hamster

2011-10-06T16:55:00.000+08:00

Omg so long since i last updated. Wasnt in the mood.

But anyway, since this blog is dead and im not going to bother reviving it i suppose this will be a last post.
I've MOVED. ^^

Good luck and jys everyone for o levels!

2011-07-17T16:38:00.001+08:00

Peace. Chaste love. Freedom. Winds. Calm feel. Meadow. Full Moon. Eclipse. Wild sweet things. Deers galloping in the distance. Stars. Close your eyes under the night sky. Sleep. :)

If everything is clearer, it'd be a lot easier. Which is also why she's right.

Pocahontas-Colours of the Wind
You think I'm just an ignorant savage
And you've been so many places I guess it must be so
But still I can not see
If the savage one is me
How can there be so much that you don't know?
You don't know

You think you own whatever land you land on
The earth is just a dead thing you can claim
But I know every rock and tree and creature
Has a life, has a spirit, has a name

You think the only people who are people
Are the people who look and think like you
But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger
You'll learn things you never knew, you never knew

Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon?
Or asked the grinning bobcat why he grinned?
Can you sing with all the voices of the mountains?
Can you paint with all the colours of the wind?
Can you paint with all the colours of the wind?
(From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/d/disney-lyrics/colours-of-the-wind-lyrics.html)

Come run the hidden pine trails of the forest
Come taste the sun sweet berries of the earth
Come roll in all the riches all around you
And for once, never wonder what they're worth

The rainstorm and the river are my brothers
The heron and the otter are my friends
And we are all connected to each other
In a circle, in a hoop that never ends

How high does a sycamore grow?
If you cut it down, then you'll never know
And you'll never hear the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
For whether we are white or copper-skinned,
We need to sing with all the voices of the mountain
Need to paint with all the colours of the wind

You can own the earth and still,
All you'll own is earth
Until you can paint with all the colours of the wind

I'm looking for the greek version of this song, its lyics.Cant find. Anyone knows?

2011-06-01T15:25:00.000+08:00

long since i last post.
And now im posting, im bringing more than good news:
I've bought my hammies! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Omicron ♂

Iota ♀

Let's all welcome the second generation of royal hamsters, Iota and Omicron! *Applause*
So proud of them. ^^

Anyway, o lvl this year, and its June le, a few more months to the real thing and i've like, fail my mid years, so sad, so its time to work hard again. (I think im pretty slack so far) Cnt slack le if not die. That's why i got my Iota and Omicron. Hamsters bring me lotsa luck! ♥

So far so good, im leading a rather peace-d life. probably for the time being only.

I love the fact that June school, we do not need have the dreaded morning assembly. I hate those, such a waste of time. Now i wake at 7, instead of 6.30am. As the (crapped) saying goes: Even an extra minute of sleep makes a difference! Fuckyeahhhhh! ;D

Going for dinner with my sisterhood tmr. SO looking forward! ^^ I like it when the others instead of me makes an initiative and suggests going out. According to share, the prev saturday's meet is suggest by shea, tmr's is suggested by sherry. Love ya girls! ♥PenJiMiRuWen will always rock! ^^
So far for now, Cheeriooos~!

2011-04-27T17:10:00.000+08:00

I hate the flu. I seriously seriously hate it.

chi exams on fri alr. time to jys. D: (im still somehow clueless about the mole in chem. die le.)

haiiiizzzz...

2011-04-11T21:34:00.001+08:00

I miss you Chippy.
Made this tribute for them :')

2011-04-11T00:21:00.000+08:00

In my paradise, everything will be beautiful and perfect:
We will not face death or disasters anywhere.
We will have supernatural powers.
And nobody would ever think of misusing that.
Everything will be free.
All the animals will be cute and tamed.
There will be no stress at all.
Even school is something worth looking forward to.
No pollution, rules or fools.
Just peace, which no one would ever grow tired of.
:D

2011-04-08T22:40:00.003+08:00

This song has one of the most beautifaul lyrics i ever heard. :)
Second in place in my life for beautiful song lyrics.
First is Lullaby for a Stormy Night. Second is this.

Oira yasashii uta ga kikitaina
Dare ka honki de utatte kurenai ka
Kono yo ni umareta ikimono-tachi de
Hana wo mitsumete hohoenda no ha
Ningen dakara
Nagareru namida ha ningen dakara
Yowai anata ha ningenrashii

Oira shizukana uta ga suki da yo
Heta demo sotto utatte kurenai ka
Yozora no hoshi no hitotsu hitotsu ni
Kireina namae wo tsuketa no ha
Ningen dakara
Nagareru namida ha ningen dakara
Yowai anata ha ningenrashii
Mayotte ii no sa ningen da mono
Itsuka tsuyoku naru ningen datte

Nagareru namida ha ningen dakara
Yowai anata ha ningenrashii
Mayotte ii no sa ningen da mono
Itsuka tsuyoku naru ningen datte
~~~
Chinese translation:
我们想听优美的歌声
有没有人愿意唱给我们听呢
生在这个世界上的生物们
看到花会笑的只有人类们
会流泪的只有人类们
...弱小的你才像人类
我们喜欢安静的歌
虽然唱不好　但能唱给我们听吗
将夜空中的星星　一个个
加上漂亮名字的　也是人类
弱小的你才像人类
迷惘也无所谓　因为是人类
即使是人类　有一天也会变坚强
会流泪的只有人类
弱小的你才像人类
迷惘也无所谓　因为是人类
即使是人类　有一天也会变坚强
~~~

I like this sentence best:
弱小的你才像人类.
Of cos~ Vampires are so much better! ^^
Like me~ Vamp! :D

I'll be making a promise to myself on sunday. I aim to sleep before 10.30pm on sunday. :) Then wake up 9.30am, watch TV, eat breakfast, 10am go back sleep. :p 1pm wake up eat lunch, then do whatever my mum wants me to do. After that do whatever my teachers want me to do. Then eat dinner. Then slack awhile, then do whatever i need me to do. Then whatever i want to do. Then sleep. I will stick to that plan. If possible. :) If i do whatever my mum wanted me to do first, then nobody will stop me in doing hw alr. hope that strategy works. woops. I'll confiscate half of my own pocket money into my bank if i didnt stick to it...
Evil to myself. :p
Gtg chiong my tuition hw now le.
καληνύχτα~ ^^

Chem lesson today. Just random shots that i suddenly felt motivated to take. :p

really gtg. byes~

2011-04-04T20:18:00.000+08:00

Dreams are the most beautiful things in the world.

There is life- Alison Krauss
There Is Life lyrics
Under the snow, beneath the frozen streams
There is life
You'll have to know when nature sleeps she dreams
There is life

And the colder the winter, the warmer the spring
The deeper the sorrow, the more our hearts sing
Even when you can't see it inside everything
There is life

After the rain the sun will reappear
There is life
After the pain the joy will still be here
There is life

For it's out of the darkness that we learn to see
And out of the silence that songs come to be
And all that we dream of awaits patently
There is life, there is life

Can't wait. :) I'm coming home!

Crazy girls

2011-03-23T17:35:00.001+08:00

Yst ive got this faint spell, it feels so much like my human self is in coma. I hate being human, its so weak. Can't wait to change into a Vampire. :D

Regardless, ate dinner with Muipeng at point. I woke up 6.30pm, called her and set off at 6.45, aft ive anyhow change and comb hair. I think i look like some sort of mess. after dinner, we went ntuc walk walk and buy some stuff. As always, everything epic always happen there. We suddenly bcom "aunties" and walking around the section where all the aunties are because Muipeng is still hungry.

We were as if we're on drugs, one moment, im laughing non stop, then when i finally could end that laughing fit, muipeng started laughing and we're just being crazy. :) Lifting some stress off o lvl year.

We are still laughing when muipeng said she saw one of her friend's mother, and she pointed to a crowd of people. the first auntie i saw looks like my mother's friend. So i waved. The auntie realised that i have seen her and for a moment, her eye balls seems to bulg out, and she turned away hastily, like she dun wan to let the rest of the world know that i noe her. Muipeng burst out in crazy maniac laughter, saying that an indian man responded to my wave and... and... i forgot what she said, i was too busy laughing. ;p crazy day.

When i finally bought my whipped cream, she bought some food and drinks, we went off to some nearby buildings to slack. Saw plenty of roaches. zomg! I shall call that place the roach arena now on. my hse nearby and around also dun have that much roaches and i rarely see them. Muipeng's only had lizards, which arent that scary.

Niwaes, back to the point. We were taking some photos. unglam ones.
I'll upload them here, but apparently i dont have the time. facebook, soon soon, :)

♥,Bless bless~

I'll take off soon. :)

2011-03-09T18:48:00.001+08:00

Παρακαλώ περιμένετε...

I suppose its ok... :/
Can't wait for the break nx wk. Going Kbox with Muipeng and share, then soon after, we will bake, again! ^^ I love baking. The food may not always turn out to be nice but it will never fail to smell delicious! :)
And maybe in June, or even later, aft o lvls, Ice skating. Lemme guess, I'll go home with a sore butt. . . . or a flat nose if i fell from the front. *Gasps* should be careful. Vampires are suppose to have a good sense of balance. And Vampires are suppose to not need any sleep, so that they'd have more time to study. Hello? Any vampires out there? Change me change me. I need the time....
I don't know what to commend about time. I want it to pass fast because I wanna see my O level results, I wanna party, i wanna start breeding hamsters again. On the other hand, I wan time to take its own sweet time bcos i need all the available time in the world. esp now that suddenly my every subject seems to be deproving. (Except Amaths bcos im wholely concentrated to it for the past few months.) My Emaths gone to just pass only and im more than unhappy abt it. I hate careless mistakes. Gonna kill that part of the brain which causes carelessness.

Cheerios~ Although i done feel like it... wait. ITS WEDNESDAY! YES! CHEERIOS FOR REAL! ^^
Bless bless~

2011-03-07T22:53:00.000+08:00

问世间纷争，何时能结束，到底谁胜谁负？

Update for since Friday. :)

Friday:
Woke up for skool, wishing im sick so i can pon skool for a day, then sad when found out im still alive and well ( As usual)
Went to skool. Sleepy. As usual.
Aft skool, my mama brought me my camp bags. Thanks mama! ^^
Start camp: Zzzzzzzz
That night: Night duty: Zzzzzzzzzz i hate tying my hair into a bun, who set that stupid rule of tying buns! -,-

Saturday:
Slept only for less than two hours that night, so slept in the day when i get the chance. But sometimes when i get the chance, im no longer tired. Damn being human. Damn life.
That night: Bbq! Ends up my hair smells like Bbq. T.T but if not for that, its a good one. Oh, and ignore the kpop songs too. XD (Anti-kpop!)

Sunday:
Sunday yet felt like only the second day of camp, not bcos i enjoy it, but bcos i sleep and wake throughout the camp so much, im so used to waking up to the same day.
Break camp: JOY!! My mama promised she'd come and help take my damn bags home for me. so while waiting, helped to pack up, suddenly she called, i have to rush off. woops. :x

Went home, bathe, then dressed up, went to my mama cousin hse to bless her newborn baby, one month old. not cute de. :x ate lunch, went granma hse. Faint spells, went to sleep. stupid cousins, the boy ah! 5 years old. i wan sleep dun let me sleep. kip on putting a noisy toy near my ear. cnt see i wan sleep meh? wa lou eh. i scold him. then he act cool sae me scaredy cat. -,- but i can see he quite scared cos he walked away guiltily. :D

slept all the way til 7 plus, ate dinner. forgot to eat the vege and meat and im like, rice, soup, rice, soup. then left one last bite, i look up, OMG! forget eat the vege and meat. -,- sad life. this also can forget. went home, charge phone, unpack camp stuff halfway, faint spell came again. went to sleep. woke up two hours later, went to uncharge phone. played some songs while i slept. the next thing i noe, the nx morning alr. bloody omg.

so far, so good. i set my personal goal: not sleep during class. Woow! i suceeded! Well.. i think so...

Cant wait for the holidays. nx monday and tues, count tat out. i mean aft that mon and tue. Then two days of fun with my sisters b4 chionging study again. I wan FT!!!!! Share and muipeng, im going regardless you going anot. I'll ask my sis if you wont. XD

Oh yeah~

2011-02-28T23:04:00.000+08:00

Jys!

You put a smile onto my face. :)
He told me this: "Wow, you're so different from other girls. *Pauses* Well.. duh, everyone's different. ;)"

I'm currently trying to decide whether or not to get a couple of pudding hamsters.
They might come out helpful, as hamsters are the ones who used to give me all the motivation. On the other hand, I worry that they might come out like my naughty untamed gerbils. How how how?

Few of the mani hammy pics i found on tumblr.... (Chosen from my download list randomly)

Hamsters are sweet! ♥

2011-02-17T16:51:00.004+08:00

I love my blogsong. :D

Found it yst while looking for something else on youtube. At first I think the song sucks, but I love the lyrics so i went to google the lyrics, and read it over and over again, and i was like, this must be good as a song! oh right. It IS a song. So i went back to youtube and listen to it, and i love it. :p
Although its from a long time ago, 2001. :/

Lullaby for a stormy night -Vienna Teng
Little child, be not afraid
Though thunder explodes and lightning flash
Illminates your tear-stained face
I am here tonight

And someday you'll know
That nature is so
This same rain that draws you near me
Falls on rivers and land
On forests and sand
Makes the beautiful world you see
In the morning

Little child, be not afraid
The storm clouds masks your beloved moon
And its candlelight beams
still keep pleasant dreams
I am here tonight

Little child, be not afraid
The winds makes creatures of our trees
And the branches to hands
They're not real, understand
And I am here tonight

And someday you'll know
That nature is so
This same rain that draws you near me
Falls on rivers and land
On forests and sand
Makes the beautiful world you see
In the morning

For you know,
Once even I was a little child
And I was afraid
But a gentle someone always came
To dry all my tears
Trade sweet sleep the fears
And to give a kiss goodnight

Well, now I am grown
And these days have shown
Rain's a part of how life goes
But it's dark and it's late
So I'll hold you and wait
'til your frightened eyes do close

And I hope that you'll know
That nature is so
This same rain that draws you near me
Falls on rivers and land
On forests and sand
Makes the beautiful world that you see
In the morning

Everything's fine in the morning
The rain will be gone in the morning
But I'll still be here in the morning

I can't wait to grow up, make my own money, make my own choices, live in my own house, buy my own stuff, and then party with my friends like there's no tmr. Can't wait for the freedom, for the university, for my dream job!
O levels please don't shatter my dreams. I'll do what I can with my best to make my dreams come true. :)

Going to skool for two hours tmr. :/ Mum... I might as well don't. We spend... no. we waste a damn lot of time morning assemblying, singing and saying things that ppl just mindlessly memorise just to satisfy people who set the rule that everyone must do the common practises. -,-

Miss my gerbils? They're still doing just fine. Hope they can become less and less timid and daring to just run up onto people with initiative (instead of encouraging and still no movement).

Cuddled up in the dome that a fish shop uncle gave them. :) If you saw the real thing, i swear its sweet watching them. The effect is not in the pic. :/

Bless bless. :)
[Bye-bye in icelandic]

Back to believing. ^^ I'll be happier that way. Hope it comes true and I'm not making the wrong choice. 2012~

2011-02-10T23:41:00.005+08:00

I was having this stupid day bcos of one bad news. and a few others after that which werent that bad aft the first bad news. but it still makes a bad day altogetther.
Then i rmbed tumblr. so and surf for a while. found this quote just cheered me up: If people are trying to bring you down, it only means that you are above them.
I'll not let it affect me. :)
(cmon girl, fours hours and less of no sleep is better than nth. :] )
And then i saw this which seems like such a nice day to live in...

Simple things yet made you happy, like its a perfect day and everything else is going your way and on your side. Simple things yet so hard to achieve.

So stop critising. Sometimes, i feel you're angry with me even though i didnt do anything to you. stop pms. I didnt offend you. Just leading my own life.
(Don't hurt me just bcos you know I don't like hurting others.)

Forgive me, I don't think I'll be well enough for the next three days either. Not ok for nx nx and nx nx nx, due to im too tired. D:

sry i tink i pms-ed at you. did i? :/ just, sry. didnt mean it. thks for letting me ramble stuff to you everytime. I'll try to work hard and not let you down, or my parents or myself. If not life would be worse than death then i cant bring myself to face anyone. :(

So mani things, so little time. (Quoted from Muipeng)
Can't wait to hang out with her. Cos hanging out with Muipeng never fails to cheer me up. ^^ tired also can become hyper (Except the end of days.)

gtg. idk whether i should continue stressing out about stuff or just let go and blindly follow the advice of someone from a dream.
or should i just get a couple of new white hamsters and then there's this 5050 chance that my life would be perfect again or my life would get busier. I can't decide on anything alr, lost here in this moment. I can get an MC but just didnt dare. Sometimes i wish i can just sleep and dream and sleep and dream cos at least i can re do it if it didnt turn out right... :'(

Use euthanasia on me? one of the good things abt being a vet nx time is i get to have the injection thing which i could use on myself if life gets too bad. ;) but my main priority is going to save animals of cos. ^^

2011-02-06T23:03:00.000+08:00

Epic ttm with RuPenJi @ the beach today! (Y)

I love my frens! hahas. Looking forward to next outing alr. ^^

2011-01-30T11:55:00.001+08:00

^How long ago is that? :) ^

Yst:

Tuition early in the morning. late as usual. my neighbour's dog pounced on me. So long nv see it le, now Rusty just cut hair also. Looks cute. :)

Aft tuition, went home put things. The bus smelled like garbage truck! ._.
after that, im suppose to mit Muipeng for lunch. At first, the weather is just cloudy with very very small rain. but by the time i reached the traffic lights, it started raining heavily and im "lucky" one more step earlier and the rain will pour down on me. I called Muipeng, she is across the road. And had an umbrella. A pretty pink one esp. So she came over.

