y in de world am i alive? in tis world somemore. must i realli live on and endure through all the stress? cant i just leave everyone and let them 4get everyting? i realli feel like doing so. can i be a hamster at least? ...
for goodness' sake! i wan to quit st john!!! so fed up wif it!
tis ishh wat happen... read on to find out.
at first, the st john board said tat there ishh some karate tingy on saturday, 1000 to 1830 or someting. meanwhile, ive gt a tuition and a pro ject going on on saturday. so i postponed both of them. now i tink i can fail my project le. so, the tuition was changed to thursday. the project ishh except saturday, the rest of the wk ishh cant.
on thursday, i went to look at the board again. sth was added. karate tingy's dunno wat shift. mine was the 2nd shift, 1430 start.
now, i gt nth to do on saturday morning. GREAT.
by the way, i already looked for mr ho about the quitting st john ting cos i was so fed up wif it. he told mii to ask ms ng, i turned around and find her rushing off to teach. i ask her, she shook her head and rush off again. GREAT. how do u expect mii to pass wen ive gt a st john burden hu loves to organise tings during maii busy weekend? cos every saturday morning, i gt tuition. sunday morning, i gotta go temple. so i was emo for the entire two daes. even if i laugh, its a fake.
oh pls, i hate st john!
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