theres a lot of things tat i feel like screaming out loud.
i'll just 'scream' them out in tis blog.

cant i just die straightaway and whenever i like it?! I want a new life.

let me go. its either you or me.

and now this is just a hopeless case.

so what if i have you? i still wont get my dreams fulfilled.

u r always the one making me happi one moment then make me sad the nx cant u just make mii feel sth same all the way so tat i would noe whether or not to give you up?

felt tat tis whole wide world is unfair. a living hell.

time is sprinting. it do not want to wait tis yr. its running faster than a vampire. oo gosh what a slow vampire am i. omg. i wish i could provoke the volturi and just let them kill mii. tis life isnt worth living.

stupid stupid silly girl. itchy hands. if u nv touch it in the first place, tis wont even happen.

kill me. stab me. make me dead. and hold no funeral for me. just leave me there to rot and continue living yor life as if i had nv been alive.

im a stupid stupid vampire hu just kips 4getting how to do maths. i thot vampires should not b so stupid. wth. ok im just a mere human hu lives in own stupid imaginary world of vampires veri twilight-ky. its so much tat everyting goes down and became hard. argh. and i also had a stupid memory................ wait. y do i want to die? woops i 4gt..................... oo ya!! i failed my entire yr alr. no more hope for mii. no more thru train. nightmare come true, dreams come fake. poof. this is rotten.

im sorry i cant face you anymore. 对不起你也对不起自己。我很自愿死。几时才轮到我撞车死掉？

im doing tis bcos there is no one else to blame but mii. blame myself for being too addicted to you. blame myself for not studying hard. blame myself for trusting you too much. blame myself for forgetting, blame myself for living.
forget remember me not.

lousy.

omg. cousel me. im out of my mind alr.

and there was this voice in my head saying: forgive, darling. that kind of person isnt worth yor love or hate.


oo, and muipeng, im not toking abt u in tis entire post. pls dun anyhow suspect. ^^ frens4eva.