The rain is big but not deadly yet. After she stepped into the shelter i'm in, the wind started blowing heavily and now the rain is deadly. Mini floods can be seen alr.

We waited a while longer, waited for a perfect timing to get out of the shelter to cross the road. We were midway across the road when the rain became deadly suddenly. Her pretty pink umbrella turned inside out, we were half wet, hoping nobody sees us in this state. Great minds think alike. We are thinking: I hope there's no one I know in one of those cars watching this epic scene. Face all throw away alr.

Her inside-out lousy umbrella made us drenched. I found myself wishing there's nobody in those cars watching us. Like two helpless girls desperately trying to cross the road, meanwhile fix the stupid umbrella and meanwhile trying to not meet anyone's eye, meanwhile hoping no one is watching, meanwhile begging for the rain to stop for a little while.

Ran the rest of the journey into the shopping centre when we found out the umbrella is not going to be fixed properly if the wind kept on blowing it. Cold. Wet. Laughing at our plight. Cursing the rain. Screaming the words: Oh Fuck Oh Fuck. Look around quickly hoping to see no one we knew, watching. Complaining to one another. Epic scene.

Rushed to the toilet, shivering from the cold. damn we look like we just came out of a bath and didn't dry up properly: Now where's my towel?

Ate our lunch. Took 72 to Tamp. Were still dripping wet then. and cold~~~ Was about to become obvious I'm THE Little Miss Vamp. Went to toilet touch-up ( Inside J0ke ;] )

After tat Mrt-ed to Bugis. Met share. And at bugis, you shop. Obvious.

Going home tat time, took a bus to Little India mrt, purple line. I got off at Kovan, Muipeng got off at Sengkang. Then halfway thru my trip home in the bus, my mum called and asked me to eat out. damn; when i just told Muipeng my mum's buying for me. Then Muipeng said to lets mit for dinner.

Lmao: I got off at Kovan, she got off at Sengkang. We both took diff bus, expecting tat we'd not mit again today. Then I got off at the wrong bus stop, forgetting that im out of money alr. So i had to walk all the way home. :( after putting my things at home, went to meet Muipeng at the bustop she's suppose to get off at. Reached the busstop and a minute later her bus arrived.

Ate dinner, went to NTUC and try to decide which colour should Muipeng dye her hair to. Bought water, walked for a very little while b4 we saw my cousin and chatted for a very little while, then Muipeng went home, while i hang out with my cousin, since she's coming to my hse later.

~

Today: Yay! slept late without anyone disturbing... until 10am.

All my life I've been good, But now! Whoa~ I'm thinking what the hell!

2011-01-18T23:18:00.001+08:00

The whole world thinks that they are right all the time. People react with what they imagine things will be. Rarely will one really think about eveything, not missing a single point, before making the final conclusions. They just do accordingly to their believes.

One fine day...
*Stares at the title of my book: Lost Hopes and Shattered Hearts.*
Suddenly, I heard someone from my block throw down this porcelain vase and its falling at a very high speed, it hits and shattered into pieces on the ground. The falling: Lost Hopes. The broken pieces: Shattered Heart. ok crap. hahas.

Now on, I'll only take control of what I do in the future, but I won't care about who I'll be with anymore. :)

Flu. I hate flu. *Sneezes* Grabs a tissue. Flu always result in unstoppable big two. First, the endless sudden blows can just came out of your lungs through your nose or mouth. Hate the feeling. Second, the forever flowing goo. Yuckily unbelievable they actually came from somewhere you use to smell the air. Air in, liquid out. No logic when i didnt get to learn bio.

tmr will have the first cca this year. cant wait to step down. time passes slow when i wan to step down fast. Time, time oh time. Please stop rushing like a rocket in space one second, then a turtle on land the next. Be slow when i wanna study, throw parties, go shopping... Be fast when there's boring lessons, the wait for the results, wait for my turn, wait for anything...
Oh get me a Doraemon~

2011-01-15T23:09:00.000+08:00

Tuitioned, met RuPenJi, shopped at bugis. that pretty summarises everything up. i finally got my denim jacket. ^^ Also got a necklace and everything livens up when the necklace is part of it. hahas. love it! ♥

Amaths test on Monday. Better make that chapter, which is alr relatively easy in amaths, make that chapter like im good at amaths. B3 and B4 is possible~~ jys.

Should stop talking to myself here le. hahas.

2011-01-14T21:52:00.000+08:00

My sis made this. ^^
New year mood! Plus study mood. lmao. :)

I like to see what my sis draws/photoshop anime and intends to sell.
Once she drew this cat/person throwing exam papers into a fire. then tat paper disappeared. Her drawings always disappear. hahas. She loves art... i think. whenever i start complaining abt art, she look at me in this expression: "Sis, i take art." woops. i'm dropping art. :p

Drop art... hope its successful. Miss Koh says she's waiting for Jesslyn to give her the form first so she can submit all three forms tgt.
lol! today Mr Ho came out of the office, then tell Miss Koh cnt let Thru train drop art. I was like, frosting there, mid-smile, Guess it made me look like some kind of idiot. Then after he left, Miss Koh laughed and assured me she'll try her best to let us drop and besides she alr tell Mr Ho and he sae ok le.

Please! Cmon! I nidda drop art! It's like, useless!

After skool, went Hougang Mall pei Lizhen buy her comic books and look for an assessment book. hahas! She's buying an assessment book just after the eng lesson where the teacher told us assessment books help a lot in improving. lmao. i bought one b4 teacher sae. hahas. Can't wait for the CNY holidays~ been studying this entire week. I need an entire day to catch up on my sleep le.

But then, my parents or siblings confirm come disturb me whenever i try to sleep.
Papa: 大白天睡什么觉！起来！
Mama: 我在这边做家务，你在那边睡懒觉，你好意思吗？！起来帮忙啦！你以为家里只有你累啊？我也很累例！
Sis: Erm? Sis? Apparently, our Mama/ Papa wants me to wake you up so...... OR.. OMG 大姐你的gerbils终于生孩子了！
Bro: *Takes a bolster and start whacking me with it* 起来！*whacks* 起来！*whacks*

Irritating hor? how to sleep. The whole world likes to wake me up. but i can do sth to kip them away... to earn me that at most extra half hour of sleep:
1) Sleep in my parent's bedroom. And endure their hard hard bed and the sun.
2) Close my bedroom door and endure the knocking and screaming and throwing in of toys.

That's why, i think i nid a break:
Can I like, move out for a day, and sleep for that entire day without anyone else disturbing me?

Oh i cant. *sighs* tmr tuition, then gotta go Newyear shopping.... Sunday im planning to study.... Ya right. Some wonderful world. -,-

2011-01-12T22:50:00.000+08:00

Didnt actually nap today la. unless you count a 10 min shut-eye, an afternoon nap.
Went point with share today. aft her cca. strolled a while and went back home. i realise its been a long time since it was just me and her. hahas. time changes many things, but not all things.

Oh, and time heals wounds. :)

Share intro-ed me this song. I love it when Taylor started singing alr. :D

esp this part:
The lingering question kept me up
2 a.m., who do you love?
I wonder 'til I'm wide awake
Now I'm pacing back and forth
wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say 'hey'

I will sleep early today. i'd make use of tmr's art lesson, if im allowed, to do self revision of... anything la. i've made my own homework list, few from the teachers. I'll do them all. For O levels and my future's sake, rest assure, I'll do it all!

And i should really spend more time with my tutor. I'll make sure im of A1 standard for Emaths and B3 standard for Amaths before he leaves. I can I will I must. lolx. :)

jys, to all my friends taking major exams this year!

2011-01-11T22:38:00.007+08:00

I love Mitchel, He's got mesmerising eyes. ♥

lots of things happen recently and i hadnt even got time to catch up with myself yet. maybe a break will do, look back what i've done. oh my what i've done?! and what the f am i doing? should stop stop stop pull to a halt. oh. now i see. what i've done. that's stupid. and that is.... so why does that person even bother with me, that is? oh no no no it can't be true. I'll just be good and go back to my girls.... lol whats wrong with me. you made me confused about everything alr. im taking a break.

the weather is really cold recently. i like. :) but then once i stepped home, idk who put an invisible heater in my hse, it became so hot. then my parents kept saying its cold and off my fan at night! woke up feeling like i slept in a hot oven for the entire night.

I have, until June. only. to jys to the best for both maths. damn NS. can't you like, let my tutor off for a teeny mini few months only? lives of um... three people are at stake. mine especially! i only wan tat one and only poly, that one and only course and nth else. can't get in, im better off dead.

how i feel about me and o levels: Pls listen to Miley Cyrus' "The Climb".

New blogsong.
Celebrate- Mitchel Musso
I see you and me
cruising down the freeway in my AMG
top back with my mufflers screaming look at me
I like my subs to hit that high velocity

tonight's gonna be
tonight you're gonna see
loving and laughing
this night isn't over
let's keep on dancing
and when we get older
we could be
that's what I see
I see you and me
tonight's gonna be
tonight you're gonna see

let's celebrate
and throw our cares away
let's celebrate
celebrate today
let's celebrate
and throw our cares away
let's celebrate
celebrate

Me and you
doing whatever that's what we want to do
hands on the wheel
baby, just keep me close to you
no matter which way we go
we can't lose
tonight's gonna be
tonight you're gonna see
loving and laughing
this night isn't over
let's keep on dancing
and when we get older
we could be
that's what i see
I see you and me
tonight's gonna be
tonight you're gonna see

Feeling doesn't stop no it's never gonna stop no
feeling doesn't stop
no it's never gonna stop no

yup right it's going down
let me tell you what we're all about
dance, dance get your chance
shake those pants
do that dance
jump, jump
move that jump
change that sounds and make it fun
if you want jump, jump
we'll keep going 'til the sun comes up
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A mini break off these. Go celebrate for a moment, tat i made it a B3 and above but still retaking chinese. -,-
Tmr planning to go home straight after skool and sleep. tat's my break. hahas. Vampire dreams~
Thur, cca meeting. Friday and Sunday, new year shopping with Muipeng and Share. kinda hope karen can come along...... :)
And erm...

I'm still alive. I'll do what i can. Dreams do come true. ^^
Tell Chippy, I'll do it for her, for Bibi and the rest of her kingdom. love love.
I hope they provide things like spa and love up in heaven.

About these few days: I think im crazy. Why am i... omg. im feeling the faint spells whenever i think of that. I'd rather get used to shinee. nvm, let it go, my sisterhood rocks. :)

2011-01-09T21:59:00.000+08:00

Why do i get this feeling that everyone else is happy and still carefree?

O levels scared the freak out of me. worst nightmares, endless flow or tears whenever i think abt it.... afraid, afraid, afraid. can i do it? with points less than 10 points? My tutor said he didnt study yet he gets 10 points for L1R5. Jealous. wish i can do it too. is it possible? oh my! just, scared. cant concentrate on playing le. I understand how Muipeng feels last year alr. Only have the mood to slack or work. No play.

Went out for lunch with Muipeng today. Talked abt poly at my hse. Then my tutor came, did maths and amaths. oh i finally understand! ok actually i understand de. but things got like.... messy later on..
Skool teacher: (teaching fast fast)
Me: (Oh... I understand le. nx?)
Rest of my class: Huh? Huh? Huh?
Skool teacher: (re teach slower and in simpler terms)
Rest of my class: oh....
Me: Huh? oh nvm, i'll try to catch up.
(For the rest of the day and week) : wth is tat?
(when finally my tutor come and teach) : Oh! so it was THIS easy!

what's wrong. with me.

Well... fallen sick today. at first i was still fine. then suddenly i sneezed continuously, which after the pandemonium for five mins of non stop sneezing, bcom got sore eye. first left eye. then right eye. I think im going to die or sth. For real. Not my usual complains of jumping of buildings. lolx.

Time for this.

2011-01-08T22:02:00.002+08:00

Went ngee ann poly today with Lizhen after tuition. :)

Tuition let us go at 12, then we went Hougang mall for a while, then went to her granma hse return umbrella ella~ went my hse, went hougang point, ate lunch, went Ngee Ann poly

reach Ngee Ann at 3 pm or so.
Tried not to get lost.
Almost got lost.

At the veterinary bioscience booth... (The course that i die die also wan to get in de)
There was this guy over there, holding a mouse. real mouse. not hamsters or gerbils. to all ppl who think eevery rodent is a mouse, THAT is a real mouse. stop calling my gerbils and hamsters rats or mouse. Rat and mouse got huge differences. Rats are very big. :X
I walk over to the guy. And i smiled at him and took the mouse from his hand. Do i look like some kind of person who'd scream when i saw a rodent? I think he thot i would be afraid and just wanna touch it.
I love the mouse. It have the sweet dear Chippy feel... Stays on palm, tame.... Only Chippy's better. way better. and im always proud to mention her. ^^

went home at 6. the bus took a long time. reach home at 7.30. was half dead alr. aft a nice bath, im all right now! yeah! :)

love my frens~

"Study" at Bishan Lib

One of my favourite pictures from the botanics, where sherry finally take photos with us, which gave me a shock! :)

Shadows~~~

At first wanna post sth. But b4 i could, i suddenly realise there isn't a need to anymore. :)

2011-01-05T23:53:00.000+08:00

Removed my dreaded tagboard. I hate those stupid people who tags then i dun even know which planet or universe they were originated from.

Skool's great. love my location of class. corner. :)

Studying alr. i believe so does eveyone else. O lvl lehs.... jys!

had to sleep le, if not parents will kill me. They'll hear the sound my my typing. :x

cheerios!

2011-01-01T21:20:00.001+08:00

Thurs.

Met shea sherry cherie for lunch. after that ate at cherie's hse, which later, me and cherie went bugis to buy her skool bag for nx year. :)

after that, brought a milkshake with cream at AMK hub. ^^ delicious!

Went home, Mum wanted me to go to the hospital to visit my granmother with my sister. so went.

At the hospital, saw one of my aunt and uncle. then they received messages that more visitors wan see our granma so they have to go down. because, the hospital had this stupid rule, only four ppl can see the patient at any one time. lolx. lame rule. ok. so, another aunt and another uncle came up. chatted a while, then my cousin called. She wanted me or my sis, one of us to go down so that she can go up see granma. stupid rules. so sis went down. cousin came up. she told me another cousin was down there waiting too. lol. so i went down, met my sis and we went for dinner.

Bought dinner. the second set of aunt and uncle met up with us and we ate tgt. then slowly, more relatives come and join us. its like a family reunion at the hospital. lmao. ate finish, leave the adults there chatting, me, my sis and cousin went off for a walk around the hospital. took some photos, and jump shot-ing, before going back to meet the adults.

they are still chatting when we went back. so we played multi player on my sis phone. after awhile, two more cousins and another uncle came(Lol, seriously family reunion? :p) the uncle promised to drive us home later after we told him we are going home alone, by MRT. ^^ yay. free trip home. I like~

;D

Today, granma is out of hospital alr. :)
but sad news is, she came back to await death. :(
Hope she can survive long enough, until at least til after chinese new year.
She gotta have to stay and watch a final family reunion and well prepared.
Best if she can stay all the way till nx year.
jys, granma. :)

2010-12-29T18:46:00.001+08:00

Idk why i watched this. Just came across it.

And i gotta say. That person is crazy to let the mozzie bite him. My hand itches to smack the bitch dead........ and wow that's a lot of blood for it. probably times three of its own weight. I'm wondering why it still can fly. lolx.

I'm really really, dunno why, sian sian sian now.
Ever since i came back from today's flag day.
Probably just tired. and start doing random stuff like watching that mosqito vid, and wondering about the mosqitoe. .__.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!
sianxxx...
close eyes, open eyes, slap the mouse, look out of the window, cross legs, wonder what else is there to do, wonder how is it like my family are now at the beach without me bcos i have to go cca, look down at keyboard, wishing it's a piano instead, got an idea, turn keyboard into piano, i got piano widget in the comp.

open widget, close youtube, return to widget, played chorus of river flow in you, tried playing chorus of canon, trying to remember how canon chorus actually sound like, turns out playing another part of river flow in you, go youtube, type piano canon, clicked on the first thing i see, enjoy music, straightened my back, look at fingernails, uncross legs, stare at the youtube guy playing piano, wishing i can too.

He plays really really well. It's nice to have someone who plays the piano in your house. someone who plays classicals when you feel like calming down or sleeping. perfect world.

