written this during Amaths lesson on monday:

looking through the class, its obvious tat im the only Amaths student not paying attention to the teacher. felt boring, didnt really understand the teacher's workings. basically, its because I didnt wear my specs & i do not want to bcos it feels wierd putting it back on now. I only wear it in cases i nid to copy things frm the board. ok. sian.

i look down at the tb. then i saw tis qn:
3 sin x cos x = sin x.
hey how to do. I rmb tat my tutor taught mii tat exact qn. shit. 4gten how to do. stupid. i only rmb how when he comes. he came, its like suddenly i gt back my memories on what he taught mii b4. stupid memory. fine. im going to force myself to think.

aww sian. cant concentrate. so mani things r going to go on. theres oral 2dae. & my picture dicussion sux. i hope i rmb not to use singlish during convo. fcuk. then nx wk gt EOY. & im still not mentally prepared.

maybe i'll go force everyting into my brain on wed. im going fo tang study. its peaceful there. cold too. suits me as a vampire. im bringing share and muipeng along. my best sisters. just hoping tat they wont go on and on abt guys and their gossips plus their stories. then kip distract me. things r always like tat when they r both tgt. they attack me wif sick love stories tat make ppl puke. like mixing my twilight wif those guys. hey. im not bella allrite? tat edward whom u called tat sicko person is not mine either. ok. im going to remind them tat its a fotang there. so be pure...

wait hey. y am i thinking abt things happening on wed? im suppose to concentrate on the qn and not let my mind wander. hmm.. maybe i'll change qn... nvm i'll look at the wksht the teacher issued. omg his teaching method do not seem the same as what my tutor taught. plus my tutor accidentally taught an extra chapter.then i kip mixing up the method wif other qn. bcos i liked tat chap. chap 6.11 prove of identities. the easy ones r fun. he only teach until there then he realise tat he taught extra. oo man. got to tell him on tue. now he comes thrice a wk. omg thats expensive. i'll try to get him to give me some lessons for free :p he gave me free b4. calls that bonus.

oo fcuk. y is Amaths so complicated? i prefer Emaths. but then, for the previous Emaths test tat i failed... basically, i was stuck at this stupid qn for half the test & do not dare to move on. & also, i had a hard time trying to recall how to sketch a graph. and hence, i missed out the last qn. the easiest qn in the paper. tat's stupid. i scared later EOY i also like tat. then die liao lo.

i'll now look at some qn i did yst & try to recall. ok i rmb the last qn i did. lucky. omg i sure nid to do more. all rite now what the hell is the teacher trying to teach? maybe i should try listen. hmm.. wow hell yeah. i'll copy down the hw he's teaching. qn 2, 5, 10, 21, 23, 24. gd. copy down this then i'll get my home tutor explain. how ever my teacher is teaching rite now, me, do not understand. maybe i'll try copy down the workings on the board. hmm.. omg its hell lot. see le i also want sleep. better not try.

maybe i plot what i want to do on wed. 3 subject ba. geo, Amaths, ss. ok now only 45 mins past for Amaths lesson. 1hr 15min more to go! jiayou.

tis actually took up a foolscap full. i can do it for ss essay le. ^^
stupid. i lost the god damn usb cable. anyone has samsung usb cable??..............