im so glad theres such thing call a car honk in society. if hadnt been for it, id be dead alr. mani times. hahas.

today also. im crossing the road to my hse, then theres this big fat lorry over there blocking my view. and the road hor, 75% of the time no cars de. sides i cant hear anything. so i crossed. and i looked the other way. suddenly, beeep beep! gt car honk, then im like, omg where it come frm de. woops. right side. then i walk back to the pavement. and cross again. -,-

the honk saved my life. :D which is actually a bad thing. i wanna die.
allright actually its a good thing. if i wanna die, i decided i dun wanna die like this.
idk if ive put it here b4 but i wanna use the kind of thing that vet used to inject into animals to put them to sleep foever on myself, cos that kind of death is much more peaceful, so much better than art. :D and i can choose my location too. instead of waiting around for my time to be up.

MYEs are coming soon. jiayous everyone!