The word perfect reminded me of Twilight Vampires, smile at the thought, realises that the song is done, replay vid, concentrating on it, see how canon chorus sound like, pause as soon as i played it, went back to piano, recalled how canon sound like, find the keys to the notes one by one, suddenly, handphone rings.

Message, chorus of river flow in you is the ringtone, forgets everything about canon, grows mad at the distraction, calms down one sec later and wanted to play the youtube canon, but first, wan look at message, tries to reply, but mama calls my handphone, gotta hear what she had to say, didnt get to reply.

After the call, put down phone, forgotten about replying the message, played youtube canon, recalls something about youtube snake, forgotten how to play it, wan play, but lazy play......

look up at what i typed, recalled something my english teacher taught, show not tell, decide to try show not tell tonight, when i do my recall-revision after holidays.

That is how sian i am now. typing everything i do out. :) yawnnnnn... no i dun wanna sleep.

2010-12-18T23:37:00.000+08:00

Freedom is our birthright, but how come we feel captured?

Hey fucker. Look here. And come here. Me and you have some unfinished business. But first, let me *SLAP* your face. *Evil Grin*
That's for my sis.

My mum threw away my maginzines. if not for my aunt, who discovered that they're waiting to be thrown, i'd never see them again. My aunt disapproves of my mum's actions and went to question her out. I eavesdropped. Her reason? I never read them, so instead of letting them stay and collect dust, might as well throw away. (hello?? I read them whenever i had the time! You didnt see!) then she continued: she asked my sister about them. my sister allowed them to be thrown away. (EXCUSE ME?? my maginzines, you ask HER?? I hate her ok! dunno even know why am i given a sister. oo thats okay. I'm actually given THIS particular sister. most of the time, im like, it's either her or me! She doesn understand me, you ask her? bet you a million that my frens who dont live with me for 14 years understood me like 90% already!)

Fine she is my sister i am not suppose to hate her. but i hate her all the same. siblings rivalry. and this rivalry is different. it's either me or her. Oh so i guessed its her. All right, i'll move out first thing once i got enough money. I got enough.

Lets talk about happy things.
My Cirque Du Freak is completed! ^^
Happy.
But that stupid sister-sister fight had made me unhappy again.
Ok i didnt actually hate a fight with her, but i rmb all the stupid fucking bitchy things.
Sides, yikes! Why HER as my sister?
On second thoughts... Maybe she's better than retards...
No! she's a retard of the retards.
Oh never mind i should stop cursing her.
I should concentrate on o lvl next year already.
omg i just realised i hadn't done my amaths as promised to my tutor.
okok! fine! I'll do it tmr.
Wait! my bloody art too!
sianzxzz! which part of my brain reminded me of art?? to hell with you!
*Stabs art to its death*
Oh wait. its not even alive in the first place.
Not even a thing. see how worthless it is?
Wont even consider it a subject.
It's most probably some wierd stuff that unleashed along with the pandora box.
yeah i'm happy with that theory.
Off to sleep i go. :)

2010-12-18T08:05:00.000+08:00

Going tuition later. So while waiting for my mama to prepare my breakfast, (today she making pancakes), So i just come online for a while. lolx.

After tuition gonna get my remaining two books of Cirque Du Freak and it'll be completed! ^^ yippee! :D happy.

Okay its done. gtg~

2010-12-16T13:37:00.001+08:00

One of my favourite songs from Rapunzel! ^^

When will my life begin- Mandy Moore
Seven A.M., the usual morning line-up
Start on the chores and sweep 'til the floor's all clean
Polish and wax, do laundry and mop and shine up
Sweep again, and by then, it's like seven-fifteen

And so I'll read a book
Or maybe two or three
I'll add a few new paintings to my gallery
I'll play guitar and knit
And cook and basically
Just wonder when will my life begin?

Then after lunch, it's puzzles and darts and baking
Paper-mâché, a bit of ballet and chess
Pottery and ventriloquy, candle making
Then I'll stretch, maybe sketch, take a climb
Sew a dress!

And I'll re-read the books
If I have time to spare
I'll paint the walls some more
I'm sure there's room somewhere
And then I'll brush and brush
and brush and brush my hair
Stuck in the same place I've always been
And I'll keep wonderin' and wonderin'
And wonderin' and wonderin'
When will my life begin?

Tomorrow night
The lights will appear
Just like they do on my birthday each year
What is it like
Out there where they glow?
Now that I'm older
Mother might just let me go...

(REPRISE 1)
I've got my mother's love
I shouldn't ask for more
I've got so many things
I should be thankful for
Yes, I have everything
Except, I guess, a door
Perhaps it's better that I stay in
But tell me.... when will my life begin?

(REPRISE 2)
Look at the world, so close
And I'm halfway to it
Look at it all, so big
Do I even dare?
Look at me, there at last
I just have to do it

Should I?
No,
Here I go....

Just smell the grass, the dirt
Just like I dreamed they'd be
Just feel that summer breeze
The way it's calling me
For like the first time ever
I'm completely free!
I could go running
And racing
And dancing
And chasing
And leaping
And bounding
Hair flying
Heart pounding!
And splashing!
And reeling!
And finally feeling
Now's when my life begins!

And...

:)

2010-12-13T16:22:00.001+08:00

Miranda Cosgrove- About you now
Maybe I'm wrong, you decide
Should've been strong, yeah, I lied
Nobody gets me like you

Couldn't keep hold of you then
How could I know what you meant?
There was nothing to compare to

There's a mountain between us
But there's one thing I'm sure of
That I know how I feel about you

Can we bring yesterday back around?
'Cos I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down
But I know how I feel about you now

All that it takes, one more chance
Don't let our last kiss be our last
I'm outta my mind just to show you

I know everything changes
I don't care where it takes us
'Cos I know how I feel about you

Can we bring yesterday back around?
'Cos I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down
But I know how I feel about you now

Not a day pass me by
Not a day pass me by
When I don't think about you

And there's no moving on
'Cos I know you're the one
And I can't be without you

Can we bring yesterday back around?
'Cos I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down
But I know how I feel about you now

Can we bring yesterday back around?
'Cos I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down
But I know how I feel about you now
But I know how I feel about you know
Yeah, I know how I feel about you now

2010-12-12T20:43:00.000+08:00

Somebody help please!
There's a murderer out there.
Running about out there, mercilessly taking the time and lives off innocent people.
Art's the name.
There's more to it than meets the eye, some people did not even realised that they had been used.
Escaping from the evil clutches of the killer,
Guns pointing in its direction, is useless, and
Ice won't freeze art either.
Except... maybe... we can use...
STRATEGIES against it!

All hail Anti-art campaign! Art sucks.
Plan properly for it. -,- what a waste of my precious time.
Yuck.

=-_=-_=-_=-_=-_=-_=-_=-_=-_=-_=-_=-_=-_=

*receives chain msg*
*reads chain msg*
Oh.
You mean I'll get one of my wishes come true if I send forwarded it to ten people?
I'm bored. Let's try it out.
*Sends chain msg to ten people*
Let's see what kind of a wish I want come true.
Chippy coming alive? Me getting in the vet course? Me becoming a Vampire? Me dying in peace? Ability to go back in time?
Hammy wishes, Vampire dreams. :)

2010-12-11T20:35:00.000+08:00

Went nexmall yst with Lizhen. :)

Aim: Buy my Cirque Du Freak series books. ^^ and Lizhen maybe wanna buy Percy Jackson series.
Total cost: approx $70-$90

It was damn stupid. my EZlink card was like, left 1.25 or sth, so i was going to take out some money to top it up. And then i open my wallet to see only five dollars in it. It meant: SHIT! I FORGOT TO BRING MONEY! that five dollars was meant for lunch. and i forgotten to bring money for the books. like, wtf, dumb!

In the end, Lizhen offered to use her money, and we went to popular to check out the books. meanwhile, Suntec city also got this sales, idk what, selling books at the cheapest price. we decided to check there out. before that, we ate at the nearby coffee shop. While eating, an idea struck me. the bus stop beside the coffee shop has a bus service going to my home. then it means i can go home and take my money. then, after i took the money, i can go to another bus stop at the other side of my building, got one service take me directly to the red line, meaning i can reach City hall.

we did that.

At city hall, they didnt sell the books i want, but there's the books that Lizhen wants.
The problem: Longest queue i ever seen in my life.
By queuing, she can save 40cents, bcos i have a 20% discount which i can use at normal populars, but its 40cents cheaper than discounted price at suntec.
The conclusion: Back to Nexmall.

Nexmall: Ate at macs- my throat was running dry. Usually, i didnt care about the thirst bcos i always forgets to drink water. But with Lizhen, she kept saying: "Drink water drink water." Then bcom i also want to drink water le. lol.
Bought things accordingly, then went home- I've got tuition at 7. :)

Thats all. about today, woke up, bath, tuition, break, tuition, toilet, home, meet Muipeng, watch Flightplans, read books, watched Fated to love you, ate dinner, window shopped, home.

I rmb that i wanna post sth else on this blog.... But i forgotten what it is..... -,-

2010-12-10T10:04:00.000+08:00

Wednesday:
went to meet Muipeng and share at 1, then bought some stuff, went to my hse, made sth and we baked cookies. For the very first time with very minimum help from my mother. ^^ Ok. cookie failed. they were orange, burnt, too sweet, too sticky, too hard, too everything. lmao. :D aft tat went to ave 8 but some flowers for someone, and damn it the flower shop closed down. so we have to take a bus all the way to kovan to buy the flowers. then we went back ave 8 buy water babies. walked back home. its a long walk. and its around 7.59pm when we started walking and i have to reach home by 8pm, and its a very very long walk. and plus the fact that the flower is turning brown. this was the encouragement: "快点快点！不快的话，第一，我会死。第二，食物会凉，第三and most importantly,花会死！" :)

reach home at about 8.18pm. ate dinner, do final touch ups on the flower(while watching Muipeng miss her Laogong. ;D)

Thursday:
mit muipeng at one, went share's hse. mit shea, bought lunch, mit sherry, went share's hse and ate lunch, while watching Alice in wonderland (Her name is Um, you idiot!) , fast forwarded. Exchanged presents, then went Hougang point, rent DVDs, went my hse, open presents, bake a pie. At first, we thot the pie will fail as well bcos the mixture is like very sticky. so we youtubed it, realise its suppose to be sticky, oh we just 疑神疑鬼la. put it in the oven, and went to watch "The lovely bones" that movie is... un-understandable. see le also dunno whats going on. halfway thru, the pie was ready, and we ate pie while watching the rest of the movie. after the movie, they went home. lmao shea left her fake flowers here and share left her watch. wow my souveneir! ;D

Our failed cookies. :p

Packed fail cookies.

One of shea's flowers! ^^

Lunching and Alice in wonderland-ing

Sherry with her new Shinee cup. :p

Pie making in progress!

meanwhile...

Fast-forwarded!

sticky pie

Success pie!

Boring movie...

ok. lol. rusty just came down and gave me this surprise visit. so glad my hair is not in a mess and im still a bit presentable hehes. rusty damn fat lmao. fat dog. he's excercising by climbing stairs. hahaha! :D

2010-12-06T14:18:00.002+08:00

What if... I want the best of three worlds?

It's crazy day today for me. I'm gonna tidy up my messy than ever table, and draw my art--- the first step of hloiday art homework! meanwhile, I'll have to search around the piles, looking for any signs of life from my other subject homework. so long since i touched maths or amaths. hope i dun forget anything... why the hell does time have to grow wings??

2010-12-04T23:34:00.004+08:00

Went to the library yst. b4 that going to orchard with Lizhen, she need to get some stuff.

So far, in accordingly, ive only read book 1 to 3. skipped 4 to 6 bcos they are temporary unavailable in the library. In my home, borrowed from the library, is book 7 to 11. Just finished with book 9 and i hated the plot. My favourite character died. I knew this will happen but i just thought that its too soon. A spoiler online said everyone will die, including main character and dragons take over. but damn it, theres still three more books to go and my favourite character just go and die like that, suddenly?? Feel like going to visit the author and sound him out. yerks!

nvm. crap.

Niwaes, went cca today. this was crap too. cant believe i actually had to wake up THAT early in the middle of my sweet holidays, wear some Sj uniform, just to go somewhere else, welcome some MP that i heard i tink he's reluctant to come, then go and clap hands for some ppl who won sth. thats all. All that's nice is perhaps only the lunch. (to make up for making us wake so early? :p)

crap.
crap.
CRAP!

Damn a laggy comp this week.

and ive never had a fun dream since so long le. probably due to the fact i changed from sleeping on a pillow to a bolster bcos my pillow was like rock. maybe i should change back just for today to have another exciting dream. ;D

My heart beats for love- Miley Cyrus
I've been stranded on a lonely street
Got lost in the shadows
Fell hard in the battle
Heard cries and the suffering
walked through the darkness
Left broken and heartless

I'm calling out, can you hear my voice?
I'm gonna find you through all the noise
Ooh whoa
You know there's nothing that I wouldn't do
Shine your light as I reach for you

My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love
It's the sound that I hear, tells me not to give up
It breathes in my chest and It runs through my blood
My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love
Whoa ooh oh oh oh yeah

I've been told at least a thousand times
It's not worth the struggle, the hurt or the trouble
I keep running up to these front lights
No I won't surrender
I'll wait here forever

Standing here with my flag held high
Oh can't you see that it's worth the fight?

My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love
It's the sound that I hear, tells me not to give up
It breathes in my chest and It runs through my blood
My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love
Whoa, oh oh oh yeah

I march across this battlefield
I'm screaming out, can you hear me now?
I'm holding on, I stand my groundI'm screaming out,
can you hear me now?

My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love
It's the sound that I hear
Tells me not to give up
It breathes in my chest
And it runs through my blood
My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love

My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love
It's the sound that I hear
Tells me not to give up
It breathes in my chest
And it runs through my blood
My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love

(My..heart..beats..for..love..for..love..)
Whoa, oh oh oh yeah, love

I let you live in my heart,but you broke it. I had a hard time chasing you out and mending it. Now it healed successfully, and I like it that way. Don't bother knocking on that door again. It'll do you no good.

Oh, last but definitely not least, FUCK ART.

2010-12-01T14:10:00.002+08:00

Hope it all work out...

Sway to the melody

I love sleeping and dreaming♥

2010-11-30T13:21:00.000+08:00

That craziness.

Recently kept going on to the library. Im not hardworking. Im just there to try and find if the book i wan is there. lolx. books are rare in libraries. Right now, im trying to find more cirque du freak series books but some ppl borrowed it away alr. grr, cant they buy more copies! books that everyone wants, buy more copies! books that no one ever borrowed before, sell them! simple logic. I wanna finish reading the entire set of cirque du freak also cnt. not as easy as fated to love you. So i guess i like fated to love you more. :) re watching it without any problems. nice. :)

the only place i can find the entire set of cirque du freak, except book 6, is in holland village, but those are for rent and the owner there will scold if you stayed there to read. -,- money face.

Omg its december soon..
no sisterhood parties yet...
school reopening in less than 35 days. 35 days is a very short period of time.
awww... :'(

Yst went out with muipeng to the library. there was this once i tried pushing her. she ducked i missed i didnt fall or almost fall. but she took it as she ducked so therefore i must've fallen or almost fell. had a hard time explaining to her that i didnt fall or almost did. so i told her: I dont' do anything associated with the word F!

Thinking wrongly, Muipeng said, oo you're a virgin! Duh.
After that, we went Hougang mall. The floor was slippery and therefore i almost fell. Then i tell her, omg i almost fall down. she said, i thot you don't do anything associated with the word F? you did sth associated with the word S! you slipped! (Inside joke abt the S) "No," i replied, "I lose my balance."

Cheerios!

2010-11-28T22:56:00.000+08:00

Went to my granma hse today. Baby cousins were lmao.

The only few nice things about kids. they're sometimes cute, but all the time, lmao. hahas. Like today my bro and the 5 year old cousin, very lame. The five year old dunno y, was playing hide and seek. then he hid in a basket that he managed to squeeze in and then my bro tried to camouflage him.

my bro covered the basket up with blankets and only his head popping up, then he covered the pop up head with a mini chair. the chair acts like a helmet somehow. then my bro surrounded the basket with lots of toys, and put it like my cousin is part of the toy mess. then he asked to take a video(which turns out to be really funny) just then, my granma stepped into the room. She told me bro to clean the room up, she didnt even notice my cousin in the toy mess. hahaha. but when my bro invited the five year old's older sister to come search for him, she spotted him right away. The piled up thing probably looks obvious.

Random:

Miss my gerbils? they're getting nicer. :)

There was once my sister was angry and she threw into a fits.
This is what she did to the toothpaste. (not mine toothpaste, I dont use this brand.)

@Vivo with Share and muipeng... Guess whose leg?? :D

Cheerios!

