And so i decided tat it was more than just a crush for you. Cos i still miss you and felt bad whenever i pictured you wif another girl. and so im gonna pounce on you! :D cos i alr forgave and make it the past.

oo, and, How come, 2 and 3 yrs ago, you came and tok to me whenever you had the chance to. i like talking to you but i still end it.
last yr, i went to talk to you, and you end it. what now? revenge? hahas. we'll see soon. :D

At skool, dismissed. suddenly didnt want to go home. gt this, 'wanna run away frm home' feeling wif no reason. i was looking for an excuse to hang out a while more when suddenly tanapat said 2dae they going give cny hamper to the family.

and so.. i joined them. mrs raj took us there on a taxi. when we reach the hse, no one was inside and so we left the hamper wif the family's neighbour instead. then went home.

still didnt want go home too early, so i went to buy my gerbils someting wif the rest of my pocket money. and i dunno y, i just wanna give up. on everyting. aft tat i went to the CC near my hse, as i promised my mama i would check, the jap course fees and time. as im on my way there, i walk past a bird, me and it was like only 50 cm away and it still didnt fly away. 'a bit like dettol' i was tinking. suddenly, i gt this veri strong instincts to go back and bring the bird home. but my self control was like, NO!! we've alr gt dettol. so i just kept walking.

reach home, and i told my mama abt the jap course details and went on to see dettol and feed it. it surprises me tat it wasnt in the cage. i ask my bro and dad, wheres dettol?? my bro look at me and said, 'ran away'. (in chi, convo)

wth?? seriously! where is it??
i told you, it ran away this morning.
no! you're lying! cnt! did you put it somewhere or what??
well.. it HAS ran away. dad lets it go. if you dont believe, its your problem.
what?? omg. where??
how would i know.
ok you listen here. it had ran away. cant help it.
oh wth? now you ppl are trying to get my belongings out of the hse without MY permission??
just shut up and do your own stuff.
fine!

then when finally me and my dad were alone in the hse, i went to ask him, (in chi)
why did you let go of dettol?
i didnt. he ran away.
and how is that possible if you dont open the cage door?
well.. i bring him down to find natural food this morning when he suddenly just flies off. this shows tat he wans freedom.i cant bear seeing him go too.

well and i just went away. i want to say, 'its still young, how will it ever understand its being lucky living with us.' i cant bring myself to say it bcos if i do, i tink id end up shouting at him. and tats bad.

then so i went online, facebook. the whole thing lag down there and i had to on and off it for up to 10 times. my mum was back and she didnt like me using the comp. so she told me to clean the door. quarrelled a while cos i wasnt really in the mood to do anything. she wins and so there.

some plan i made... : -,-
4.15, use comp until 4.45.
4.50, bath.
come out le study ss, all the way till night.

then aft changing by her,
4.30, help with the spring cleaning.
until she is happy wif it.
but im not happy cos she changed my plan. i didnt do anything complete and left them all half done. nice. a win win situation alr.
5.20, use comp.
5. 40, bath.
when im done: study ss
then sleep. but shes gonna confirm force me to eat dinner since i didnt eat lunch.

ok now, is my weighing machine gt sth wrong? i checked my weight, expecting it to be 38+ alr.
it turns out written there, 37.2. -,- wth??

and whats wrong with me 2dae....

well.. nvm.. i guess i'll just talk abt skool..
wow we werent as late as past few days.
chem. copy notes as usual.
eng. i was so surprise ppl clap aft my vid. i thot it was so bad everyone would ignore it, or just go to sleep or sth like tat. whew.
chi. do chi comp.
recess. was late for tat.
maths. for 15 mins.
health check. was a quick one.
Amaths. was a slow one, cos i suddenly didnt had the mood.

saying this.