Everything is just part of my imagination. nothing works.


I don't care anymore. Its just not worth it. You're already rolling eyes in your heart.
I can move on. Yes. I don't wanna put you first anymore. You're never worth it. I was wrong.

yst went hospital. and between the waits, i went to my granma hse. ^^

my 4 years old cousin was there. her two years old sis was alsleep. grandma was watching tv. then my cousin took one barney activity book wan me help her with it. :) hahas shes one of the few kids i love♥

but then, i actually kinda pity her.
first, both her parents are working. no one's teaching her anything exept for skool. but she doesn't really like her skool. so no difference.
second, i ask her, where's your colour pencils? she sae she dun have. oh. my. gosh. you dun have colour pencils?? didnt your papa mama buy for you?!
third, there was this connect the dots in the activity book. no one taught her much. guess what. she cant match 1 to 10. see le i also wanna cry. poor thing. wanna bing her back home and teach her until she smart smart sia.
fourth, shes quite lonely. grandma didnt really play with her. her two year old sister cant play with her yet. then when i had to go, she's quite sad. haiz. saddening.

went home at around 5. the doc tell me my results is that everything's normal. my parents eventually had wasted their money forr my checkup cos they suspect this suspect that. hai me lose blood also. -,- then i had a numb left hand for the entire week.

Its been months. Yet, I bet you had never missed me before, let alone thought about me. Meanwhile, I'm here with you on my mind 24/7.

还有很多天。Yeah. cant wait.