2010-11-24T13:07:00.006+08:00

Re-watching Fated to love you successful! ^^
Currently re watching all my favourite episode over and over again. A bit crazy uh. Hannah Montana season 4 is up on youtube alr. Time to go watch this too! hahas.
These few days are like, damn bored. Wan msg ppl also dunno what to sae. Wan use comp but only limited to one use per day. Wan watch tv but nth's good on show. Wan play with my gerbils but they can't be tamed. Wan do housework also get scolded when i dunno how do. :x Wan study but my patience level for that last only for 15 minutes. Bored ttm! Morever, the weather's not nice. It won't rain and the temperature is still like damn freaking hot. Not even a drop of snow. lolx. :)

Penjimiruwen! When are we going to have our party, picnics and outings!? I'm still looking forward! :D

Feelings don't die easily because we keep feeding them with memories. That's exactly the reason why it's hard to move on.

I saw sth on share's blog. I hope she doesn't mind me reblogging it... We do that on tumblr all the time! ;D
Life is unfair. You put someone first who puts you second. You study your ass off for a final only to get a B in the class when you deserved an A. You give 110% to someone in a relationship when they only give 40%. You’re there for your best friend at 3 a.m. when they need it the most and the next day they don’t pick up their phone. You give something your all and sometimes get little to nothing back. You care so much about someone who doesn’t care enough about you to say Hi once in a while. You give someone your time and they give you “sorry, I’m busy”. It seems like you’re giving everyone everything and they’re just walking away with it.

2010-11-19T13:35:00.000+08:00

Im still good-Miley Cyrus
So I might slip again,
Let it in now and then
That don't mean anything
I'm still good

I looked around me
How did I get here?
Not part of my plan
I ended up in a situation
Wasn't in my hands

I think about it
When I wanna give up
How to keep on going
How to keep my chin up
Somehow I know it
I'm not gonna give up
Never gonna give up

[Chorus]
So I might slip again,
Let it in now and then
That don't mean anything
I'm still good
Trying to be my best
When I fall in some mess
Pick myself up again
I'm still good

I'm still good,
I'm still good

When days are like that
And I can shake 'em
It's weighing on my mind
So I'm just saying
I'm only human
Life gets you down sometimes

I think about it
When I wanna give up
How to keep on going
How to keep my chin up
Somehow I know it
I'm not gonna give up
Never gonna give up

[Chorus]
So I might slip again,
Let it in now and then
That don't mean anything
I'm still good
Trying to be my best
When I fall in some mess
Pick myself up again
I'm still good
[Repeat chorus]

Life puts up a fight with me
But I can take on anything
I'm gonna make it real, this dream I believe in

I think about it
When I wanna give up
How to keep on going
How to keep my chin up
Somehow I know it
I'm not gonna give up
Never gonna give up

[Chorus]
So I might slip again,
Let it in now and then
That don't mean anything
I'm still good
Trying to be my best
When I fall in some mess
Pick myself up again
I'm still good
[Repeat chorus]

I'm still good
Pick myself up again
I'm still good
I'm still, I'm still good

Oh gosh. Why am i doing this for you again?

2010-11-18T10:12:00.004+08:00

Yst met up with Cherie, Shearel and Sherry to do some sisterhood stuff. :)

Lol we do until so stress, so messy and so funny lmao. :D
Can't wait for Friday and nx week, Penjimiruwen's official gatherings! these occasions are rare and therefore we must take more pictures. hor? hor?? ;D

One funny thing me and sherry was talking about:
(About fated to love you. Only me and sherry watched it.)
{translated to eng}
Sherry: Ya! And i also like Ji Baobei!
Me: yeah lo yeah lo! so cute de. I also want.
Sherry: Eh Ji Baobei Boy or girl ah?
Me: oo ya... dunno eh.
Cherie and Shearel was thinking: Lol watch show also dunno boy or girl. -,-
Me: I know! Girl! In the end she pregant ma.
Sherry: Oo ya! (to cherie and shearel) you all know who is Ji Bao Bei?
(Cherie and Shearel look at Sherry.)
Me: It's a dog!

Ok then cherie and shearel was like, oo no wonder. lolx. xp

I'm working hard for o lvl nx year. chiong ah!!! nx nx week on. ;D
Aww heck my mother dun let me re-watch Fated to love you. :[

Cheers for my Mitchel! ♥

2010-11-15T21:45:00.001+08:00

Hey holidays!
好不容易可以再次holiday 了！
要好好珍惜！^^

Went out with share today. for not long. chatted a bit. initially wanted to go look for rusty. long long no see? yep no one's at home. end up we didnt get to see him. 没有缘啦。勉强是不能幸福的！;D

gtg~
Cheerios!

eh美萍我告诉你哦。这才是我的命中注定耶！

2010-11-14T23:19:00.001+08:00

我的快乐，会回来的。

Didnt update anything at all these few days. ok. one week! but 8 nov to 10 nov, im busy with my o lvl chinese! hahas. yup my o lvl, its like, yippee! my cloze passag, first time in my secondary school life that i did absolutely alone, got 9/10! and without music! YES! ♥ great accomplishment. ^^

and after the o lvl exams, stayed back with Lizhen for a while. then i told her i fell in love with this drama that i find interested in only now, although its like, so long ago: Fated to love you. then i cant wait for saturday. so she told me about this website that got show Fated to love you. so i went home, the first thing i did is watch Fated to love you. ^^

then 10 nov to today, these few days i kept watching. and i actually kinda feel guilty. i told ppl im busy. when im actually watching that show. sorry if i signed out when you signed in just cos i dun wanna talk to you, i wanna watch my show. :/ then everyday watched 3-4 series, skipped some boring talking parts, yeah finnally completed it! : D and so now, im officially free! ^^
Moral of the story,

This week, im leaving it for my frens. nx week, im leaving it for freedom. when the first and a half week of december starts, I'll then officially start my revision. :) o lvl nx year, must work hard throughout!

went out with Muipeng to bugis today. most of the time talking about fated to love you. :) i ask her, is it you like ruan jing tian or cherie like ruan jing tian last time ah? ok its Muipeng.
What random we chatted about. that xinyi is damn lucky to have such a cool guy just bcos she slept with wrong person, that this name "cun xi" fits ruan jing tian more than "ruan jing tian", and blah blah blah. lolx.

Bitten by a vampire,
Cheerios~

Because, that is what i called, the perfect life.

2010-11-07T20:13:00.000+08:00

Random funny stuff i should have put up long ago. :)

and

thats all. lolx.

If only saying {I love you} to a crush is as easy as ABC...

My sis's back from china.
My first reaction: so soon?!? lol.

my gosh. today is sunday. tmr is monday. yst is saturday. but it feels like yesterday's just friday. wednesday is the o lvl chinese. the coming friday there'll be skool, maybe movie and then class bbq. coming saturday most probably going serangoon ave 1 see if white hamsters of my dreams are available. :p

rightzxz, I'll go somewhere else.

2010-11-06T22:18:00.000+08:00

Didnt feel like studying today. :x omg o lvl coming still dun wan study! dumb girl. -,-
went tuition.
went to buy lunch.
went share hse.
went there to slack.
went home in the rain
went with muipeng.
went to watch tv.
went to buy dinner at 7.
went back home to eat at 7.30.
went to use the comp since 7.45.
:p

sayaonaras~ wenting to play comp. ;D

2010-11-03T23:32:00.001+08:00

Almost cant wake up today. was like damn damn tired and i dun wan to get up. wanna go on sleeping. therefore, almost late. reach skool at around 7.59. lesson start at 8. ok la. also not like i first time like tt. hehes.

chinese lesson. recess. maths lesson. yeah this one i was sleepy. then eng lesson. after that went home to sleep. clock struck 4, i went to skool for my last leadership workshop. :) we played games. theres this game called traffic jam, and another one we nid to connect dustbins, another one we need to shoot a big big rubber band into this chopstick. my team won. lol all these games need so much strategizing. hahas.

went home. ate dinner. tuitioned. bathed. wash my terrapin cage. holy shit my sis's terappin drop into this big big pail full of soap water. dunno whether i should wish that my sis is here with me, lol. if she here she'll scream. but she'll be the one rescuing it. hahas. but she's not here. she's in china. ok then i get it out myself. maybe not myself. my bro helped a little. after that, clean my gerbil cage. manzxzxz, they stink. i really really so much rather prefer hamsters!! at least they don't mess up their own house. my gerbils create havoc in their own house, refuses to be held, bite up their furniture, ate up their towel, jumps about when im trying to bath them, and did not want to give birth. that book about gerbils, totally lied to me. hahas.

ok gtg soon. i want to be able to wake up tmr. hahas.

Cheerios~ I ♥ Mitchel~

2010-10-26T17:28:00.003+08:00

Everything is just part of my imagination. nothing works.

I don't care anymore. Its just not worth it. You're already rolling eyes in your heart.
I can move on. Yes. I don't wanna put you first anymore. You're never worth it. I was wrong.

yst went hospital. and between the waits, i went to my granma hse. ^^

my 4 years old cousin was there. her two years old sis was alsleep. grandma was watching tv. then my cousin took one barney activity book wan me help her with it. :) hahas shes one of the few kids i love♥

but then, i actually kinda pity her.
first, both her parents are working. no one's teaching her anything exept for skool. but she doesn't really like her skool. so no difference.
second, i ask her, where's your colour pencils? she sae she dun have. oh. my. gosh. you dun have colour pencils?? didnt your papa mama buy for you?!
third, there was this connect the dots in the activity book. no one taught her much. guess what. she cant match 1 to 10. see le i also wanna cry. poor thing. wanna bing her back home and teach her until she smart smart sia.
fourth, shes quite lonely. grandma didnt really play with her. her two year old sister cant play with her yet. then when i had to go, she's quite sad. haiz. saddening.

went home at around 5. the doc tell me my results is that everything's normal. my parents eventually had wasted their money forr my checkup cos they suspect this suspect that. hai me lose blood also. -,- then i had a numb left hand for the entire week.

Its been months. Yet, I bet you had never missed me before, let alone thought about me. Meanwhile, I'm here with you on my mind 24/7.

还有很多天。Yeah. cant wait.

2010-10-23T23:14:00.001+08:00

Thanks. so long since I've ate a proper bar of chocolate. its always been M&M minis for me. Oh, and i love milk; i drink it everyday when im a kid. idk y im still this small.

And i wake up so early just to go to this thing and it suck. mostly cos of the stupid dummies.
I hate dummies.

and idk what's gotten into me.
its just a stupid cert tat isn't even going to be part of my life plans, and it, in fact, and nothing to do with it at all.
not getting it is like, "uh huh?"
then why the fuck the tears rolled out?!
i wasn't sad. i wasnt feeling anything else. just, uh huh. then the tears flowed out.
just because that stupid dummy won't cooperate.
then my mind was thinking: "oo nope nope im not crying. its just the dust got into my eyes" yeah what crap my mind was giving me. cant say it out either. cos your voice isn't going to sound as normal when theres tear in your eyes. I don't see the link in it. i want to. and this just gradually links back to how much i wanna learn biology and my this stupid skool just doesn't allow me to. why? Normal academic can't take biology? what crap.

I love my juniors. they were waiting for me and im like, the last today? -,- esp Vivien. first to be allowed to go home but then in the end last to go home.

accompanied Regina, Geraldine and Nattawat/Methasit to eat their dinner. they're gonna make me lmao. :) took mrt and then took bus home.

Today was ok. tmr is gonna be bored. so i guess im gonna watch television in the morning, then eat lunch, study chi, and clean my gerbils cage b4 dinner. I'm gonna be landed in such a plight of a whole day at home cos share didnt want to go out; she wanna watch tv, and muipeng didnt want to study with me; she find studying alone better. oo great.

I want 13 nov to faster come. its been months since i plunge into the pool. (lol. how come that sentence reminds me of geog's plungepool?) 13 nov, probably nth is going to stop us except for our 大姨妈. :D

2010-10-22T13:04:00.000+08:00

Stupid results. thats probably one of the lowest. oo yeah, it is, in fact, the lowest in class.

hope i'll not retain.

please please please idw retain.

Oh of course. that is so, totally, A
.

later cca. tmr cca. wtf cca. very sian~

2010-10-17T20:17:00.000+08:00

Breathe Slow- Alesha Dixon
I'm running out of patients
'cos i can't believe what the hell
I'm hearing
And speaking of hell
It don't compare to this heat
That i am feeling

I love you too much
It shows
All my emotions go
Out of control oh whoa whoa
Good for you bad for me
When i can hardly see
From the tears that flow oh whoa

Can't forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'cos ladies take it in
And get composure
Before i lose it get composure

I am gunna breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'cos ladies take it in
And get composure
Ladies never lose composure

Not guuna lie
Or even try
You've got my wheel spinning
And i ain't the one to show
The gun
'cos that means you will be
Winning oh yeah

I love you too much
It shows
All my emotions go
Out of control oh whoa whoa
Good for you bad for me
When i can hardly see
From the tears that flow oh whoa

Ooh oh ooh
Can't forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'cos ladies take it in
And get composure'
Before i lose it get composure

I am gunna breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'cos ladies take it in
And get composure
Ladies never lose composure

Somebody better hold me back
You're lucky i know how to act
(so lucky ain't gunna attack)
I'm being calm and cool
But believe me you
It's taking everything to just
Breathe breathe breathe ...

Can't forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'cos ladies take it in
And get composure
Before i lose it get composure

I am gunna breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'cos ladies take it in
And get composure
Ladies never lose composure

Can't forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'cos ladies take it in
And get composure
Before i lose it get composure

I am gunna breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'cos ladies take it in
And get composure
Ladies never lose composure

Doraemon R0cks~

2010-10-11T17:51:00.000+08:00

The truth:
:) I love my mama papa.
lolx.
+++---+++---+++---+++---+++---+++---+++---+++---+++
Hard work paid off! ^^

Two reasons to be happy today.

First, No more art!! for this, i am very very very very very extremely happy. :D
Second, Mrs Wong said that she thinks my SS scored quite well. :)) Hard work paid off! she sae can see i memorised everything. yay! that two weeks of SS did pay off! ^^ Looking on the bad side of life, maybe Mrs Wong rmb wrong person. or maybe her "score quite well" means pass, which is quite good compare to last few years which i nv pass b4. :) my "score quite well" is more than 30. hmm.. cant wait for the results.

yeah i cant wait for the results. its then that concludes whether i'll be living nx year. if i retain, i'll go and die le. i dun care. i dun wan do n level when i alr start to catch up with the o lvl standard le. :)

yeah! no more art. although my art looks hideous, i dun think abt it, its gonna be the last last last painting i'll ever do for the rest of my life, probably. :) happy! ^^

Or anything about art, anymore. :)

After this freaking EOY and Muipeng's o lvl, i am really really going to hang out more with penjimiruwen, we should be bonded more yeah? :D Miss the craziness. :)
♥~This picture dedicate to Penjimiruwen~♥

And aww... They actually take the extra effort to go down and save that doggie. So good souls still do exist. :) I thought they had all extinct. ;p

This is one lmao pic i found on tumblr. :D

So now.....

Mogu . Cheerios . Boo! ^^

2010-10-10T12:55:00.002+08:00

And my sis bdae.

I'm doing art at home.
Which is like, saddening.
Then i went on tumblr,
I saw this really WOW Swimming Pool slide.

And i wanna have a go at it.
Although going down the slide will make one feel like she is commiting suicide.
Yesteday I saw this on tumblr,
These beams of sunlight hiding behind the flower.
The picture reminds me of peace.
dunno y.
must've been all the art.
These craziness of art will all end after this. jys. chiong ah!! :)

And then i went on youtube to look for some melodies of peace
cos i realise this world is getting crazier by day
and i need a rest from everything.

and these music always made me calm down.
sometimes, let me sleep.
but its peaceful.
not like art.
Art look like peace, but its not. Peace is its facade.
I'll very much want to stab art in the heart if it were a person.
I hate art alot alot.

Cheerios, Mogu, Boo, !

2010-10-09T15:08:00.006+08:00

For every subject. :)

Just a few more days b4 i will buy the hamsters. Jys!

Art on Monday. Art sucks.

Geog last fri/tmr, spent almost all the time on physical geog, then i only left 25 mins to do my human geog! lolx.

One three marks qn in physical geog, I rote almost a page. wasted sia. hehes. then the four mark qn for human geog, i rote two lines. human geog sucks. so bloody difficult. :D

gotta chiong art now, Mogu B00~

I love Dumbo.

I'll let my voice recharge for a few days before singing again. :)

2010-10-07T22:52:00.004+08:00

Boy: I broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

___________________________________________________

Think about it, when she’s too much for you.. She just wants the best for you. Because to her YOU’RE the best. If you don’t like something, talk to her about it. You mean so much to her. Don’t just give up. Don’t just leave because you want the easy way out. Ya’ Dig?

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Recently, my dad pms with me. idk what he wants, or whatever it is. just pure bias against me with my sibs. dk whats wrong either. everything i did is like, a wrong deed to him. even a question, or a favour...
(Convo in chi)
Dad: pass me that remote control.
Me: (saw two remote controls on the table) Which one you want?
Dad: Damn it I'm getting angry with you, seriously. I hate your attitude, your eveything, and you better be assured that one day, i will get my revenge, on this, this bloody attitude you have towards me... blablabla...(gets up and got the remote control)
Me: (thinking) huh? what i do? ok nvm. whatever. (walks to room)

Please tell me whats wrong.
The teachers in the temple would probably said its just karma, sth i did to him in prev life or sth that causes this way. ok, i'll be the good person here, id just let everything go and concentrate on the thing i nidda do now. :)

Good Luck for EOY, ^^

2010-09-29T23:06:00.002+08:00

This rocks. Rami's gonna be the next Vampire! Woohoo! ♥

Benjamin. woops i 4gt who is he in the book le. gonna re read it aft eoy. :)

gtg. byes!

