Thanks. so long since I've ate a proper bar of chocolate. its always been M&M minis for me. Oh, and i love milk; i drink it everyday when im a kid. idk y im still this small.

And i wake up so early just to go to this thing and it suck. mostly cos of the stupid dummies.
I hate dummies.

and idk what's gotten into me.
its just a stupid cert tat isn't even going to be part of my life plans, and it, in fact, and nothing to do with it at all.
not getting it is like, "uh huh?"
then why the fuck the tears rolled out?!
i wasn't sad. i wasnt feeling anything else. just, uh huh. then the tears flowed out.
just because that stupid dummy won't cooperate.
then my mind was thinking: "oo nope nope im not crying. its just the dust got into my eyes" yeah what crap my mind was giving me. cant say it out either. cos your voice isn't going to sound as normal when theres tear in your eyes. I don't see the link in it. i want to. and this just gradually links back to how much i wanna learn biology and my this stupid skool just doesn't allow me to. why? Normal academic can't take biology? what crap.

I love my juniors. they were waiting for me and im like, the last today? -,- esp Vivien. first to be allowed to go home but then in the end last to go home.

accompanied Regina, Geraldine and Nattawat/Methasit to eat their dinner. they're gonna make me lmao. :) took mrt and then took bus home.

Today was ok. tmr is gonna be bored. so i guess im gonna watch television in the morning, then eat lunch, study chi, and clean my gerbils cage b4 dinner. I'm gonna be landed in such a plight of a whole day at home cos share didnt want to go out; she wanna watch tv, and muipeng didnt want to study with me; she find studying alone better. oo great.

I want 13 nov to faster come. its been months since i plunge into the pool. (lol. how come that sentence reminds me of geog's plungepool?) 13 nov, probably nth is going to stop us except for our 大姨妈. :D