我想自杀，然后没人会知道。

My homework is now only half done.
Three people to blame. me for not focusing, my sis for not letting me use the comp, and my bro for distracting me. gahhhh!

no im not planning to kill myself because of that. there's numerous other reasons. and im not exactly planning to kill myself. just sth like imagine sth happen, then sth happen, then i die. i wasn't planning for anything. except planning for saturday's chinese prelims. im so worried. i want to get like, an A2 for o lvl but i tink that'll probably only occur in dreams.

speaking of dreams, i dun rmb any of them recently. and dunno y, whenever i dun rmb my dreams, i'll feel wierd and somehow lonely for the rest of the day.

my eyelids are shutting. shoulda sleep in the afternoon instead of playing with the skateboard and frisbee. darn. and me on the skateboard would be pretty hilarous. like some drunken person trying to balance on it. after that attempting to get it started with always end up with me on the floor and skateboard running away. lolx. fail sia. :)

yst i was sleeping and then i thot i heard typing sounds from outside the room. almost everyone was alr in their rooms sleeping. then i got worried and i told my mama i heard typing sounds. she went outside and return, telling my its just my gerbils. great. so now my gerbils are trying to scare the hell out of me. :D

gtg now... byes..

I'll be coming home