2010-09-27T18:03:00.003+08:00

Share share, you're right. I'm posting it. :D

Hardworking doing literature. :)

Smile at the cam!

Share :]

Share took this photo.

Muipeng kip on sms-ing. hai yo, hu ar? hu ar?

Doing maths. :]

After the walk.. ;D tired....

Paper.

Photography: LEGO correction tape! hahas. :) Mine's the blue one.

2010-09-25T20:05:00.005+08:00

Found on tumblr, and i like~
My Sweet Heart: How To Keep Your Girlfriend Happy

Happiness:

1.One & Only. Your girlfriend should be your one and only. Make her feel special, k guys? You’re lucky to have her even if she’s lucky to have you too. We know there are prettier out there but we like feeling as if we’re the only beautiful one in your eyes, and the only one you see.
2.“Ladies first.” No. That rule doesn’t apply to communication. Don’t wait for her call, text, IM, why don’t you try talking to her first for a change ? It’s thoughtful and sweet if a guy can actually do that.

3.Surprise her. You don’t have to drive an hour to her house at 3 a.m. to set off her name in fireworks in front of her window, but the little things are big things. A simple, good morning text, is more powerful than you think.

4.What insecurities? For the love of god, all girls have insecurities. Please don’t point them out. For example, today I was looking at food and my boyfriend said “You eat a lot. You probably could beat me at a buffet.” WHAT. THAT’S NOT WHAT YOU SAY. Also, let her be herself. If she’s having a bad hair day, don’t make fun of her if it’s hurtful. Let her wear sweatpants and still feel pretty damn cute around you, even when she’s not looking her best.

5.Act the same around your friends. You’re not a real man if you completely blow off your girl in front of your homeboys. When you’re going to hang out with her & your friends you better not run off and leave her standing there to greet them like WUDDUPPP GUYSSS.. NO, you better at least walk with her and introduce her to them if you haven’t already. If you walk with her hand in hand, she’ll love it.

6.When she’s mad. Dude, you better try and get her back. Chase her, whatever it is, don’t let her walk away when she’s mad at you. It shows you don’t care enough to go after her. Don’t let her go.

7.Maintain. If you did a bunch of cute things with her before, try and keep it up. You don’t have to go all out everyday for her, but don’t stop completely just because you got her already.

8. Honesty. If you lie to her, you’re going to have one hell of a time regaining that trust because she’ll start questioning everything you’ve said or done for her, no matter how small that lie was. Fess up or get lost.

9.Trust. If your girl really doesn’t like one of your friends, trust, she has good reason to. Girls’ intuition -shrug- So don’t go hanging with your homegirl all the time if you know your girlfriend doesn’t like that bitch. She usually won’t hate for no reason. Respect her.

10.Love her. That’s all.

You were so sweet, and then you're gone. Just like that.

After my O lvl, Im gonna get three white hammies. Two girls, one boy. Share asked, won't they fight? No. They wont. Two boys one girl then will fight. Do you know why? That's because girls are smarter to treasure each other more! ^^ *High fives*
THe hammies will be named, Cookie, Biscuit and Cracker. No worries. I will know how to differentiate them. Every hamster look unique, just like humans. :)

And then, since i will have all the free time in the world, im making an MV with them. It's gonna be cute. :) look forward. I may post it if it was ever successful. ^^

I look forward to Penjimiruwen.

Miracle~Cascada best song ever!
Boy meets girl
You were my dream,my world
But i was blind
You cheated on me from behind
So on my own
I feel so all alone
Though I know it's true
I'm still in love with you

I need a miracle
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me

I need a miracle
Please let me be your girl
One day you'll see it can happen to me

I need a miracle
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me

I need a miracle
Please let me be your girl
One day you'll see it can happen to me
It can happen to me

Miracle... Miracle [echo]

Day and night
I'm always by your side
Cause I know for sure
My love is real my feelings pure
So take a try
No need to ask me why
Cause I know it's true
I'm still in love with you

I need a miracle...
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me

I need a miracle
Please let me be your girl
One day you'll see it can happen to me

I need a miracle
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me

I need a miracle
Please let me be your girl
One day you'll see it can happen to me
It can happen to me

Miracle... Miracle [echo]

Miracle... Miracle [echo]

2010-09-22T22:58:00.002+08:00

Art, made my life a living hell.

Skooled

Then went home.
Sleep.
Go back to skool.
Do proj.
Then went melissa hse to continue.
Went home.
Bath.
Ate.
Tuitioned.

Halfway thru tuition. i got this very very sudden sense of like, omg im gonna die, and then i start saying things that i hate art alot alot. and my tummy was like, hurting, dunno why. He have to go off earlier cos he said i looked really bad, need a rest. and my eyes were like, tearing alr. wtf is happening to me. cmon is just art tmr ok. go thru tmr like its just another day. can make it de. obviously theres gonna be tons of ppl hu nv drew a single thing as well. :)

Last but not least, ART SUCKS. CALL IT TO GO AND DIE. I DUN LIKE IT. I HATE IT. WANNA SLAP ITS FACE. it just suck lots.

Fun Game

2010-09-17T20:52:00.002+08:00

Cca champions day just now. :)
Damn happy. today is a friday! It's always good to be friday. Friday's nice.

Its only days to Eoy. must chiong chiong le! Go JiaJi you can do it! ^^

I'll clean my gerbils cage tmr. meanwhile, I'll take a rest from the silliness of this whole week. Zzzzzzzzzz.... :)

2010-09-17T13:06:00.003+08:00

found on tumblr. :)

Bold what is true:
01. I recently purchased new shoes.
02. They were sneakers.
03. A member/members of my extended family have taken/take advantage of members of my immediate family.
04. I don’t like watching movies on my laptop.
05. I don’t do that too often.
06. I absolutely HATE when people make assumptions about me.
07. I like my locker this year.
08. My stomach is grumbling.
09. It does that a lot.
10. I pick my scabs.
11. I love flannels.
12. But I look terrible in them.
13. I think huskies are beautiful dogs.
14. I don’t think it’s funny at ALL when people make jokes about 9/11.
15. No one I know personally was involved with 9/11.
16. I actually eat an apple a day.
17. My cat likes to sit with me while I’m at the computer.
18. I did some painting recently.
19. My house smells pretty bad right now.
20. I get bored easily hanging out with my friends.
21. I sometimes lie to get out of hanging out with them.
22. I go to the park frequently.
23. My school had a football game today.
24. Which I did not attend.
25. Chips & salsa are really yummy.
26. I don’t like spicy salsa.
27. I usually have mild salsa
28. Someone has remarked on my weight lately.
29. What they said made me uncomfortable.
30. I own clothes from Zumiez.
31. I like Italian ices.
32. I don’t like Kristen Stewart as an actress.
33. I love the show “Seinfeld”.
34. I love Julia Louis-Dreyfus.
35. I need to go buy something for school.
36. I love trying on my clothes as soon as they arrive in the mail.
37. I usually eat dinner at exactly 6:00 PM.
38. I don’t eat lunch at 12:00 PM.
39. I haven’t had a bagel in a long time.
40. My iPod is almost always hooked up to my computer.
41. My back currently hurts.
42. I’ve had chocolate Cheerios before.
43. I like Multi Grain and/or Frosted Cheerios best, though.
44. I think I’d look okay with glasses.
45. Family usually comes over to my house on holidays, I don’t go to their houses.
46. My mom is too nice.
47. I hate when people are ungrateful.
48. I know I should be more grateful, too, though.
49. I have taken Gas-X before.
50. I take Pepto Bismol a lot.
51. My parents really don’t talk a lot.
52. They talk with the delivery men, though. (Ex. the pizza guy, FedEx, etc.)
53. Domino’s pizza is so good.
54. Chocolate shells are so fucking awesome.
55. Earaches are so horrible.
56. I don’t think I eat enough protein.
57. I don’t part my hair down the middle.
58. I hate how my hair looks parted that way.
59. I have adopted a stray cat before.
60. I have adopted a stray dog before, too.
61. I have gotten most or all of my pets from the pound or a rescue.
62. I’m an okay swimmer.
63. I took swimming lessons when I was younger.
64. Waffles/pancakes with chocolate syrup sounds yummy.
65. I almost always order a salad when I go out to eat.
66. I haven’t worn a polo shirt in a long time.
67. I’m good with animals.
68. I hate when people take advantage of or use others.
69. I’m really warm right now.
70. When I was younger, I was really girly.
71. I used to be a tomboy, too.
72. Now I think I’m somewhere in between.
73. Mittens > gloves.
74. A whipped cream fight sounds very fun to me.
75. I eat cereal without milk more than I eat it with milk.
76. I hate when people constantly change their plans.
77. I also hate when people say they’ll do something but they keep putting it off.
78. I hate going to the movies because I don’t like to sit still for too long.
79. I don’t watch awards shows.
80. I prefer PopTarts untoasted. (I like them frozen)
81. I don’t like to color with crayons.
82. Popcorn chicken is so good.
83. I haven’t had broccoli in a long time.
84. I hardly ever go to the library.
85. I wouldn’t mind living in San Francisco.
86. Or in California, for that matter.
87. I make bolding surveys when I have a lot of random thoughts in my head.
88. I’ve seen teachers from my school at public places such as the supermarket or the store before.
89. My dad sings a lot.
90. I like walking around my neighborhood at night.
91. I haven’t played manhunt in forever.
92. It’s been a lot chillier lately.
93. That’s the one thing I dislike about fall and winter - the cold.
94. I love the song “Banana Pancakes” by Jack Johnson.
95. I have a basketball hoop in my driveway.
96. I rarely play basketball, though.
97. My eyes always hurt after crying.
98. I feel like I am too much for people to deal with sometimes.
99. I could go without a bra, that’s how small my boobs are.
100. I can’t believe what time it is, this day went fast.

2010-09-16T17:36:00.003+08:00

This is so sweet... found on tumblr.

Girl: Will you pick me up if I ever fell down?
Boy: No.
Girl: Would you wipe away the tears when I’m sad?
Boy: Never.
Girl: Will you still love me when I look my worst?
Boy: Nope.
Girl: At least you’re honest …
Boy: I wouldn’t pick you up if you fell because I would catch you before you even hit the ground. I wouldn’t wipe away your tears because I’ll make sure there’s nothing for you to ever be sad about. I wouldn’t love you when you look your worst because that’s impossible. You always look you’re best, even when you think you don’t. I love you more than anything, remember that.

Nth much to post but wanna post sth. :)

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Forever and always~

2010-09-14T23:02:00.002+08:00

Kaze風

Its the yesterday and the today.
Its the Wind and the Childhood memories.

I just fallen in love with this song. It's classical... :) nice for listening while studying.

Maybe it makes people sleep. But it made me more motivated to study. :D

Today Skool, tired tired. still haven gotten use to skool days ever since the one week not enough holiday. :)

after skool went to look for Mrs Wong call her teach me human geog. my human geog cmi de. she's really cute. she ask me where i wan sit, then i anyhow choose location sae outside staffroom. she look at it and said, "uh.. do you want to consider doing in an air-conditioned place?" hahas. then she took me to the library. studied til 4.30, then eyelids closing le, so went home and sleep til 7pm, wake up for amaths tuition. ok can you believe it i nv actually listened in class for tmr's test topic at all then i go squeeze everything i need to know abt the chapter in 1.30hour.

my tutor sae my brain work best when i just woke up. cos i dun really need the calculator and i understooded almost everything he said and did everything correctly... ok most of the things. alot careless though. minus can write as equal, all this type. im thinking is there anybody else in the world with the same kind of careless as me. -,- hahas.

i was trying to be a good friend and you just doesn't want to give me the chance to.

all right guess its time i should sleep. gotta wake for skool tmr. :)

2010-09-12T21:39:00.007+08:00

Cant actually believe i have to go to skool tmr. its like, omg so soon? damn dun leh.. gimme another one week to sleep pls! argh.

should i go? should i go? scared scared...

went studying with muipeng and share today. hmm... holiday hw... haiyo. lets not tok abt tat. i got do. but can sae nv do. cos skipped quite a lot of qn. and i just realised that i forgotten everything abt the mole. gotta ask the teacher tmr. if not die le.

stop hiding in my imagination! come out and meet me!

My Frens Rocks. :)

Why arent you here yet? :( how much do you miss me then?

2010-09-09T10:14:00.003+08:00

eeeyer! so unfair de! a few more day to skool reopen! ive yet to go out and play! everyday stay at home study. like so no life like that. ugh!

later going hospital for checkup. boring. cuz i gotta wait. -,- i told muipeng, “这么巧咯，每个人一起生病。”

tmr...eh? what's happening tmr? go check later. hahas. ;D

2010-09-06T21:43:00.014+08:00

how should i start? how do i tell them?

?

Strangers, Please stop tagging mine blog, although i noe the tagboard is dead.

today studied for 6 hours! omg!
morning went to skool chi remedial, 2 hours, then aft that rush to tuition, which is 4 hours. damn tired. :)

since today is Mrs vegetable cup de birthday, i shall post some really unglam photos of her to share with the whole world! hahas.

Coffee shop. woops. its up. :p

Doing homework tgt. she didnt know i taking photos. :)

Muipeng is the KILLER!! :D

:D

Jiaji.Booboo.Muipeng. :D

Happy birthday, Sweet 16, Bff! ^^

Permanent December-Miley Cyrus
I've been to London,
Been to Paris,
Australia and Rome
There's sexy boys in every city
But they're not what I want
Some got money
Some got fame
Some got cars
Some got clothes
But if it just aint you
Then I don't wanna know

Cuz baby now I realize that I was wrong
When I said I didn't need you, soooo
Miss you bad so now I'm comin' home
So you better leave the light on
Wait for me and just leave the light on, heyyy

it's been like a permanent December
So much colder than I can remember
When I get you back
This time I swear that I won't
Won't ever let you go
Won't let you go, no
Won't let you go go go go
Won't let you go, no
Go go go go, no no no no

I've been to New York
And to L.A
And to Baton Rouge
I met a boy in every city
No one kept me amused
But don't call me a Lolita
Cuz I don't let 'em through
Cuz I'm saving all my lovin'
For someone and it's you

Cuz baby now I realize that I was wrong
When I said I didn't need you, soooo
Miss you bad so now I'm comin' home
So you better leave the light on
Wait for me and just leave the light on, heyyy

it's been like a permanent December
So much colder than I can remember
When I get you back
This time I swear that I won't
Won't ever let you go

Won't let you go, no
Won't let you go go go go
Won't let you go, no
Go go go go, no no no no

Won't let you go go go go
Won't let you go, no
Go go go go, no no no no

Hey!
What do you say?
Cuz I been all around the world
And they just aint the same
Hey!
What do you say?
Without my baby
I go crazy
And I just gotta scream

But now I realize that I was wrong
When I said I didn't need you, soooo
Miss you bad so now I'm comin' home
So you better leave the light on
Wait for me and just leave the light on, oh oh!

it's been like a permanent December
So much colder than I can remember
When I get you back
This time I swear that I won't
Won't ever let you go
Won't let you go, no
Won't let you go go go go
Won't let you - -

it'sbeen like a permanent December
So much colder than I can remember
When I get you back
This time I swear that I won't
Won't ever let you go
Won't let you go, no
Won't let you go go go go
Won't let you go, no
Go go go go, no no no no

Won't let you go go go go
Won't let you go, no
Go go go go, no no no no

Loves,JiaJi. :D

followed share's advice: i removed my tagboard! hahaha! now no more wierd strangers tagging. :p

I miss hamsters...

2010-09-02T14:21:00.006+08:00

How can someone stay as your love even after you've not seen him for months?

