go and die like that, suddenly?? Feel like going to visit the author and sound him out. yerks!

nvm. crap.

Niwaes, went cca today. this was crap too. cant believe i actually had to wake up THAT early in the middle of my sweet holidays, wear some Sj uniform, just to go somewhere else, welcome some MP that i heard i tink he's reluctant to come, then go and clap hands for some ppl who won sth. thats all. All that's nice is perhaps only the lunch. (to make up for making us wake so early? :p)

crap.
crap.
CRAP!

Damn a laggy comp this week.

and ive never had a fun dream since so long le. probably due to the fact i changed from sleeping on a pillow to a bolster bcos my pillow was like rock. maybe i should change back just for today to have another exciting dream. ;D

My heart beats for love- Miley Cyrus
I've been stranded on a lonely street
Got lost in the shadows
Fell hard in the battle
Heard cries and the suffering
walked through the darkness
Left broken and heartless

I'm calling out, can you hear my voice?
I'm gonna find you through all the noise
Ooh whoa
You know there's nothing that I wouldn't do
Shine your light as I reach for you

My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love
It's the sound that I hear, tells me not to give up
It breathes in my chest and It runs through my blood
My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love
Whoa ooh oh oh oh yeah

I've been told at least a thousand times
It's not worth the struggle, the hurt or the trouble
I keep running up to these front lights
No I won't surrender
I'll wait here forever

Standing here with my flag held high
Oh can't you see that it's worth the fight?

My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love
It's the sound that I hear, tells me not to give up
It breathes in my chest and It runs through my blood
My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love
Whoa, oh oh oh yeah

I march across this battlefield
I'm screaming out, can you hear me now?
I'm holding on, I stand my groundI'm screaming out,
can you hear me now?

My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love
It's the sound that I hear
Tells me not to give up
It breathes in my chest
And it runs through my blood
My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love

My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love
It's the sound that I hear
Tells me not to give up
It breathes in my chest
And it runs through my blood
My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love


(My..heart..beats..for..love..for..love.­.)
Whoa, oh oh oh yeah, love

I let you live in my heart,but you broke it. I had a hard time chasing you out and mending it. Now it healed successfully, and I like it that way. Don't bother knocking on that door again. It'll do you no good.

Oh, last but definitely not least, FUCK ART.

Hope it all work out...

Sway to the melody

I love sleeping and dreaming♥