skool.
art.
sigh.-----------------------back frm skool, play wif gerbils. then, tired. slept. wake up. studied a bit of SS. read magazines. had dinner. watch tv. and then now.
nice sumarry? except i dun go to the extent on saying every dream i had. first i cant rmb those. second, those arent fun or whatever. i like fun dreams. i dun wanna wake up frm those. if i really had to die in a sleep, id want to wait till i got a nice dream.
currently, my comp's lagging like siao.
not in a good mood today too. gt told off just cos of a misunderstanding and i dun even noe how to put it to make me seems like the right one, so just accepted the scolding unhappily. worst of all, its difficult not to listen to the one scolding me as well, as idk her well, i dunno when she'll flare up and said im not listening to her when she was trying to do me good.
either tat, or im really in the wrong.
not in good mood today as well cos my eye's gt sth grow in it. good thing abt it was, if it grew bigger, i wont be going for cca for a valid reason and finally. bad thing was i had to suffer the pain, having extreme difficulty trying to sleep, watching tv, use the comp, take care of my pets and let alone study!! cant even blink. -,- i seem to have all this wierd eye diseases every month. i dun like it. if i need to be sick, i want sth like a fever!!! sth tat will let me enjoy sweet medicine, 'bedridden' all day long and then theres nobody there to stop me frm doing whatever i want, except for eating the wrong food.... nice to have a fever. is there any way for me to have it soon? sides, i get to feel cold without the wind. bad points still applies. i'd be so warm, ppl will say tat im not vamp enough to be one. more like wolf. and i hate wolves.
its always so complicated but im glad im not the first and only one.have you ever seen the crazy side of me b4?
i was laughing so much wif muipeng yst tat i teared.
i was so happy getting back my hp the other time, i knock into a dummy and i said sry to it.
i was playing 'tea parties' wif my favourite baby cousins.
i was talking to the sleeping ppl without expecting replies.
i was so high, i was happy-dancing, and everyone stared at me like its my first time doing it.
i was like, bringing my pet terrapin down for a walk while taking my cousins down to the playground.
theres more.
cant help it if i only act so crazy wif ppl i live wif veri well, tat i noe them frm top to bottom.
im like, all serious and timidly shy wif ppl im not so familiar wif.
muipeng said ive got this split personalities. true. and its natural. HA!
---------------------------------my mum wan me to shut up.skoolmates wish i'd speak up.