YES!! tmr is the last day of skool. happy happy. finally got one week of official rest. :)

gonna wake up late yeah! ^^

today got art. at first im like, painting the stupid flower or vegetable, whatever it is. then slowly, no mood to paint anymore. feel like just throwing the entire piece away and dun wan go art classes anymore. as the common saying goes, ART SUCKS. :D

later meeting muipeng buy sth, then got maths tuition alr. omg my tutor nx yr going NS. omg what am i going to do. nx yr o lvl year, somemore my amaths is still at the failing standard. freaking worried. maybe i should push the 'more hamsters' plan to end of o lvl. cleaning of cages is going to be tedious if the cages are not easy to dismantle. all right, i decided i'll just get three white hamsters, in a easy to clean cage. i got sponsership. :p

currently, still pondering abt those hamster's name. considering faircot, fainine for the two girls, and {idk} for the guy.

today chi lesson, teacher tok abt dog ownership in one of the compre she gave. omg poor doggie. haiyo.

chem test that ive been so irrtated by, is in the end cancelled and made known that it's only a self test. -,-
oo i love it

Muipeng's love. ;D

2010-08-31T22:57:00.004+08:00

teachers day today. lessons first then celebrations. :)

First, PE. height and weight. -,- then my class played captains ball among ourselves. :)
then maths lesson. then celebrations. my class were at first a bit pissed at the Sls for ignoring us, but then, problem was eventually solved... as far as i noe..

then went home, use comp for a while. 3pm, went to mit Muipeng for lunch, then we go back primary skool. yesss! ive not been back there like, 3 years? then i went in, first thing i do is check the cca board. its the major reason im back to primary skool for. I love my primary skool cca. and for some reason, so majorily lucky, theres my cca just right on tuesday, 3pm to 6pm! then im like omg so happy. and im happy for the rest of the day. Mdm Omar is still there teaching students. and my last time de junior-est juniors have all alr graduated and now are all newcomers. Syf got silver. again. hehes. miss mdm omar.

the new students were cute. :) Muipeng's not part of Angklung last time, so i suppose she felt wierd or sth. she refuses to go deeper into the room with me and kept urging me to "let's go home alr." i dragged of cos. 这种机会很难得，要抱窝。chatted with the teacher and watched the kids play. omg how i wish i could play with them hahas. miss those times. those memories.

then aft that, muipeng signal sth to me and i dun really understand but i took it as she wan to go alr so i said byes to Mdm Omar and we left. then Muipeng stare at me. “我跟你讲那个女的不会弹，你干吗跟干老师讲你要走了？”then im like, “哈？你不是说要走了吗？”ok miscommunications. but we made our way towards the exit anyways.

then muipeng tell me that earlier on she almost fell down a flight of stairs and its exactly the same stairs i rolled down, four years ago. then she show the procedure to me, im like, omg. thats the same step i roll down from as well. "omg. really? so zhun??"

scarly same day also. lolx. :)

then as we past the staff room, muipeng mentioned abt wanting to find Mdm Eunice chat with her, but in the end sae dun wan. as soon as we stopped toking abt that, i saw two teacher walking past us. then one of them look familiar, i asked: "Mdm Eunice?" then turns out that she really IS Mdm Eunice. she cut her hair short le. chatted a while then we go le. :)

Mdm Eunice was my pri four teacher. 4gt what subj she teached, eng? 4gt. :)

went home, studied, ate some childhood memories stuff(not baby bites), then watched this movie that i found in my hse. heres the trailer. i love the movie. so cool:

Me and Muipeng both agreed its a nice show. unexpected ending woow!
If i had to act in a movie, I'd act in sth like that. so..wow! HAHAS.
rights. gtg. mama wan us do hsework le. :p byes!

ps: sth funny happen during my chat with muipeng. i 4gt to change chi font to eng. i wan to type, "woow i just came online too!" become: "我哦我i据随同擦么噢哪里呢too！" then i press enter. then i realise what ive done. laughed for like, 10 minutes. lolx.

2010-08-29T21:10:00.006+08:00

Yst prelims. omg. forgot right qn number!! and another thing, i didnt really get to finish my compo. cos i nv finish checking up all the words from the stupid dic. darn, shoulda bring the electronic dict. damn regret. so sad.
paper two. i kept looking at the board that said 1100 to 1300. then i thot that is for my paper. i 4gt on the other side of the hall, is the real one, mine paper de, 1100 to 1230. until the examiner sae fifteen minutes left, then im like, huh? ours? oo gosh! lucky i still manage to complete in time. with messy messy handwritings. :p
golly....

aft that, met muipeng for lunch. then went my hse slacked a while, which after that we went share hse study. did Amaths.

went hougang point shopping with muipeng after that. ok more like, tired shopping. :) tired shopping, if you ask me, it would be like tired people shopping. basically, we were just walking around and looking at whatever we saw. in japan home, we were looking at the utensils, dustbins, tissues, stickers, fragrances, all sorts of nonsense. and then we went up to ntuc, looked at more stuff. most ridiculous one was we were looking at the cooking stuff, and all those things only housewifes would look at and compare. lolx. we only stopped when i saw this sharpener and its $1.60. the picture depicts that its auto sharp for us one. out of curiosiyt, we both bought it. -,- then we went to a nearby shelter we look at, turns out its not auto sharp. just telling us when it is fully sharped. -,- then we wen on taking photos tgt. somehow, our pictures that day, none of use were happy with it at all. but im still putting it up. :p

Blur muipeng with heart. :p

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Seeing d0ubles. ;D

Now me blur. :/

those are only five of them. the rest are all rejected deleted. :) hehes. many a times the lights look nicer than us. ;D hor muipeng? hahas.

today, went fotang study with share and muipeng. then eat. then studay again. then go muipeng hse slack. pillow fought, went home, tuition, eat. lolx, hahas.

It's a liberty liberty li-li-liberty liberty li-li, its a liberty walk, walk! ^^
I miss you, im gonna need you..

2010-08-27T14:46:00.004+08:00

When the waves are flooding the shores.....

I'm beginning to like SS. Teaches us to analyse situations. :)
Somebody told me that if i like a certain subject, i'd score well in it. lets see if its true. hahas. i tink my maths is the direct opposite for it... -,-
sec two, i hated maths. then i get 85 for EOY. then sec three, i like maths, i get 60+ 50+ and dropping. lolx.

I love my blogsong

eh muipeng! our booboo cute leh! ^^
;D

cute and shuai! ♥

2010-08-26T23:11:00.002+08:00

我想自杀，然后没人会知道。

My homework is now only half done.
Three people to blame. me for not focusing, my sis for not letting me use the comp, and my bro for distracting me. gahhhh!

no im not planning to kill myself because of that. there's numerous other reasons. and im not exactly planning to kill myself. just sth like imagine sth happen, then sth happen, then i die. i wasn't planning for anything. except planning for saturday's chinese prelims. im so worried. i want to get like, an A2 for o lvl but i tink that'll probably only occur in dreams.

speaking of dreams, i dun rmb any of them recently. and dunno y, whenever i dun rmb my dreams, i'll feel wierd and somehow lonely for the rest of the day.

my eyelids are shutting. shoulda sleep in the afternoon instead of playing with the skateboard and frisbee. darn. and me on the skateboard would be pretty hilarous. like some drunken person trying to balance on it. after that attempting to get it started with always end up with me on the floor and skateboard running away. lolx. fail sia. :)

yst i was sleeping and then i thot i heard typing sounds from outside the room. almost everyone was alr in their rooms sleeping. then i got worried and i told my mama i heard typing sounds. she went outside and return, telling my its just my gerbils. great. so now my gerbils are trying to scare the hell out of me. :D

gtg now... byes..

I'll be coming home

2010-08-24T17:16:00.004+08:00

I believe everything will heal with time.

Stay- Miley Cyrus
Well it's good to hear your voice
I hope your doing fine
And if you ever wonder
I'm lonely here tonight

Lost here in this moment
And time keeps slipping by
And if I could have just one wish
I'd have you by my side

Oh, oh I miss you
Oh, oh I need you

And I love you more
Than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday

Say you love me more
Than you did before
And I'm sorry it's this way
But I'm coming home
I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay
I will stay

Well I try to live without you
The tears fall from my eyes
I'm alone and I feel empty
God I'm torn apart inside

I look up at the stars
Hoping your doing the same
Somehow I feel closer
And I can hear you say

Oh, oh
I miss you
Oh, oh
I need you
I love you more
Than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed no one can take your place
I gets harder, everyday
Say you love me more
Than you did before
And I'm sorry its this way.
But I'm coming home
I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay
I will
Stay
Always stay
I never wanna lose you
And if I had to I would choose you
So stay, please always stay
You're the one that I hold onto
Cause My heart would stop without...you...

And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothings changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry that it's this way
But I'm coming home
I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay
I'll always stay

And I love you more than I did before
And I'm sorry that its this way
But I'm coming home
I'll be coming home
and if you ask I will stay
I will
stay
I will stay...

Disappointed in you. cos all you said were lies. you only do things for your own good and then pretend that you are concerned for me. lies. all lies. shoulda never believed in you.

I love the past, the childhood.

my art veri disgusting! :D

I will be happy even if you had your own fun without me.

2010-08-22T22:06:00.004+08:00

that i'd never get to see you again.

Went study/camwhoring with share and muipeng today. plain place, plenty of pictures. ready for upload later by share share. :)

tmr perhaps gonna study with them again. hahas.

friday:
during cca, i was like writing the cca cards halfway then im told that im suppose to go and teach some librarians first aid. im like thinking, what? when i sucked at it? went anyway. damn it ive got problems with the stupid elevation sling de front part. kidda diagracful tat im a first aider. damn it i rather teach footdrill lo. but then, the kids there were quite fast learners. i'd probably take days to try mastering how to use the equipments properly.

saturday:
tuition. chem and geog. woo i really really liked organic chem. lolx. as for geog, my human geog, is still... haiz, CMI.

Peanut butter mixed with Nutella:

hahas! art piece. ;D

I like~

2010-08-19T21:34:00.003+08:00

Muipeng loves Vegetable Cup!

Had home tuition yst. heres sth funny abt it.

i was doing my Amaths he told me to do. then we had conversation. then dunno how link de, he sae he found out sth new and funny abt my personality and he told me. aft hearing it, and i tink its funny too and i kept laughing non stop. LMAO.

aft finally stopped laughing, i went back do the Amaths qn and back to concentrating on the question. and usually went im concentrating on sth, i sae it out loud. so im like, typing 'cube' on the calculator and i said "cube". my tutor veri surprise, he asked, "你再讲自己吗？" at first, i look up from my qn and was like "huh?" then i get what he was trying to sae. (for those slow ppl hu dunno, he thot i called myself cute.)

then i was like, "Oh!! hahahahaha 没有啦我不自夸的。" then he dun believe: “真的咩？”
"Yar!! 我没有那么自以为是的。" then i went on telling him abt how me and my frens everytime compare hu more lan de. he was like, "No wonder 你的想法整天都是哎呀死了!" hehe.

and today, art lesson. we have to paint this dali painting and it was so difficult. we had to paint this face. OMG i paint it till it look so damn erxin and funny at the same time, i look at my painting compare to the original i really almost LOL-ed. then i cnt restrain the laughter i end up smiling at myself. i must've look like an idiot.

aft tat, recess. then chi. two hours straight of test. didnt finish it in time but still managed to complete it cos cher give extra time. :D then ran for tuition. left skool at 2.15 to go home, left home at 2.30. ;D reach tuition at 2.55. did human geog. i still need to find out the reason why i kip failing human geog with flying colours. the problem with my physical geog is that no examples. now the problem lies in human geog. i strive to pass my geog with flying colours!! hahas. i somehow is beginning to love geog more and more. i like geog in the past. now i love geog. ^^ fun.

then during chem, did organic chem. yeah i like organic chem! its easy! finally, aft chapters of unreasonable bloody-hard-to-understand topics, finally came to this organic chem and i put all my heart into learning it, and i.... yay! find it easy! i like~~ worst scenario is later i find it easy, exam time, this is the topic that put me down. nope nope cnt let that happen. JiaJi is going to study harder! Must go 502 nx year! :D

2010-08-17T16:25:00.004+08:00

Its gonna be hell.

Amaths im probably going to get to do the N lvl prelims. yeah. nv pass anything abt amaths b4. this one sure die le. waaah.

Nx up, chem. also doing the n lvl prelims.
why does all the subjects tat i rarely score well for it i had to do the prelims?! im gonna die seriously. the teacher over there ok then, test on sep 1 ok? im like thinking, gosh gosh gosh tat not gonna be enough time for me. im so afraid i'll get retained. omg. scary... everything is like so scary. and will i be able to do it? gotta force myself to study even harder. omg..

Am I one of the whom you treasure? How often do you cry at the thought of losing me? When prompted with such questions, your answers probably meant, sorry girl I've never felt anything about you before. My heart is with someone else.

I dun like that idea at all

2010-08-14T23:02:00.000+08:00

My Boyfren!!

2010-08-11T22:36:00.003+08:00

And i will disappear together with all the memories you have of me.

My Dogs

(In the comp. ;D)

Lately didnt post due to laziness or business.
Lets see.. my last post's on thur. I'll start update from fri. :)

Friday: Skool, National Day Celebrations. No one's high. lol. Then went home and... oo i 4gt what i did. probably sleep or did i went out?

Saturday: tuition, then aft tat.... shit what did i do again? i 4gt. oo ya! I had a study session with Muipeng in my hse. (Correct?)Then after that at night my niece brought her hamster to my hse. omg how i miss those dwarf hamsters!! Haiz.. Now my hse has none of those... :'( I was sian this whole day. except maybe tuition time they had a bit of fun and celebration of Belated Birthday. ;D

Sunday: Now what did i do on this day? We didnt mit cos My dear Muipeng was having a fever. But what did i do on sunday? I forgot.

Monday:
Was expecting nth to happen except staying home to watch television and listening to the fireworks explosion only abt 5 secs later, my mum in the end said tat my dad's going to bring the entire family out to LimChuKang tat area walk walk. Well.. Some crazy things happen that minutes b4 we step into the taxi, (which id rather not tok abt it since its not my problem at all and i dun wan to care if not id get into trouble with my bro or tat id become the scapegoat or sth.)

Then my dad said while driving tat the place he brings us is like a farm or sth, got goat got frog got vegetables. and the moment he said goat, i recognised the goat farm. :) its been like some ten thousand years since i drank tat delicious goat milk. (ok exagerating. its only since sec2.) i went on the goat farm and some other place de tour with share and mp back in sec two. (ahh... those precious memories...)

At first my dad knows the way. then we were in a deserted road. with many turns available. lol i only went there once b4 but i roughly rmb the way so i told my dad where to turn. :p we saw the goat farm sign thrice. then for twice, our dad thot he had turned into the same road. -,- lucky he finally believe me when he eventually decided to trust me to go into the place which look like some dead road but is actually the goat farm. :)

Yay and i got to drink goat's milk once again. Whole family share one big bottle. :D and everyone including my dad sae, delicious! ^^

After tat went frog farm. omg at first i thot they are going to the cruel frog farm where the entire room was filled up with blood of the frogs when in the end i realise its just some bullfrog farm. eeyer!-the frog noise is so....so...disturbing. like cow like tat. just worse.

Last stop, a vegetable farm which ive been there like its my third time alr. vegetables are boring. nth to sae. only tat their '向日葵' is a '向土葵' ;D i long long nv touch biology. i saw a rotten sunflower, im like, omg look this sunflower rotten le y they dunwan pluck it out? my sis go diao me and sae tat its been polinated and rotting is just going to turn them into seed producers. im like, oo ya hor. silly me. :p

went home at around 5. damn early. i kept telling my dad to go home a little later but he wouldnt. all right. go home watch tv. :) hahas.

Tuesday:
Went clinic cos my my mum. said tat i need to when im feeling well. then im like the only active one among all the patients in the room. omg. ps.

Wednesday:
Skool. Cca. Home. End of day. another normal wednesday. :)

Thanks. :)

And as for now, im off to sleep! ^^
See ya in ?_____?_____?
we dunno whats gonna happen next. ;D

2010-08-05T21:41:00.003+08:00

I love my blogsong alot. :)

I've been holding back so much, so when I finally got the guts take that free fall plunge into oblivion... it will be just me, on my own breaking my own neck with no one else to drag along with me.

tmr national day in skool. tats so sian. how i wish its not compulsory. a few more hours of sleep always make my day.

Today went home first thing, sleep. then wake up bath, and tuition-ed. then ate dinner, watch hannah montana. today one was LOL. hehes.

allrights. gtg now. bye!

Nothing lasts forever♥

2010-08-04T22:03:00.004+08:00

Egg-xactly.

Why wont you let me.

yst went library to study with share and muipeng. hahas. this time the bus is faster, and have seats too. ^^ lol then im like zi-high with muipeng. :p then i saw the advertisement, the sorcerer's assistance, im like, OMG i wan watch! you must pei me hor! hahas.

I don't know what i want anymore... i don't know who i am...I finally feel nothing and in a way i hate it

almost late for cca today.(ok i AM late. -,-) im damn tired so i ask my bro wake me up at 3. then i go sleep. 3.20 then he woke me up. cos he thot i said 3.30. im like, omg then i faster grab everything and chiong out. hehes.

i kept hearing a kitten in skool. was it an illusion or was it for real? the poor thing was like, mew mew mew, and i tink its alone and still young. id use to stay and look for it, but now i just go straight past. im more interested in hamster, not the species hu killed them. ok maybe im just bias. :p

haiz.

lol and forgot bring money to skool today. lucky i brought food. :)

oo, and jasmine brought home a bicultural fren from india. omg tat girl is so shy, open ended qn also ans with one word. wa lou. hahas.

lol facebook today got problem. -,- for my comp, maybe.

Barbie doll/real person? :)

:p

~Endx~xoxo♥

2010-07-27T21:26:00.002+08:00

What i want to tell you, this song covers everything. :)

I Hope You Find It- Miley Cyrus
These clouds are going nowhere baby
Rain keeps coming down
I just thought I'd try to call you baby
For you've gone too far out of town
And I hope that you get this message that I'm leaving for you
Cause I hate that you left without hearing the words that I needed you to

And I hope you find it
What your looking for
And I hope it's everything you dreamed your life could be
And so much more
And I hope your happy
Wherever you are
I wanted you to know that nothings gonna change that
And I hope you find it

Am I supposed to hang around and wait forever
Last words that I said that was
Nothing but a broken heart talking baby
You know that wasn't what I meant
Call me up
Let me know that you got this message that I'm leaving for you
Cause I hate that you left without hearing the words that I needed you to

And I hope you find it
What your looking for
And I hope it's everything you dreamed your life could be
And so much more
And I hope your happy
Wherever you are
I wanted you to know that nothings gonna change that
And I hope you find it

Whatever it is
I know that you miss it here

And I hope you find it
What your looking for
And I hope it's everything you dreamed your life could be
And so much more
And I hope your happy
Wherever you are
I wanted you to know that nothings gonna change that

No no no
And I hope you find it
I hope you find it

2010-07-25T21:04:00.003+08:00

We had a snapshot.

Early morning woke 8am woken up by share's msg tat she cant go fotang wif us today. which also means, muipeng would probably come my hse study cos she sae fotang too far. means i can also sleep more. then me and her chat via sms all the way till 8.30 she suddenly sae, 'forget it, id go. mit at 9.30 ba.' then im like, ok shit, then i faster wake up go prepare le. :)

mit share at hp, then went ahead to muipeng hse look for her. which aft tat we went fotang tgt. :)

i did chinese and a very little bit of geog b4 going for lunch. and also planned sth too.

lunch, ate roti prata cos was a bit full. wa lou the sell roti prata person kip bullying me. ;) he was like, that one can use hand eat de, im like, dun wan la. but in the end i did cos the stupid triangle thing veri hard to use spoon eat. then even 'better', when im away, he told muipeng, 'your fren ah, one hour one tissue' wtfish! i first time eat rite? :D

aft tat lazy walk in the sun to go back fotang so we went a bit of exploring. omgosh the buildings there look like condo but are actually just HDB flat. omigosh we jealous! :) went back fotang at 2.30. lazy study so went to look around the lib. just realise fotang lib also got this ting call science encycopedias. (dunno how spell) then i went to take some National Geographic mag read. lol i like those maginzines out of all 'world stuff' maginzine. dunno why. then me and muipeng were like, omg so jeans got so much water inside one ah? then she tried squeezing some water out of her jeans. -,- hahas.

in the end i went back concentrate on my geog of cos. do halfway im like so serious le, the librarian come tell us lib closing down. -,- ok.

went hm with muipeng buy her foolscap and ice cream. feeling hungry so i buy snackers. her ice cream veri nice! ^^ im buying it nx time. :)

Random:
Phototaking session. obviously, this one failed.

Muipeng holding a boat in her hands. :)
Byes~!

I'm not perfect

2010-07-24T22:58:00.004+08:00

Even if you said I was wrong
Miss the picnics...

mani epic things happen today with muipeng, as usual, but fun. every usual time with muipeng is unusual de. all funny funny de. :)

and the best thing is, i made her use a kopitiam cup to drink ice milo! hahahas. she'd probably post tat cup pic in her blog. she take until really nice. i like~

and i didnt get to sleep overnight N2D! i told teacher i got tuition in the morning. and its really hundred percent true, ive got tuition at 8.30am. Alvin was like, change date la, i change a lot of times alr. :) no thanks, i like saturday tuitions.

but tuition at first, im full of the studying spirit go there for physics first. im sleepy in the end cos the class was like, so darn quiet and i had to use music to keep awake, but too loud a music makes me unable to concentrate at all. -,-

nx class, chinese, this is better. the teacher veri high but all her students look sian. see this scene make me feel like laughing. :) then my studying spirit comes back. then i very hardworking do the wksht. then suddenly teacher come and sae she wan mark the whatever ive done. then i pass to her. aft i do, then left three qn, then she come tell me time to go. oops. im like, three qn! she was like, nvm la, do as hw pass to me nx wk.

i went Muipeng hse study and do the hw also, no mood le la.... :( lolx.
tmr studying with share and muipeng! bye!
Me♥Booboo

Sexist Racist=ME

2010-07-21T19:25:00.005+08:00

Racial harmony day in skool. wore this malay costume that Ms Siti lend me. :x what a long skirt! damn hard to walk. Almost whole class wore costume and those indian ones got this cute cute sticker put on their forehead. :)

Aww I love Booboo.(as always. :])

Went home and sis showed me this flying lizard she caught on the way home. im like, hi lizzie, and she ask me for a box put lizzie inside. damn big de. during the transferring, im like, Argh!!! Noooo nooo nooo! argh! nooo!(moves off) getaway from me!! nooo!

after that went for cca. almost late. N2D i only contributed $2. :p N2D sucks! if youre gonna make me run, dun expect me give you large sum of money. xp
cca nth to do, then i go join Alicia see her paint her dustbin. then im like, omg so wierd later other ppl see Sj member doing this they blurblur. hahas. and i first time hear Sheng cai sae loud, '你认识她咩？' -,- duh. if not why i sit here with her. hahas. then im like, 'Cousin' and he mouthed, 'Oh'.

Went back home and my sis wanna let lizzie go free le. so me and her go down and i bring the camera see lizzie fly. poor lizzie got thrown around. -,- but at least we didnt kill it. :D we help it 搬家！wa lizzie! you got new home le!

Me♥Booboo!

Randomness:
Lets crop Share and Sherry here! ;D
Drew hearts on fingernails. :) IloveBooboo!!

2010-07-20T21:55:00.003+08:00

It's ' I don't care anymore. I love Booboo. :)'

He rocks! and one more thing i absolutely love him about: He's the reason i finally completely let go of my crush(sth ive been dying to do for months) Now this Booboo is in my heart. :) and im proud to say, He's My Boyfren! Muipeng, dun snatch! ^^ love him loads. ♥♥♥ He and mitchel, my two and only. :x unlike Muipeng, got four. Muahahaha!

We were just so right- Booboo Steward
Welcome to the world, tonight
You and I, tonight
Under the moon, the stars, in the sky
Stay if like a dream, come true
Because I'm here with you
'Cause I'm here with you.

R: Just no you my baby,
So please don't leave me,
The one who makes me happy,
You're the one who makes me happy. x2

And if this night, doesn't come again,
We'll always be friends,
And then the end, you're in my heart,
Even on your way, when never apart.

R: Just no you my baby,
So please don't leave me,
The one who makes me happy,
You're the one who makes me happy. x2

When that so much to need,
Just fail till away,
I need you right by my side,
To get me through the day,
With I saw blue,
And smell so right
You're beautiful you love
We were just so right

R: Just no you my baby,
So please don't leave me,
The one who makes me happy,
You're the one who makes me happy.
Just no you my baby,
So please don't leave me,
The one who makes me happy,
The one who makes me happy.

R: Just no you my baby,
So please don't leave me,
The one who makes me happy,
You're the one who makes me happy.
We were just so right....

Tags replied.

MuiPeng: Haha, So cool sia him. Know piano, guitar, stunts, magic tricks and blah blah blah. Wheee, Shuai!
Reply: Duh ma! My boyfren leh.

MuiPeng: Haha, And today finding for tall ppl incident is seriously epic lahs. LADDER GUY, LOL : x
Reply: Ya lo.. dunno whose fault... ;D

Cherie: That black and white pic of booboo is hot :D
Reply: no. should say, everything is hot, esp the Black and white one! hahas. love him loads!!

GERALDINE: RELINK ME @ MONSTARRR-AHHH.BLOGSPOT.COM! thanks!(:
Reply: sure sure. :)

Some things to remember: Booboo belongs to JiaJi. :D And Booboo rocks lots! ♥
So be it. :)

2010-07-19T17:18:00.005+08:00

I know, in your heart,

Just another day at skool. then assembly got this XGT thingy. my, they were loud!

And in the newspaper got this free movie ticket thingymajic, at first planned to go. then until now, im still deciding, and now confirm all sold out alr and i realise i had made the no-go choice. my free popcorn!!! :'(

and now some random pics........
Took this pic cos i love the sky. :)

Into the Swamp we go! ^^

Byes♥I love Booboo

BooBoo's my new crush and boyfren!

2010-07-18T22:56:00.011+08:00

Coolest guy ever lived.

One thing for sure, BooBoo's hot and is my absoulute boyfren. :)
Everything that id ever want. :D super talented, super shuai, super cute!
Love him for:
1) He's cute
2) He's shuai
3) He's hot
4) He's a Twilight Werewolf
5) He's talented
6) He can do lots of stunts
7) He can play the drums
8) and the guitar
9) and the piano
10) He can sing
11) He can dance
12) He's got a beautiful complextion
13) He's just my age! 20 Jan 1994.
14) He can beatbox
15) He's photogenic
16) He's a family guy
17) He likes dogs(What i tink)
18) He's american! Not Korean. :D
19) He's mine
20) He's even more talented than my Mitchel
21) He's better than my crush. way lots.
22) He's my new crush
23) I love how he dresses
24) He's darn cool
25) He commented on my Youtube! The first celeb!
26) He's majorally talented
27) And i wanna kiss him!
28) His voice is super nice
29) He's going to make a good real Twilight Vampire
30) No. He really looks like a Twilight vampire with tan.
Love him loads. confirm he's got way much good points than that 30 and he's only 16!! Oh My Gawd!

Im mad over BooBoo today just bcos i heard his voice today in my phone cos i got his songs repeated, and i love his voice and im like omg shuai shuai shuai! then me and muipeng kept exchanging info and 'fighting' for him. This guy would be worth it for everything. ^^

ps: almost forgot this, He can do magic and he's really good with cards! woow! that's MY GUY over There! I'm proud to say. ^^

Theres something missing in you life: Me
Don't you regret letting chances past just like that?

Oh its within me all these while

2010-07-17T12:27:00.005+08:00

Back from flag day, and worst of all, its not st john flag day. st john de at least i'd be more motivated to get more money. didnt fill up even half the can. went J8, i hate it there. now i tink kovan got more ppl donate. :) theres some unreasonable security guards at J8 and told me to get out of their premises even though im not asking for donations at all. angry sia. they enemies with the can izzit? irritating.

later going mit Muipeng. dunno what kind of epicness will happen later. hahas! :)

oo and im going to serangoon ave 4 someday soon too. my hamster's beddings all finish le! :x

Randomess: the one second b4 i flew out of the playground cos it was spinning too fast. :)

Obviously you're luckier than me by tons and you're still like that. -,-

2010-07-15T17:46:00.007+08:00

Like, theres skool today. art. we had presentation. i went up and blurted everything that is had in my mind that time abt my art. i didnt really tok alot.... its called, speechless and yet trying very very very hard to say something about the art.

next up! Physics. mr faiz didnt come but we still had to do a test. goshy woshy, i 4gt all the formulas. Electricity is my weakest chapter in physics. yeah my electricity's dying. ;D

after recess, chinese. had this listening compre. got 3 wrong. gosh my chi listening compre must jiayou le la!!! and i seWiously thinks teacher should let us listen to the whole beginning to end. the beginning the music and craps kinda let me calm down and more alert to listen to the speeches behind....

english lesson, went comp lab without using the comp.

after that chi test at the fourth floor. lol i used lots of lousy chi bcos i dun have my dict with me. -,-

and went home after that.

cca tmr. sian bcos i had to prepare the uniform again, and tmr is a usual activity, meaning i will be the one slacking inside sj room. ok. I'll bring light weight homework to live that time away. :)

You're still as bitch as ever. Stick to them and better dun come running to us when something goes wrong. -,-

Sis: Crap!
Me: 螃蟹！
Sis: C-R-A-P! Ass!
Me: (thinking) relax. its only opening the door.

Miss Sisterhood! ^^

2010-07-14T21:49:00.004+08:00

IM GOING CRAZY OVER BOOBOO OMG I FUCKING LOVE HIM!!!

so simple. i went to youtube, found his channel and i subscibed plus add him as fren. nx day i went to see, OMG HE COMMENTED ON MY CHANNEL!!!!! maybe he give that kind of comment to anyone hu subscibed to him but i dun care, it just means he saw my page b4. shoulda put my pic on youtube instead of pablo'one. lol.

Yeah and i sumpa that ren4165 guy is really him.
OMG seriously love him can?! omg this is so cool! omg wow wow wow! going crazy over him~

and mitchel too~~

hahas so darn cute he.

sth bad bad happen today. or now, rather.
I FORGOT MY PHYSICS TEXTBOOK I LEFT IT IN SCHOOL AND TMR GOT PHYSICS ELECTRICITY TEST!

die die die!

Abd i love the good news most, abt booboo commenting my youtube. WOW!! ♥♥♥

2010-07-13T19:27:00.002+08:00

Epic-ness-es~

1) Last saturday, aft tuition. i was like darn tired from it. so therefore i walked slower than snail. Muipeng was like, 可以走快点吗？这简直不是人走的速度啊！and i just kip walking my speed. :) then aft we cross the road, we were very tired so we forgot tat we had to go elsewhere and we went to the wrong bus stop when we are suppose to go the interchange.

i walked slower than ever on the way to bus stop cos i really darn tired le. then she was like, 哎呀走快点leh. then she walk her usual speed which is probably five times faster than what im walking. then i sae, 你走快咯，我不稀罕。then i look to my left and saw the interchange. and i saw the bus we were suppose to take. for two secs, i was like, why tat bus like so familiar ah. then i remember! Ah our bus! then i run very fast to the bus and shouting, 啊bus来了！！then muipeng look at me blurblur, stun for three secs and caught up with me.

epicness: walking slowly; 你走快咯，我不稀罕。then saw our bus, and run and shout; 啊bus来了！！

2) Monday skool. English lesson. we had this game, the whispering de. 'broken dunno what thing'. then the first sentence is the funniest. from 'When all of love is gone' then passed around the class, come back tat time, it became, 'The chicken peed in the toilet' like, hahaha lmao, wth!! ^^

yeah today skooled, then art. tmr skool then art then cca. gosh. seriously! Is 24 hours a day the most the Earth can give us?!

2010-07-11T07:56:00.006+08:00

BooBoo! hahas.

Boo=Mine (6am-6pm)
Boo-Muipeng's. (6pm-6am)

lolx!!

Stuck in my room-Booboo Steward
Upstairs in my room
Bored out of my mind
'Cause theres just nothing on the tube
And the radio plays everything but the new
Song that's in my head
I'm bouncing off the walls
Now here we go again

I'm stuck here imagining
That's just reality
Wishing the daydreams were real
Trapped in a fantasy
Where I really wanna be
Flying heads over heels

Soaring over mountain tops
A rollercoaster that won't stop
Far away from ordinary views
Around the world travelling
Just a place to spread my wings
Anywhere but stuck in my room

My posters on the wall
All seem to be staring back at me
There laughing as I come (laughs)
Every friend when texting doesn't work at all
No one's answering
I'm all on my own
So here we go again

I'm stuck here imagining
That's just reality
Wishing the daydreams were real
Trapped in a fantasy
Where I really wanna be
Flying heads over heels

Soaring over mountain tops
A rollercoaster that won't stop
Far away from ordinary views
Around the world travelling
Just a place to spread my wings
Anywhere but stuck inside my room

(Guitar Solo)

I'm stuck here imagining
That's just reality
Wishing the daydreams were real
Trapped in a fantasy
Where I really wanna be
Flying heads over heels

Soaring over mountain tops
A rollercoaster that won't stop
Far away from ordinary views
Around the world travelling
Just a place to spread my wings
Anywhere but stuck in...

Soaring over mountain tops
A rollercoaster that won't stop
Far away from ordinary views
Around the world travelling
Just a place to spread my wings
Anywhere but stuck in,
Anywhere but stuck in,
Anywhere but stuck inside my room

and did i post this anywhere b4?

Cute. ^^
B00 B00 sings one of this songs and did ya realise my sweetheart Mitchel is inside too?? ^^

as a picture, i mean. :D

2010-07-11T07:48:00.002+08:00

Just woke up and i had this darn cool dream. i died again. lolx. and i didnt even realise i died. but i noe im in the reincarnations areas and i was just a few steps from being Twilight vampire! then im like, wait and wait and wait, just bcos i wanna sae bye to sisterhood and my family. and therefore im a step later cos my bloody alarm rang and dun get to see the ending.

oo, i died from falling down a cliff while running away frm the tsnami. :)

going fo tang study later. full dream info at the dreams blog.
byes~ ^^

Every single thing you do affects me

2010-07-09T21:43:00.005+08:00

and oops suddenly i tink abt mitch... :)

Its his birthday today all right?? he's now 19. oo my darling's now 19. ^^ love him!~
any idea how much i love this? so cute! ♥

today.
cca,
hahas and i was almost slacking all the way in Sj room today. :) first time. bcos im in Cadet development now. lolx then i was like omg what should i do now idk a single thing abt this whatever thing im doing. hehes.

then aft tat i am suppose to rite down all the cca card de things, then i was writing with SiHan. we forgot the date and we both rote "8 july" for all of them. then Geraldine comes over and check with us, then we noe today is actually 9 July and and we have to liquid 8 away into 9. damn sian. hahas.

Sj also got a lot of new rules. i especially love the one about a day or two off. so cool. ^^ But id rather a day off on friday. cos its always nice to sleep in on a friday. :D

oo and btw, im going to text girls more often from now. texting guys are damn boring. all dunno how to make ppl smile. yeah the guys i left texting are my cousin my father and my tuition teacher. pure yeah? ^^

im eating gummy bears now. aww i like~ long long no eat. :)
Lean in close... Whisper to me... We smiled secretly... I love ya! ^^

im gonna watch Despicable me. damn cute the girl. make that noise with the cheeks.

so darn glad its friday today. :)
This is the facebook emoticon for : thank god its friday.
I so agree for that. :)

YEAH!!

2010-07-08T23:27:00.001+08:00

Eclipse.
Jasper!

Carlisle!

Emmett!

Oo and this is nice too...

ands, gtg. bye! ^^

2010-07-06T21:34:00.002+08:00

So its Just an illusion... Should have known.

summarise frm friday. :)

Friday.
Skool. Art. Cca. Cca's night.
oo cca gave me this really cute medal and i got home and ask everyone. cute rite? they were all busy so they just kept doing their things and sae yeah... -,- and im saying its cute probably cos i rarely get medals and this one was like a photoframe so cute, small small wooden de. hahas.

and another thing, i bathe at home! hahas. cos i 4gt to bring my performance thing then i ask for permisson go home during the break so i shun bian bath. :) nice~

Saturday.
12am and im still awake. slept late cos everyone else was too. wtf they nv give us back our phone like they did last yr. irritating then im like so bored there cos i wanna sleep but everyone else was awake... lolx.

then nx morning, went home for a while then went back skool do art. so tired but i manage to keep awake till 12+. then went home ate and sleep. [lolx like pig. ;) ] till like 6+ but im still tired. but then, had to do sth really really important so went to mit muipeng. went compass to do that important thing. :) then i went home, and wrap that up. lolx. now guess you noe what important thing is it. ;D

Sunday.
Wake up early in the morning then i was ALL ALONE going to bugis ON MY OWN omg i hate being alone. Went for this clog drumming thing at NLB. we played games. then i was suppose to forfeit but then sth happens then everyone forgotten that i had forfeit to do. whew. ever so lucky. :)

this clog drumming this last till around 4 or 5+ i tink.. didnt check. ok now heres the irritating but lucky part. i thot i knew the way back to the mrt station and i was also ALL ALONE GOING HOME so i called up Muipeng amd we chatted. and i walk and walk until i realise i got lost. then im like, gosh! i hung up and called my mum, while on my way back to NLB. im so glad i can rmb the way back. nice sense of direction when im really anxious. :) turns out my mum was at bras basah. then im like so happy and i faster went to mit her, we went home tgt.
no. in the end i went home myself. she had her bike parked in hougang mrt station and i had to take the bus home. -,-

Monday.
Woke up late. i noe im gonna love this day. youth day. moreever, ITS MY ECLIPSE DAY!! but then share and muipeng were not really motivated into watching this movie just bcos critics mouth veri big. -,- i dun wanna listen to critics. everyone has their own point of view. why agree with critics when you noe what they hate may not be what you hate.

reach cinema. tickets sold out. -,- so decided to buy the 6.10pm tickets then go my hse practise oral and meanwhile taking my jacket cos i forgotten mine. see ive got memories worst than a goldfish. in the end they read magazines and we chatted random stuff. then went watch eclipse.

I LOVE THE MOVIE. except the kissing scene. what a sick director, i said. :) its hilarious. some parts. i love Carlisle! so shuai so cute so lovely in the movie!! Carlisle! you're loved! then MY BooBoo Stewart only appear in one pathetic scene for a few secs. the movie was also not detailed enough. some parts were skipped. i love it for its funnyness and cuteness and the fact that Carlisle's so shuai in there and Booboo's so cute in there. Rating given: 3.5/5. 1.5 away due to kissing scenes and deleted actual scenes frm the book. otherwise, id really love it more than i love NATM1 and 2.

Went home aft dinner, slept. so happy i dreamt abt Eclipse, i love that dream so much. :)

2010-06-29T23:00:00.004+08:00

Another facebook note i spotted. looks fun so i played too. hahas.

RULES
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button (ONLY ONCE!!!) to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS - even if it is incredibly embarrassing.
4. Tag friends who might enjoy doing the same as well as the person you got the note from.

1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY...
小酒窝.
~omg i only got 5 chi songs out of 200, and this played. lolx.

2) WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Dream- Miley Cyrus
~Yeah maybe cos i like to sleep too. hahas!

3) WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
Stuck on you- Mitchel Musso
~ug i dun wan a plaster guy.

4) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Ashley Tisdale- Fabulous
~ Not really... -,-

5) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Endless Love- Jackie Chan
~ I dun have a song called vet. hahas.

6) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
If I let you go- Westlife
~Lol no link de.

7) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
I don't dance- Hsm2
~yeah probably. hahas!

8) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
All for one(woops a barbie song. but really very nice! :D)
~hahas! wow im so nice! ;D

9) WHAT IS 2+2?
The Homecoming Queen- Emily Osment
~dotzzz... -,-

10) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
This is the life- Miley Cyrus
~huh?? hahahas.

12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Rockstar- Miley Cyrus
~Gosh ive got too much Miley songs. around 1/5 of the whole playlist.

13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Remember December- Demi Lovato
~ what a sad song... -,-

14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Will you(NDP 2005)
~ My god..??

15) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
GoodBye- Miley Cyrus
~ It's a love song. lolx.

16) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
I Don't Think about it-Emily Osment
~yeah quite a nice song! ^^

17) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Bottom of the ocean- Miley Cyrus
~ wow just right its a song abt miley missing someone dead. actually, i was hoping for 'leave out all the rest'...

18) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
High School Musical-Hsm3
~Where's the link?

19) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Make some noise- Miley Cyrus
~ They alr made enough noises. hahas jkjk.

20) WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Simple Song- Miley Cyrus
~ It's on shuffle mode i swear!

21) HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Schnappi
~G03H! Crocodile! A cute one. hahas.

22) WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Canon In D
~ I love that song. Hello??

23) WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Ice Cream Freeze- Miley Cyrus
~all right it IS a funny song. cute also.

24) WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Wake Up America- Miley Cyrus
~Fine Miley. Stop it i noe you love me. :)

25) WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
The Good Life- Miley Cyrus
~ Wow id get a good life! ^^

26) WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Yuki No Hana- Mika Nakashima (Venus In The Dark)
~hahas.

27) DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Obsessed- Miley Cyrus
~yeah. Miley.

28) IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Start All over- Miley Cyrus
~ Should I just skip all the mileys song? hahas.

29) WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Shining Friends- Hearts of Fencing
~ its a frenship theme song mind you! hahas.

30) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Killing me DJ- Sweetbox
~yeah i like this title. hahas.

Hot as Ice - Britney Spears

I'm just a girl with the ability to drive a man crazy
Make him call me mama, make him my new baby
A new way to prove they're saying, "Thank you very much"
Living legend, you can look but don't touch

'Cause I'm cold as fire baby, hot as ice
If you've ever been to heaven, this is twice as nice
I'm cold as fire baby, hot as ice
If you've ever been to heaven, this is twice as nice

Break it down, break it down
Break it down
Break it down, break it down
Break it down

To see your foolishness and I'm handling my business
Holler if you hear me, hey, can I get a witness
Preach it, preach it, I'm the teacher, you can learn
Watch your fingers boy, you might get burned

'Cause I'm cold as fire baby, hot as ice
If you've ever been to heaven, this is twice as nice
I'm cold as fire baby, hot as ice
If you've ever been to heaven, this is twice as nice

Break it down, break it down
Break it down
Break it down, break it down
Break it down

As you can see, fortunately
I'm cold as fire, yeah, I'm cold as fire
Yeah, make you believe
Make you stop and breathe, I'll take you higher

I'm just too cool, make you do what it do
I'm hot as ice now, I'm hot as ice now
I'll make you feel like heaven 24/7
I'm hot as ice now

Cold as fire baby, hot as ice
If you've ever been to heaven, this is twice as nice
I'm cold as fire baby, hot as ice
If you've ever been to heaven, this is twice as nice

Break it down, break it down
Break it down
Break it down, break it down
Break it down

2010-06-28T21:32:00.002+08:00

Sisterhood and some other ppl had been tagging me in facebook for all the note notes stuff. I'll put down my answers here, for fun and for the sake of posting sth very long, and last but not least, im too lazy to tag ppl there. hahas.

My kind of guy.
1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
I like ppl for who they are, not how they look actually. But i also dun wan an ultra ugly one duh.

2. Smart?
Hope so. :)

3. Preferred age?
Older than me by around one to three years.

4. Preferred height?
Taller than me.

5. How about sense of humor?
I like them to make me laugh but i hate it if im not in laughing mood.

6. How about piercings?
I rarely notice those stuff. i only knew Booboo had piercing when Muipeng told me. so i dun really care.

7. Accepts you for who you are?
Of course.

8. Pink hair?
maybe for fun but call him to dye it back after a few days of partying.

9. Mushy or no?
Not like all over me.

10. Thin or fat?
Normal normal like tat lo. hahas.

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
Not too dark. maybe the normal chinese human colour.

12. Long hair or short hair?
Look like boy can le la. lol. this quiz so funny de.

13. Plastic or metal?
??

14. Smells good?
I'd love him to.

15. Smoker?
I hate smoke.

16. Drinker?
Allowed once in a while but dun come to me when he's drunk. he must get a cab home himself.

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
Anything, as long as I like him. Love's blind.

18. Muscular?
Too much muscle a bit scary uh... :x

19. Plays piano?
I'd love him to. But if he doesn't, nvm. hahas.

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
Don't really care but its cool having a talented boyfriend.

21. Plays violin?
same as ans frm qn 20.

22. Sings very good?
I dun mind that. But he should talk good.

23. Vain?
I hope not...

24. With glasses?
Depends.

25. With braces?
Someday, he's gonna take it off. right?

26. Shy type?
Shy guys are so gay.

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
Dun wan too bad a boy like slap mother kill father that type. But i also dun wan too nerdy.

28. Active or passive?
Both.

29. Tight or bomb?
Depends.

30. Singer or dancer?
Singer. pls dun dance. :x

31. stunner?
stunner like what? he'd stun over there when sth happens or he's stun me with surprises?

32. Hiphop?
uh...not really.

33. Earrings?
I dun care abt that. he like it, his problem.

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
No.

35. Dimples?
Anything.

36. Bookworm?
I wont like it if he read too much then pang sei me. reading for knowledge or tests are absoulutely fine.

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
Actually, I tink love letters are gross. Just tell the person in the face ok?!

38. Playful?
Not too much. i dun wan to go out with someone a kid and i call him a boyfriend. -,-

39. Flirt?
With me. Not others.

40. Poem writer?
That's lame but if that's his interest, i cant stop him.

41. Serious?
There's a time for everything. He should abide that.

42. Campus crush?
That's allright.

43. Painter?
It's gonna remind me of art. and id go crazy.

44. Religious?
Preferred Buddist. Christian would be a not really...

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
That's fun. hahas. but must have limits.

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
None.

47. Speaks 20 languages?
It's cool. :) But i dun mind.

48. Loyal or faithful?
If must choose, Loyal.

49. good kisser?
Hope so...

50. loves children??
I dun like children myself... Only some.

100 Truth.
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Plain water
2. Last phone call: Muipeng.
3. Last text message: My one and only Kor kor. :D
4. Last song you listened to: All is white-Emilie simon
5. Last time you cried: i almost did. cos i was trying to force it out for fun. lolx. dunno how those actors do it de.

HAVE YOU EVER:
7. Been cheated on: I tink so.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Yay! i nv kissed anyone b4.
9. Lost someone special: Chippy.
10. Been depressed: Since the day Chippy died.
11. Been drunk and threw up: Nope.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Baby Pink
13. Brown
14. Pure White

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: Yups
16. Fallen out of love: Nopes.
17. Laughed until you cried: Lots of times.
18. Met someone who changed you: Perhaps.
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yups.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Nopes.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Nopes.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Most of them.
23. How many kids do you want to have: preferably none cos im scared. but if i overcome that fear, I wan Twin girls and a little brother for them.
24. Do you have any pets: Yups. Proud of them.
25. Do you want to change your name: Add a christian name.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Celebrate it?
27. What time did you wake up today: 6am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Getting ready to sleep.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Getting this week over soon and then Eclipse!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: Talking to her just now.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I want to be smarter from young.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nopes.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: This busy week im going to go through.
35. Most visited webpage: My blog.
36. What's your real name: Lim Jia Ji
37. Nicknames: Lots but not gonna name it all out.
38. Relationship Status: Single.
39. Zodiac sign: Doggie
40. Male or female?: Female
41. Primary School?: HGP
42. Secondary School?: XMS
43. Tertiary Education?: huh?
44. Hair colour: Ranges from black to natural brown.
46. Height: i dun check that all the time.
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Now? letting go.
48: What do you like about yourself?: Nothing.
49. Piercings: Nopes
50. Tattoos: Nopes
51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Dunno
53. First piercing: when i was 2
54. First best friend: In K2 some guy.... -,- haiz such innocent childhood cant differentiate boy and girl.
55. First sport you joined: Probably cycling.
56. First vacation: none.

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Nopes.
60. Drinking: Nopes.
61. I'm about to: Finish this quiz.
62. Listening to: Nothing.
63. Waiting on: The ending of this quiz.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: im afraid.
65. Get Married?: Probably.
66. Career?: Vet! or maybe Movie Director!

WHICH IS BETTER
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Younger or older: Older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Nopes
77. Drank hard liquor: Nopes
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Like now?
79. Sex on first date: Nopes
80. Broken someone's heart: My mother's?
82. Been arrested: Nopes
83. Turned someone down: yeps
84. Cried when someone died: Cried when Chippy died.
85. Fallen for a friend?: Guess so.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Sometimes.
87. Miracles: Sometimes
88. Love at first sight: Sometimes
89. Heaven: At pasir ris beach there. ;D
90. Santa Claus: Nopes.
91. Kiss on the first date: Yeps. But i wont do that unless i really liked him a lot.
92. Angels: Nopes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Nopes
95. Did you sing today?: Yeps
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: lol i cheated someone for something minor and i regretted it. but im a good girl now. :)
97. If you could go back in time: I'd go back to my past life and do everything right so i dun get such a crazy life now.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relieve it, what would it be?: Anyday that Chippy is still alive.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Nopes.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Yeps.

Woow finally done. ^^

2010-06-27T22:56:00.003+08:00

My dad sae he wanna confiscate my comp aft tmr. -,- its not like i play the comp day and night right!? what if i really seriously need it?!

today early morning wake up, went to mit Muipeng. went fotang. lol its either i see ghost bus or she miss bus. two 88 ran away and she dunno it. and i wait there for like very long. and most of all, im having this serious tummy ache and i cant find a clean seat.

studied. ate. studied. ate. studied. went compass point.
i didnt go there for fun. i was desperately looking for june's issue of HOT and everywhere sell de are July Issue. June issue got this really WOW Twilight poster inside and so therefore i desperately want it, so much tat i almost agree to just go to the company and buy one. lol. share also want it. then we reach there, only left one kiam cai HOT mag. Am i stupid or what. i bought it. but im happy.

went home took pic for art. then ate and rush to hougang point to develop. shopped for a while with Muipeng. we both said tat we are preparing to die and therefore we are shopping tgt. lolx. then went home. hahas.

k. have to get up early for the dreaded first day of skool tmr. nights ppl.

2010-06-26T11:36:00.002+08:00

Gosh!! tmr will be the last day of hols and my art is still untouched!! holy omg shit!!

wth lo. wtfwthwtfwthwtfwth~~~~~~

and lets see. chinese haven touch on tys yet. the compo only done one and a half.
amaths done one wksht. emaths done two wksht. art still clean. chem untouched too, but i revised a little. geog and ss nv revise or touch at all. and and... oh gosh. haiz.

review back on my hols.
first two weeks stolen by art.
third week, had tuition and slack from all the art and hell.
fourth and last week, which is this week, the official chiong of hw, meeting up of frens everyday to do hw tgt. my god. art owed me hal my life. cant wait for nx yr- drop art. I. Want. To. Drop. Art. Now.

aniwaes, today my grandma bdae. all the cousins coming here to celebrate. the cake i book one. lolx. with muipeng. then tat time is i first time book cake then idk anything. so malu. :)

rights. gtg now.

2010-06-23T17:17:00.000+08:00

i really seriously love my Mitchel. :)

aww! ^^

omg hols gonna end. must faster study do hols hw and most of all, ART! jysjys!

2010-06-18T20:15:00.002+08:00

Nice song. Lol. :)

Sisterhood Party just now. took photos for one hour sia. alamak. :x
then aft tat went to serangoon ave 4 look at the hamsters and bought the hamster tube for my gerbils(cos they wreck the original) bad gerbils. the uncle selling us the tube is a bit crazy uh. hor? MuiPeng! hahas. ;D

but then aft tat she became as mad as him. Laugh out loud. :)

Btw, sisters, i realise the problem abt the vid. i put wrong vid into the CD. lolx. but i got the original ones in. hahas.
kays. gtg now. byes! ^^